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i can't take it anymore
the fights
the drugs
the screaming
the unpaid bills
she is an addict
how did things get so bad?
too young for this drama
there isnt anyone to talk to
dad is over the edge
the family is consumed with dad
christmas morning in a psych ward
who is there for me?
i can do this
load the .38
hollow tips, full metal jacket
one shot is all i need
lay it on the table and think
looking at it shine
one squeeze and its done
so easy
pain? i already hurt... this is easy
must tell mum i love her
reach for the phone
dial the number
she answers
"Mum, I just want you to know that I love you, no matter what"
she knows what i am going to do
she cries
she tells me she loves me
she tells me she needs me
she tells me she is sorry
she tells me she is there for me too
she cares
i can't hurt her
she has already been hurt
we talk for a while
we hang up
if i am not going to die
i better find reasons to live

Description
i can't take it anymore
the fights
the drugs
the screaming
the unpaid bills
she is an addict
how did things get so bad?
too young for this drama
there isnt anyone to talk to
dad is over the edge
the family is consumed with dad
christmas morning in a psych ward
who is there for me?
i can do this
load the .38
hollow tips, full metal jacket
one shot is all i need
lay it on the table and think
looking at it shine
one squeeze and its done
so easy
pain? i already hurt... this is easy
must tell mum i love her
reach for the phone
dial the number
she answers
"Mum, I just want you to know that I love you, no matter what"
she knows what i am going to do
she cries
she tells me she loves me
she tells me she needs me
she tells me she is sorry
she tells me she is there for me too
she cares
i can't hurt her
she has already been hurt
we talk for a while
we hang up
if i am not going to die
i better find reasons to live