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"The day is incomplete, the thoughts of total defeat. I don't know what is happening to me, or if I'll die cause I just never sleep. You woke into my night, you could see the madness in my eyes. I've lost control, please save me from myself."

Download for better view, dA broke the quality for some reason.
General information
Name: Buzzardwatcher
Gender: Male [He/Him]
Age: 32 moons
Rank: Deputy
Mentor: Ravinestar[Unknown]
Apprentice: Milkpaw[deceased]
Theme: Stomach It By Crywolf
Voice Claim: Medivh

Family and Romance
Current mate: Nope
Previous mates: Goosedapple[deceased]
Kits: None
Attractions: Nope

Sexual orientation: Straight

Mother: Spiderjaw | Alive | NPC
Father: Blackflake | Deceased | NPC
Brothers: None
Sisters: Burntpaw | Deceased | NPC

Physical information
Breed: SomalixOriental Shorthair
Size: 9 inches 23cm
Scars: One large cut under left his eye that moves and connects over above his nose under his forehead.
Scent: Rain and pine needles
Disabilities: None
Accessories: None
Body mods: None

Appearance: Groggy pelted tom, his pelt designed to fit in with the dreary color scheme of the territory. Eyes are a unique blue.

Stats
Total: 13

Agility: 1/25
Speed: 2/25
Strength: 2/25
Vitality: 0/25
Skill: 3/25
Defense: 3/25
Spiritual belief: 2/25

Body mods equipped:

Name of equipment l Stats added l However many times you have used the equipment / original durability stat

Personality traits [ + positive ] [ = neutral ] [ - negative ]

[+] Loyal | tba

[+] Brave | tba

[+] Clever | tba

[=] Ambitious | tba

[=] Religionist| tba

[-] Impulsive | tba

[-] Lawfully Evil | tba

[-] Emotionless | tba

[-] Haughty | tba

[-] Malicious | tba

[-] Cynical | tba

HistoryThis may be in point form or in formal paragraph form.

Kithood:

Buzzardkit was born along with his sister Burntkit, an adorable redish ginger colored kit. The two were born to two warriors, Spidejaw and Blackflake. Both had been respected warriors. However, Blackflake had died before the kits were born, killed in a border skirmish. This made Buzzardkit not know his father, only by tales told by his mother. She told glorious tales of how he was respected and loved by most of the clan. This put hopes and dreams into Buzzardkit's young mind, wanting to be as great as his father some day. However, Buzzardkit wasn't as loved as Burntkit was. Their mother cherished her more, because she looked like her mate and it made her want to protect and baby Burntkit more. Buzzardkit didn't resent his sister because of this, of course. He took friendship and love he didn't get from his mother from his sister. The two were really closer, and nearly inseperable.

Apprentice-hood:

The siblings became apprentices, and Buzzardpaw was given Ravinegorse as his mentor. Buzzardpaw spent most of his time with his mentor, looking up to the tom as a father figure, getting the praise and hopes and desires that he desperately desired from his mentor. Burntpaw got a little upset that the two became distant since becoming apprentices. So to make it up to her, Buzzardpaw convinced her to sneak out with him. She was hesitant, but eventually agreed and the two snuck out in the dead of night. It was Leaf-Bare so it was cold, and there was some snow on the ground. Buzzardpaw kept close to his ginger colored sister to keep her warm. He assured her that he still loved her and always would. When Burntpaw became more comfortable about being out, the two started to play. Though the two stumbled upon a frozen stream, layered with thin eyes and covered in snow, making it impossible to see it. They ran across, Buzzardpaw first, his weight slightly cracking the ice. Not noticing, Burntpaw followed, chasing her brother, and her weight broke the weak ice the rest of the way, causing her to fall through. Because she didn't know how to swim, the icy water clung to her fur and drug her down. Buzzardpaw panicked, and tried to help, but everytime he tried to get close, the ice kept cracking further. He decided he had to go to camp and get help, so he did, running as fast as his long thin legs would carry him. He burst into camp, crying. This stirred the camp and he shouted that Burntpaw was drowning. Warriors darted out into the territory without question, Buzzardpaw quickly following, tears stinging his eyes as he ran against the cold. Though when he arrived, the warriors were dragging Burntpaw from the water. He stood there, his chest heaving heavily, his blue orbs pulled wide. His vision was blurred with tears, but he could see enough to know his sister was dead. They buried his sister, and he felt dead inside. Spiderjaw would scream at him, yell at him that this was all his fault, that he was nothing but a curse, and that she should have killed him when he was born. The mental, and phsyical, abuse from his mother put it in his head that it was his fault and he wasn't worth anything. Ravinegorse would comfort the tom when he'd find him crying after being abused by his mother. He took comfort in the tom, always clinging to him for support. He also took comfort in a young apprentice known as Goosepaw. She was a little younger than him but he enjoyed spending time with her. She helped heal him slightly, helped him with the abuse he went through.

