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H-Badger — I refuse to crumble into nothing.

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Published: 2019-01-12 06:23:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 1630; Favourites: 102; Downloads: 0
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Description Long overdue fanart for Songdog-StrayFang  

this file is HUGE and i'm not sorry lol i like big HD files 

I don't DO backgrounds. I can only do them on traditional media :/ so... credit goes to Wallpaperplay.com
(Link: wallpaperplay.com/board/spooky… )

anywho. i relate way too much to this comic. i see rig as myself, chronically ill, and the deadwood tree as my medication/treatment. i cannot be without my "deadwood," even if my "deadwood" hurts me. a lot of the things rig says closely echo what i've said/thought about. so it's super cool to see this in a comic. it both depresses me and helps me feel less alone at the same time?? dunno why lmao. THANK YOU SONGDOG FOR MAKING THIS COMIC! I am so happy I discovered you! Keep up the hard work! 

Songdog, let me know if you want this image without my signature  

EDIT: i have a gaming computer and it changes the colors... not everyone has a gaming computer. i attempted to adjust the colors so you can see the intended colors. check out this link if Rig looks way too brown and healthy on your screen lol www.deviantart.com/oceanwave11…
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Comments: 20

Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune [2019-03-26 03:27:46 +0000 UTC]

I get a massive GNG feel from this, was that any chance an influence on this?

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H-Badger In reply to Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune [2019-03-26 04:11:26 +0000 UTC]

In fact, yes! I am so pleased you noticed!!! I take inspiration from their shading style and the way they draw muscles

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Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune In reply to H-Badger [2019-03-26 04:36:10 +0000 UTC]

I stared at this image for so long, came back to it so many times.


I knew it.


I so knew it.


Dang it.


I nailed it so well!

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H-Badger In reply to Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune [2019-03-26 05:39:01 +0000 UTC]

Hahahaha you did good. Good eye

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Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune In reply to H-Badger [2019-03-26 05:40:51 +0000 UTC]

Two months saying this looks GNG/GDW af pays off.


I deserve a reward.


But now all I wanna know is if you do commissions like this?

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H-Badger In reply to Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune [2019-03-26 06:53:12 +0000 UTC]

I certainly do! I am actually taking commissions but haven't announced it on my DA yet. If you're interested, shoot me a PM if you want to know pricing and such . Not gonna lie, a GNG anime ish commission would be a pleasure to do. Or even a straight up GNG/GDW doggo if that is your cup of tea hahaha

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Mr-Scarlet-Nokitsune In reply to H-Badger [2019-03-26 06:53:54 +0000 UTC]

A doggo in the style would make my day.

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intrstellar [2019-01-21 00:34:03 +0000 UTC]

This is awesome!

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H-Badger In reply to intrstellar [2019-01-22 07:18:09 +0000 UTC]

thank youuuu! ^-^

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SwiftilySquirrel [2019-01-14 21:49:46 +0000 UTC]

Your art is so good as usual! <3 Both versions are cool, too (well, one is cool and one is warm, but you know what I mean)

And it's really cool to hear your interpretations and how you relate to Songdog's story!

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H-Badger In reply to SwiftilySquirrel [2019-01-14 23:46:35 +0000 UTC]

i felt both versions were necessary to upload because i, the artist, really wanted the viewer to see the art the way i intended it... which gets skewed from screen to screen. when i looked at my art on my phone, Rig was waaaay too rich brown. so the instagram image is perfect for mobile users because it looks almost the same as it is on my laptop

you'll know if you have a screen similar to my computer screen if the Instagram image is way too blue- almost as if i put a blue filter over it. if this is the case for you, the original image, "I refuse to crumble into nothing," will have the proper saturation and cool colors and you don't needa reference the instagram version to understand which colors were supposed to be seen  

i hope that makes sense! 

i'm happy u like my art ^-^ eeeeeeeee i feel like i'm FINALLY finding a style of mine that works well with digital art. traditional will always be my preference, but the convenience of digital will always cause me to make more digital than traditional art. lol the more of the deadwood comic that comes out, the more (almost creepy) reflections of my life i see in it.

i'm quite proud of this piece even if the background was bullshitted hah 

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SwiftilySquirrel In reply to H-Badger [2019-01-15 06:36:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah! I get why you did it, but I still find it cool to see both versions.

You should be proud of it! I love the anatomy and perspective of Rig in this one and the image you chose for the background does give a fitting atmosphere! I hope you post more stuff soon x3

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H-Badger In reply to SwiftilySquirrel [2019-01-16 23:03:44 +0000 UTC]

I'm super glad you like Rig's anatomy x) i don't draw deer so i was hoping that she'd still be deer-like as i did the shading and stuff. As for anatomy, jesus, HER left front leg was a pain in the ass lmao i changed it like 3 or 4 times

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SwiftilySquirrel In reply to H-Badger [2019-01-17 01:08:13 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, deer are hard for me since I don't draw them much either. But not as hard as horses xD

ooof, I've been there before. I was doing a commission not too long ago and I ended up with like 3 different fully-lined linearts before I found one that looked good to me. The commissioner liked all of them so I sent him all of them xD (He's a friend of mine and he likes pretty much everything I draw xD So it was me being picky, not him)

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H-Badger In reply to SwiftilySquirrel [2019-01-17 01:40:34 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha nice. I don't think i have it in me to do 3 separate linearts!!!

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SwiftilySquirrel In reply to H-Badger [2019-01-17 02:40:33 +0000 UTC]

I don't know how I had it in me myself XDD

I've had to redraw something from the beginning twice before due to SAI crashing or forgetting to save

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H-Badger In reply to SwiftilySquirrel [2019-01-17 06:18:46 +0000 UTC]

i saw that and my soul died when u posted about that

i just suck at commenting D: 

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SwiftilySquirrel In reply to H-Badger [2019-01-17 06:45:33 +0000 UTC]

It's okay. That time you're talking about is the most recent time, and the other time was a Mudkip and Swampert I drew back in junior year

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Songdogx [2019-01-12 22:20:31 +0000 UTC]

Ah she's so epic and defiant looking! Very firm pose, something about it kind of reminds me of those old manga from the early 90's and 80's!


I don't go into stories trying to make direct parallels to real-life things, but I do like to write emotionally-adjacent. I'm glad people have been able to relate to Rig, despite everything else around her. She's definitely morally questionable and I can't say I recommend her solution of making pacts with demons and sacrificing small animals, but I never thought of deadwood as a metaphor for like, treatment itself. Not a perfect metaphor but the idea of a medicine that comes with sacrifice. Thank you for sharing your personal story with me, it means a lot to me

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H-Badger In reply to Songdogx [2019-01-12 22:24:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!! And I like that you didn't actually go into stories outwardly trying to make them relatable. I find when stories just tell a good tale and don't intend to be relatable, it feels even more relatable to those who happen to match up with it (even if just a little!). Makes it special and unique imo. Glad you like this piece 😁

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