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Published: 2011-09-02 14:07:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 6227; Favourites: 139; Downloads: 46
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Description This is a slightly odd image. It was started as a commission for someone (who will still get their commission, honest!) but as I built the image it became something entirely different and I just went along with the story that was desperate to come out of it ^_^

The result is this...An internal struggle between Anders then and Anders now. I'll let the pic speak in terms of the emotions going on here between his past and present selves, but I got pretty upset just drawing it, haha.

As always, thank you to bioware for creating such a contantly intriguing and inspirational character!

I'm not going to mark this as adult content, because - well - it's not. But if anyone is concerned, just let me know and I'll pop a marker on it. ^_^
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Comments: 48

ClumsyMage [2013-10-08 14:31:35 +0000 UTC]

Is it good to wear longΒ pallium, m?

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MichelleDoherty [2011-09-13 21:59:19 +0000 UTC]

Nicely done! I like DA2 Anders' vulnerability in this piece, mostly. The attempt to avert his gaze from his old self - and also to keep Awakening Anders blind to what he has become here - is very evocative and a little heartbreaking. Like I said, very nice. I'm quite fond of this character...not because Anders is inspiring to me, but because he is a broken man that still tries to maintain dignity in the face of madness, possession and obsession. He's well-written and not made of the same stuff as every other protagonist/antagonist/wild card/renegade out there. He has human faults.

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emmav In reply to MichelleDoherty [2011-09-19 11:53:06 +0000 UTC]

He's fascinating, eh? Just so many levels to him...and I love your comment about him trying to maintain dignity in the face of it all. that's a great observation.

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MichelleDoherty In reply to emmav [2011-09-20 18:38:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. You're right, he's a many-layered chara. I think Anders' character was meant to evoke raw emotion, whether it was anger or pathos or (ahem) something else. His actions also made the player take a good hard look at their own morals and values. Would I do what he did to prove my point...for freedom...for love...? I wouldn't compromise my ideals, not for anything - so I understand his whole 'renegade' thing, even if I don't wholly agree with it.

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vampirisa [2011-09-12 01:26:00 +0000 UTC]

Your idea is great, a pity I hate how Bioware changed Anders... to be precise, I loved him until act 3 came, then I realized that the writers hated him so much to make him the scapegoat for all the sh*t to come...
Poor Anders, doomed from the beginning, I didn't like him so much in Awakening because back then I thought he was just a mage version of Alistair, but now I'd pay to have his lighthearted self back...

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emmav In reply to vampirisa [2011-09-12 11:04:27 +0000 UTC]

I think he's an incredible character because of those layers...just amazing! ^_^

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vampirisa In reply to emmav [2011-09-12 14:06:20 +0000 UTC]

Yep, I do agree, at least until the point when he is doomed to die in a way or another
That's what I can't stand, that you can't help him no matter what. I don't pretend to save him (but I wouldn't mind that ) but at least... ease his pain? Help him somehow to avoid loosing himself?
And anyhow, why Justice, who used to be a wonderful character, was only influenced by Anders' hate, of all his feelings? That's a bit... forced, isn't it?

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Vanessalisa [2011-09-06 08:26:52 +0000 UTC]

dude why is he naked

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emmav In reply to Vanessalisa [2011-09-06 10:34:28 +0000 UTC]

To show his vulnerability.

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Vanessalisa In reply to emmav [2011-09-06 10:42:31 +0000 UTC]

what's that

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Ellelalee [2011-09-05 13:54:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh, Anders... What have you become?

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emmav In reply to Ellelalee [2011-09-06 10:34:33 +0000 UTC]

WEEEP!

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poem-poorly-written [2011-09-03 17:56:39 +0000 UTC]

YES! ANDERS ON ANDERS ACTION!

And on that note- this is a very beautiful piece.

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emmav In reply to poem-poorly-written [2011-09-06 10:34:45 +0000 UTC]

haha, well, kinda! ^_^ Thank yoooo

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Mimi-Evelyn [2011-09-03 12:45:42 +0000 UTC]

This makes me happy ^^

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emmav In reply to Mimi-Evelyn [2011-09-06 10:34:54 +0000 UTC]

then I am happy too^_^

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SwiftKill23 [2011-09-03 05:54:58 +0000 UTC]

THIS.

