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I end my daily upload streak. My mood is so dumb nowadays. I constantly feel unappreciated and for a moment I want nothing to do with drawing and then I get back to Photoshop and draw for a few hours straight.
I r e a l l y don't want to post a vent art so whenever I'm down I play "stress reliever games," look through my most popular deviations, brainwash myself with Hamilton etc. to cheer myself up and hope that keeps me positive.
Thought I've gotten over being negative but I hadn't -.- Like I said in my ID I have to motivate myself all the time because I have terrible self-esteem. I always tell myself to appreciate what I have, be satisfied, don't expect more, that's what I deserve, but sometimes I'm tired of it. Maybe it's the homework I'm procrastinating on and shit that's keeping me stressed idk. I'll never stop drawing whatsoever so I won't be on a big "hiatus." Maybe drawing a bunch of chibis will help

Description
4.2
Next
Previous
Cover
Gallery
Allegiances

I end my daily upload streak. My mood is so dumb nowadays. I constantly feel unappreciated and for a moment I want nothing to do with drawing and then I get back to Photoshop and draw for a few hours straight.
I r e a l l y don't want to post a vent art so whenever I'm down I play "stress reliever games," look through my most popular deviations, brainwash myself with Hamilton etc. to cheer myself up and hope that keeps me positive.
Thought I've gotten over being negative but I hadn't -.- Like I said in my ID I have to motivate myself all the time because I have terrible self-esteem. I always tell myself to appreciate what I have, be satisfied, don't expect more, that's what I deserve, but sometimes I'm tired of it. Maybe it's the homework I'm procrastinating on and shit that's keeping me stressed idk. I'll never stop drawing whatsoever so I won't be on a big "hiatus." Maybe drawing a bunch of chibis will help