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Published: 2010-06-22 10:59:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 522; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 11
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I don't like how my perfect shade of purple got changed into a pinker shade of purple when I saved it as a .jpg. >:CWell anyway
I'm so extremely tired of society and people and their assumptions and expectations.
It's kinda making me want to throw up. I feel like I'm filled with it. Like I'm continuously being force-fed food that tastes bad and is bad for me. I want to throw it all up.
I wish I could just be left alone and to my own feelings and interpretations of things and my own way of functioning. I'm not sorry I'm different. I'm tired of being expected to be like every other human being.
And I'm so tired of my over-emotionalness T_____T I feel like I overreact to everything and I hate it but I can't make it go away and so I end up suppressing it, which then just ends up festering and eventually exploding...
That rant does relate to this art, in my mind. XD I could explain the connection but then that would be taking away the purpose of drawing/painting it.
Kinda more like a doodle sketch thing but I like it...for the most part...I wanted it to be more abstract so that you couldn't tell at all what's going on, but eh. I'm practicing just going with the flow and not restraining myself so much when it comes to my art.
I wonder if it'll become a habit, to draw at 3 in the morning...-goes to pass out-
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I like this very much. It is very beautiful in a still, warm way.
I can also relate very well to your "rant" - you are not alone with being fed up about societies assumptions and expectations! And I don't think you are necessarily overemotional. There is nothing wrong with your emotions. You only "over"react because almost everyone else "under"reacts - they are split off from their emotions or try not to feel them (at least not all of them, not the difficult ones...) or something like that. At least that is how I see most of society (of which I am a part, even though I try to be different, try to be myself).
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awww, thank you. I'm sorry I don't reply very quickly as I don't come on much anymore. But your comment does make me feel better as I have been feeling this way again recently. It's hard when it's even your own family that assumes you're a certain way or expects you to be a certain way, and they can't just accept you for what you are.
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Yes, that's hard... I hope you will find friends who can accept you as you are. That you find and/or create spaces where you can be yourself.
And don't worry, I'm not on too much myself recently. Real life needs time, too
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