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Published: 2018-04-02 12:08:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 8423; Favourites: 188; Downloads: 137
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Description Standing on the platform
Watching you go
It's like no other pain
I've ever known
To love someone so much
To have no control

I heard this song, Lost Withouot You by Freya Ridings and this immediately prompted all kinds of RuRi angst.
How do you say goodbye to the person you love, knowing they won't come back? How do you let them go? 
Breaking my own heart a little bit.

This is the first part out of three of a Lost Without You series, if you will. All based on the lyrics from this amazing song.

If you haven't read it, you might want to give Losing What We Never Had a whirl to see how these two end up like this.

Don't forget, comments are encouraged and welcomed.



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honestly I'm just a nerd who loves ME   

 


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WOLFBLADE111 [2022-11-01 16:05:59 +0000 UTC]

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TreeWyrm [2021-09-10 06:32:10 +0000 UTC]

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talugo [2020-07-19 02:06:36 +0000 UTC]

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elmjuniper In reply to talugo [2020-09-09 18:11:38 +0000 UTC]

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gothikuk [2018-04-28 07:37:22 +0000 UTC]

On my WOD forum, one of my garou had to say goodbye to his human lover when they were kids. Thay back now as adults but it was like how do i deal with this shit? that song....RIGHT THERE! same could be said for all the Shep Romances and having read that fic more times then i care to mention that song sooooooo right

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elmjuniper In reply to gothikuk [2018-05-01 15:58:28 +0000 UTC]

 
Oh go on, how many times?  

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gothikuk In reply to elmjuniper [2018-05-02 01:04:32 +0000 UTC]

ummmmmmm last count......about twenty five lolol

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elmjuniper In reply to gothikuk [2018-05-09 03:58:02 +0000 UTC]

Lol I'm impressed!!!

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JessGaskell [2018-04-11 18:57:08 +0000 UTC]

Miranda's face in this picture is breaking my heart! It's beautifully positioned, your modeling skills these days are just sooooo developed in comparison to when you first began. I'm so freaking proud of you! och jag älskar dig!  

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Amalgamation100 [2018-04-05 09:38:47 +0000 UTC]

Wow this is a nice render! What program did you use?

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elmjuniper In reply to Amalgamation100 [2018-04-05 09:55:27 +0000 UTC]

Heya!
Thank you so much. I use XPS for posing the models, then I chuck it into Blender for rendering.
For the final part I just make minor tweaks in post-processing. 

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Amalgamation100 In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-05 10:56:07 +0000 UTC]

I use blender for everything, never understood how people use XPS for posing then port the scene into Blender, why not just do it all there? Or is that the models are on XPS?

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elmjuniper In reply to Amalgamation100 [2018-04-05 11:38:10 +0000 UTC]

Models are XPS. I used to work in 3ds max and Maya where I had my own ported models, but I can't pose mesh modded XNA models in those programs. I mean, I guess you could, but you'd have to convert them and get a script and all that which just seems like too much hassle. This way works just fine.

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Amalgamation100 In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-05 13:05:32 +0000 UTC]

Ah okay

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Ayeun [2018-04-03 04:13:47 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I have a question. Is 'Remembering to Forget You' getting an update soon?

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elmjuniper In reply to Ayeun [2018-04-03 06:06:07 +0000 UTC]

I've got something in the works but had to finish some heavy projects for the 3D course I'm taking.
And then I ended up not handing them in on time anyway.

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Ayeun In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-03 23:05:11 +0000 UTC]

Good... Good. 

You KNOW I check that story almost daily, looking for updates...

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elmjuniper In reply to Ayeun [2018-04-04 04:33:43 +0000 UTC]

Aaaaw. Now i feel bad!

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Ayeun In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-04 09:52:10 +0000 UTC]

Don't feel bad. I just love RuRi lots, and can't seem to find any other good ones.

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elmjuniper In reply to Ayeun [2018-04-04 14:52:52 +0000 UTC]

aaaaw! I love you!
You're so awesome. Also, check out my FB page. Got a surprise for you there.

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Ayeun In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-04 22:18:56 +0000 UTC]

*Goes to look*

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ReverseImpossible [2018-04-02 16:41:52 +0000 UTC]

Great job! It has a very tender feel to it

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elmjuniper In reply to ReverseImpossible [2018-04-02 17:21:04 +0000 UTC]

Why thank you so much!

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ReverseImpossible In reply to elmjuniper [2018-04-02 17:22:22 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome  

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MikeShen001 [2018-04-02 13:22:12 +0000 UTC]

*dies from them feels*

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elmjuniper In reply to MikeShen001 [2018-04-02 13:23:31 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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Kafrine [2018-04-02 12:20:27 +0000 UTC]

Contente de revoir RuRi !!

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elmjuniper In reply to Kafrine [2018-04-02 12:22:58 +0000 UTC]

 

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