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emmav In reply to SwiftKill23 [2011-09-06 10:34:58 +0000 UTC]

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sexylilalu [2011-09-03 05:53:12 +0000 UTC]

I love it. Once again, you nail the emotions and make the viewer feel them as well

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emmav In reply to sexylilalu [2011-09-06 10:35:04 +0000 UTC]

Thankyoooo!

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kitiaramajere [2011-09-03 01:49:35 +0000 UTC]

Ohhhh. Love this. A lot.

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emmav In reply to kitiaramajere [2011-09-06 10:35:09 +0000 UTC]

yay! ^_^

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elenilote [2011-09-02 22:36:10 +0000 UTC]

*cries*
So painful, so much emotion...I can see why it upset you when drawing it.

*hug*?

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emmav In reply to elenilote [2011-09-06 10:35:16 +0000 UTC]

Hugs. ALL THE HUGS!

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Miri1984 [2011-09-02 22:23:22 +0000 UTC]

ROOM FOR ONE MORE IN THERE? Mind you, I think I might have a reaction to all the angst. Poor Anders and Anders. I love this image so much, I'm glad you went with where it was going!

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emmav In reply to Miri1984 [2011-09-06 10:35:38 +0000 UTC]

It may be a little awkward, but go for it, hahah!

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Miri1984 In reply to emmav [2011-09-06 11:28:13 +0000 UTC]

There is no such letter as "awkward" in the word "anders sandwich".

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emmav In reply to Miri1984 [2011-09-09 09:46:52 +0000 UTC]

This is true. Very true.

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rhosien [2011-09-02 22:18:50 +0000 UTC]

I just started playing DA2 last week and OMGIloveAnders. Beautifully done!

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emmav In reply to rhosien [2011-09-06 10:36:19 +0000 UTC]

OMG welcome to the Anders appreciation club! ^_^

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THUNDRkitty [2011-09-02 21:46:46 +0000 UTC]

I think out of all the Dragon Age NPCs...they gave the most inward struggle and change to Anders. Especially since very little is TRULY known about him, hell, we don't even know his real name.

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emmav In reply to THUNDRkitty [2011-09-06 10:36:30 +0000 UTC]

Definitely. He's amazing!

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Netzkabel [2011-09-02 18:31:04 +0000 UTC]

I think you captured anders' two sides very well...beautiful.

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emmav In reply to Netzkabel [2011-09-06 10:36:34 +0000 UTC]

thank you ^_^

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The-Arkadian [2011-09-02 17:31:24 +0000 UTC]

This so needs to be ficced now.

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emmav In reply to The-Arkadian [2011-09-06 10:36:40 +0000 UTC]

oh yes please!

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Uminoko [2011-09-02 16:53:34 +0000 UTC]

I am both sad and turned on. Dammit, emmav. You can't just throw this beautiful naked Anders into an emotional scene and not expect me to be confused! On the other hand, I enjoy being confused in such manner.

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emmav In reply to Uminoko [2011-09-06 10:36:50 +0000 UTC]

haha, perfect! XD

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Jathis [2011-09-02 15:05:39 +0000 UTC]

Poor Anders ; n ;

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emmav In reply to Jathis [2011-09-06 10:36:55 +0000 UTC]

;_;

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Matyrfae [2011-09-02 14:38:28 +0000 UTC]

Dear Maker, I love how you draw Anders...

And I love this image...this is so tragically beautiful.

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emmav In reply to Matyrfae [2011-09-06 10:37:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, hon!

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Aquila-Chrysaetos [2011-09-02 14:23:33 +0000 UTC]

Said it before and I'll say it again, this really is beautiful. It evokes so many feelings I could wax lyrical about, but to list them might diminish the raw impact of the image.

Suffice it to say it is the little details you put in which make me love this picture.

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emmav In reply to Aquila-Chrysaetos [2011-09-06 10:37:12 +0000 UTC]

I love a picture that tells a story ^_^

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Storm-Dragoness [2011-09-02 14:18:33 +0000 UTC]

*sniff*
Oh Anders and Anders, come to me. A hug will make the pain go away even for a little while.

That phase and their expression, are just so tragic and so beautiful.

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emmav In reply to Storm-Dragoness [2011-09-06 10:37:24 +0000 UTC]

Hug them both at once, haha!

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SurelyForth [2011-09-02 14:10:15 +0000 UTC]

*cries forever*

Seriously, this is so beautiful and painful.

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emmav In reply to SurelyForth [2011-09-06 10:37:29 +0000 UTC]

*hug*

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