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Dreamer-In-Shadows — Black Amethyst returns
Published: 2012-12-10 18:27:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 563; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 6
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Just so that you can see that the hurricane of shit my brain had producted had finally surpassed and even if I had lost gazillion friends because of it, I don`t even care nowadays.Note to my watchers now, I`ll do much more dragon and MLP OC art as a substitute of others doing them, so either accept these things or just leave. The choice is up to each and everyone of you and I will not stop you.
So yea, BA has been resurrected for the sacrific of GD the female Scout. And this time with neck scar and badass German uniform.
BA -> me
German uniform -> various WW2-themed games, like Wolfenstein -> their respectable owners
MLP: FiM -> Hasbro
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xD And it`s probably your first unicorn filly as well that you like xD
I know right? German uniforms FTW!!
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Yes, I am
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Yes, and ready for a fresh start! 
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AKNSHJHSUIHNUJ YOUR BACK! YAYYYYYYYY! cake? *hands you cake*
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*only gives you a huge sibling hug*
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*makes a small laugh*
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Heh, thank you. It`s actually the same uniform uman Methi is wearing in her picture where she is in a snowy landscape.
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Ah, good reference, then.
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No really, it actually is a cool design.
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Even if it`s as unoriginal as many others I had done?
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It's not unoriginal...
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Believe me, is has been replicated so many times it`s not even funny xD
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Methusi... youre back?.. i.. i read your journal... then... Ashey showed the way to... what seemed as Darkgirl.. which... consumed you 
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Yes, I am, after such horrible mental shitstorm and fighting with my TF2 ex-friends who are now Heartless.
And yes, DarkGirl is my "Xensia" self, I had become her temporary, but the effect she had done was so destructing, me losing friends, but together with them she had showed me who are real friends of me. Those will be now properly treated as such while Heartless will need to apologize to me if they want to hear from me again.
Oh no, friend, 
Yes, BA is back at the cost of GD`s life, since I will not depict TF2 versions of my older OCs and OCs anymore. So you can rejoice, your favorite purple pony is back
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im so glad you got trough of all this and recovered your spirit i soo missed you, im thankfull you are here now but... Black Amethysty isnt the only one who has been injured 
And listen Methi...about BA... how can you realy forgive me so soon about BA and.... that i mentioned i wanted to do something about that tragedy... well..... call me a retard.... but... i wanted to do a little ... ""comic""... where i find her.. life faded if you say that is what happened.. and i would cry so much for her... tears would be dripping on her... i would carry her back to house... and put her on bed, sit close to her in a hug form... and eventualy.. when i get more tears on her... she would start to wake up... so far... its what i wanted to do but i never have time
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Owww, I`m sorry that I made you miss me and caused so much misery, what a maggot I was at that time ... and I completely mean it 
Yes, around 5 people that are now known to me as "Heartless" had taunted me in my misery, abandoned me and making fun of me ... but now I bet they had already forgotten me and that`s all that matters now. I don`t even want to meet them anyway if they decide to just spill more crap on me both here and on Steam. They were never real friends anyway, unlike others you had seen on my profile and yourself + others that were silent ...
No worries on everything, all is completely fine
Oww, really? You wished to make a comic with BA? That`s probably the most honorable thing you could possibly ever do to me and I encourage you to create the "little" thing whenever you will have time, even if it`s just one lone picture/panel. I would be so pathetically honored to have her in a comic, since no one had ever made a comic with my OCs except maybe myself. Shame about the time thing though ...
And as for the end, at least you can be lucky you haven`t been caught in it and that was only enabled by your silence. And for that, you don`t need to shame yourself, as even if you don`t get in these things, you are still my big friend, as long as we help each other
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No,no,no,no,no!! Please! Dont call yourself a maggot or anything else, please
No one in real life to turn to? i regret to know that
You lost two friends? oh no
Everythings fine? not realy... the past is just horror... and yes i did always want to make things with BA, when moments come i imagine alot to do, alot i might start to get done, alot of images but thats just my imagination not something being done but should be... wow... you realy do mean all that? well... i just wish i would get it over with, too long has already passed and nothing is made for you, for BA... it dissappoints me that i dissapoint you
lucky that i wasnt caught? enabled by my silence? well... you know i apreciate all the words, i love that you call me big friend
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Now that`s one huge-ass reply ... good thing I`m used to them since ~ADB-Fantasy added me to dA watch ...
I know right ... and others didn`t just see it as well as never believed me when I was dead serious about quitting here. So I had to make it a reality and to show them that I`m not kidding about everything. I had just called myself "maggot" just to show them that even I, myself, am not as perfect as some others are, like Princess Peach.
Sorry that you were driven to deactivation as well then ...
I know right, it really was terrible ... and no worries if you weren`t. Life`s a bitch.
