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Published: 2011-10-27 09:42:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 120; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description I'm afraid to go back
To such a place,
A place full of hate,
Dissapointment and anger
All at my fault,

Each mishap is my fault,
No one cares why,
They only care who,
That 'who' is me,

I'm afraid to talk,
I'm afraid of everthing there,
I'm afraid of the people
Who only yell
With a voice full of hate
And dissapointment,

I don't mean for things
To go wrong,
I don't mean to make mistakes,
But they don't care,
They don't know how I feel,
The fear in my heart
Is the cause of my mistakes,

I'm afraid of mistakes,
I'm afraid of that place
Where everyone frowns upon me
Bashing my soul,
Making me never want to go back at all.
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Comments: 15

killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 09:59:50 +0000 UTC]

It's very emotional and beautifully written. I know what you mean by being scared of all those things, so I relate to it. Well, I think I do, anyway: I'm not you, so I can't say I do exactly, but I can empathise~
And I care about you! I don't know what I'll do next yearprobably cry my eyes out when I don't get to see you as much. I'm really going to miss talking face-to-face as often as we can and so at school. It just won't be the same...

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:02:58 +0000 UTC]

Work.
Everyone always said I was wrong, doing this wrong, that I'm useless.
They would yell and not realise that I was on the verge of tears.

I shall stalk visit you 8D

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 10:08:19 +0000 UTC]

They are massive douchebags for hurting Mame-chan, and - using our combined epic skills as a hacker and a stalker - they will be subsequently horrifically murdered and tortured accordingly.
Yaaaay!

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:14:02 +0000 UTC]

That grin makes that comment sound so much more evil than it is xD
Mame-chan doesn't care if people hurt her..
She just writes poetry.

^^

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 10:16:40 +0000 UTC]

Gooood.
Ebi-chan does, and vows to destroy them all while faving aforementioned epic poetry when it is uploaded to deviantArt, because multi-tasking is important at all times. (if it works, use it)

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:20:46 +0000 UTC]

D:
But Mame-chan's poetry isn't worthy to be faved (even though she can't do anything about it).

Yes, yes it is

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 10:24:44 +0000 UTC]

Per-specy-tive! Ebi-chan knows that Mame-chan's poetry is worthy of multiple awards and to be put in a book, that shall also win awards. Because Ebi-chan believes in Mame-chan's epic poetry skills, even if Mame-chan doesn't.

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:41:54 +0000 UTC]

If Mame-chan's poems won awards, Mame-chan would make money out of them and be rich D
Then Mame-chan would give money to Ebi-chan for being an awesome friend :3

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 10:51:49 +0000 UTC]

Ebi-chan would be super-happy~ But would tell Mame-chan that she is happy with being introduced to Mame-chan's new, famous friends instead, please~

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:52:37 +0000 UTC]

Other famous poetry nerds xD

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 10:53:51 +0000 UTC]

Meh, I don't mind at all. My theory is that everyone I know will be famous. And then, if I'm lucky, they'll introduce me to other famous people.

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 10:56:15 +0000 UTC]

You shall be famous too~
With your writing ability, I wouldn't be surprised if you became a famous novelist.

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 12:13:54 +0000 UTC]

Haha. Maybe one day. But not before all of you are superstars~

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Flutter1994 In reply to killerqueen40 [2011-10-27 12:18:48 +0000 UTC]

I am incredibly lazy, so if I became a superstar, it would be by some weird accident xD

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killerqueen40 In reply to Flutter1994 [2011-10-27 12:28:58 +0000 UTC]

I don't know: you might get discovered here. If it doesn't happen elsewhere.

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