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Its been a bit over two months since my cat passed away and I still can't get used to her not being here anymore... I always expect her to greet me at the door when I come home or sleep next to me while I study or draw or even sleep on my pillow at night

She passed away right in the time between the written and vocal exams so I didn't allow me to grieve because I had to study. Not a day goes by where I don't feel guilty about studying instead of being by her side

She helped me through everything, even when my other cat (the white one) passed away she was right there by my side though the pain. She was always there when I needed her most and I wasn't there when she needed me...

But I'm not here to collegt sympathy or anything! I'm not the only one who lost their pets and not the only one suffering the pain that follows

I wanted to keep it quiet. It took me a month to tell my best friend and I didnt even post it here

And everytime I've tried to talk about it some of my friends ignored it and only talked about themselves. I don't know why I was surprised since thats all they do anyway

I'm telling you now because I want to give an explanation for my inactivity. Ever since she passed I have had no motivation at all... I never know what to draw or have the interest to finish it. I've had this sketched out since before I left for my grandmothers but never finished it until now

I'll most likely be inactive for a while longer and if I upload something it'll most likely be my human ocs because I can't get through drawing cats without either getting very anry or very sad.

I doubt anyone is actually reading this, but if you are, do you(or do you know anyone) who would draw my cats with actual pictures as references?

If you do, please comment because I would really love to get some drawings of them

There are a few more pics of the orange one under the name zauberfee456 on instagram^^

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Its been a bit over two months since my cat passed away and I still can't get used to her not being here anymore... I always expect her to greet me at the door when I come home or sleep next to me while I study or draw or even sleep on my pillow at night

She passed away right in the time between the written and vocal exams so I didn't allow me to grieve because I had to study. Not a day goes by where I don't feel guilty about studying instead of being by her side

She helped me through everything, even when my other cat (the white one) passed away she was right there by my side though the pain. She was always there when I needed her most and I wasn't there when she needed me...

But I'm not here to collegt sympathy or anything! I'm not the only one who lost their pets and not the only one suffering the pain that follows

I wanted to keep it quiet. It took me a month to tell my best friend and I didnt even post it here

And everytime I've tried to talk about it some of my friends ignored it and only talked about themselves. I don't know why I was surprised since thats all they do anyway

I'm telling you now because I want to give an explanation for my inactivity. Ever since she passed I have had no motivation at all... I never know what to draw or have the interest to finish it. I've had this sketched out since before I left for my grandmothers but never finished it until now

I'll most likely be inactive for a while longer and if I upload something it'll most likely be my human ocs because I can't get through drawing cats without either getting very anry or very sad.

I doubt anyone is actually reading this, but if you are, do you(or do you know anyone) who would draw my cats with actual pictures as references?

If you do, please comment because I would really love to get some drawings of them

There are a few more pics of the orange one under the name zauberfee456 on instagram^^