Yes, I had lost 2 ... that were not actually friends at all. I mean, who is a friend if they decide to ditch ad mock you when you need them the most?
And I`m true about this
I know right and I wish the same as you. Those 5 should not even be my friends! >.<
Yea ... I hope and if karma is good to me (which for now is not, judging from my profile ... some Heartless just don`t want to quit, do they?)
Yes, I`m grateful for good people as well
Well, time and life are bitches, so I don`t blame you if you had no inspiration/time/will for doing these
Because you are one, Artuur
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Ohhh, sorry about the longness
Ohhh well, i was noted about your seriousnes, i deeply felt it trucking in to me, it hurt
oh no, nothing to be sorry about my problems of deactivisation, all"s well for now
hmmm, i wish i could change that ""lifes a bitch""
2 of them not at all friends? Well... assholes realy liked to fool honest, kind people then
Thank you about the same to me thing
Wait... theres actualy assholes bothering you now!?!? Should i help you get those idiots out
Your apreciation for all of us is pure gold and even more
about that comic.. inspiration is all around... time is not.. and i would for my will to be mightier... maybe it is but the time lack is shrouding it
Nooo i need to help you, but so far... theres been nothing
Well... lastly im super glad to be here for you now then
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LAWL xD
Yes, and it was my intention of telling why I had renamed myself
Phew ... I do hope you won`t decide to leave or be banned
And you`re not the only one that wishs to change your own life.
Thank you for your concern
Eh, no. I had dealed with them by myself now, thanks or the offer though.
I hope that at the end time wouldn`t be so scarce and that you would do something about that lil` comic
Ah, you just need to remove the "!" from :huggle!: and it`ll work 
You help as much as you can
I just feel really relieved that I have something to talk to here now and that my head is no longer burdened by all those negative emotions. And anytime welcome
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Well, okay then
You want to change too? Well ofcourse, for the better, always for the better, to get away from those troubles you been having. And youre welcome for the concern
Ohhhh well im glad youre handling them all too well
Yeah i wish i could do that comic
yes Nothing more i do hope than to help more than usuall... wish it were good enough for me to get started already...
Aaaawesome, im super happy about your relievism
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Anytime
Same, same ...
Sweeet
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Depict? you mean learn it? Also so you saw it
loyal friend there? you mean you? but youre about dragons too which are better... they are better right, i mean you make it look like so
Well.. to be honest, yeah you have cheered up a bit
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Yes. And ... really, someone made a GMod ponysona for you? Ehm ... where is the link of it, so I can view it?
Hahah, thank you very much! So then you mind if I still draw you as a such pony?
Yes, I mean myself.
And not just about Dragons
Then ... what is the reason? Sry for being curious
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Well... i had no involvment but.. yeah heres is me now i suppose... [link]
well i dont know anymore for a long while
Well okay, good for your multiple intrests
Ohh nooo.. dont mention the dragons in gmod... not after they murder ponies... or 1 ateast... and very brutal...
Ohhh, youre too kind, i got you to thank for it, alot
...the reason?.... well... in short...... multiple sadistic images of Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy found....... and i was brutaly tricked by a ultimate hater and abuser....
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Thank you! Do you wish that I link my version of your pony to her so that she can change it?
Well, you have multiple interests as well, so good for you as well
Bleh, I just told you about models, not actual dragons themselves xD and well, models cannot do anything when there are none around, can they? 
There is always more room for another gazillion thanks
Oh, ok ... I bet it was the person that has the Soldier Doomguy persona?
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Already showed her and its a him. I already... sorta talked about it... i see no answer, or possibilty or and reason...
Ahhh well.. yeah.. i wish so...
No it wasnt him mostly... it was far worse... or not so worse...
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Phew.
O.Kay ... then I don`t wanna know about those ...
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If you didn't interact with her during the event, probably not. Don't worry, just forget it happened. That's probably best.
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nooooo its my fault she died, and its my fault that i didnt try anything to have her back... its all my fucking fault...
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Stop beating yourself up, okay, dude? You had nothing to do with it.
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dude, she gave me Black Amethysty to care for, to give home, and be a close friend since she didnt had almost any or none at all
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gosh you know nothing about this bond...
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Bond? Oh, come on. It's hard to take you seriosuly, because you complain about everything. It's seems you want everyone to always feel really sorry for you.
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I think he wants to say that he doesn`t want anything bad happening to BA and that he is so connected to her because she cares for him and gives him love, which are traits he supposedly never had IRL and thus it`s important to him to keep her alive, since she is possibly the only thing that stands between him and complete madness.
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I really don't know.
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That`s what I can understand from him at the very least ...
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It seems to be true.
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i didnt say that... i just want you to understand the importance of this...
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