Warrior-hood:

He became a warrior, having worked hard to make Ravinegorse proud of him. He stood proud, though he felt wrong being there without Burntpaw. Even as a warrior, he spent time with Ravinegorse, staying close to his mentor. He kept close, because Ravinegorse was one of his only friends and father figure, and because the tom knew the traditions of the clan, and him having been the apprentice of a deputy, as long as Ravinegorse didn't have children by the time he was leader, the position of deputy would go to Buzzardwatcher. This went to the tom's head a little bit, his past hopes and dreams of becoming respected crawled back to him in one fell swoop. Though he had no worries as Ravinegorse showed no interest in a mate, let alone having kits, so he let his guard down. He still hurt from his sister's death moons ago, and he had the beautiful Goosedapple to help him. The three were close, and despite his mistakes and the damaged cat he was, Goosedapple fell in love with the moggy tom, and he her. Buzzardwatcher was given an apprentice not too long into his warriorhood. A young sickly white furred kit named Milkpaw. Another thing Buzzardwatcher took under his wing, trying to replace the void in his blackening heart that was left by his sister's passing. He protected Milkpaw with all his being, and happily shared the knowledge he recieved from Ravinegorse to her. However, she was frail and wasn't cut out to be a warrior. Buzzardwatcher knew this, and one day during training, he accidentally pushed her too far and she collapsed in exhaustion and didn't get up. He quickly carried her back to camp, took her to the medicine cat den, where it was announced she had greencough. The same bout of greencouch that killed some of Ravinegorse's uncle and friend. Buzzardwatcher was there for his best friend/mentor during the hard time of these deaths, and he also still found time to go to the den and lay and talk with Milkpaw. Though soon the apprentice didn't last and she passed, though peacefully in her sleep. Buzzardwatcher once again blamed himself for this, cursing under his breath that his mother was right and he was nothing but a curse. Once more Goosedapple was there for the tom, comforting and soothing his heated emotions, and he was grateful to have her. He, Goosedapple and Ravinegorse all hung out together, the three still really close to one another, and Buzzardwatcher made sure to keep his friends as close as possible, because they were all he had left, and all three of them were going through rough times. It was good for them all to be there for one another. Buzzardwatcher eventually asked Goosedapple to be his mate, and she accepted, making the tom the happiest there could be. The tom wanted to be a father eventually, to raise his children to know their father, to have a better life than he did. Goosedapple even agreed, sharing the same dream of being a mother. Though before the two could start their family, more tragedy struck the clan when Reedstar fell ill and passed away. This shocked the clan, and made Ravinegorse leader. Though sad for his loss, Buzzardwatcher was excited and proud that he was going to be the next deputy. His paws itched in excitment when Ravinegorse chose to choose his deputy before his leader naming ceremony. Disbelief fell over his face when the name that was called was not his. The new deputy was Goosedapple. He felt a pain in his chest, feeling his stomach in his throat. This broke tradition, and Buzzardwatcher knew that was unacceptable. Buzzardwatcher sort of became distant from Goosedapple, slightly feeling bad, as he did love her and always would, but he was a little disqusted about the fact that tradition was broken. He still slept at her side, but one day he couldn't sleep as dark thoughts filled his mind. He was very religious, and traditions had to be followed. The next day, he requested to go on a private hunt with his beloved. While out with her, he whispered he was sorry before attacking her, with weak legs and tears in his eyes. He made it as quick and painless as he could. With her limp dead body at his paws, he gently caressed the wound with his paw and started crying over her body, cursing Starclan, cursing the clan for having such traditions. After cleaning up, he carefully picked her limp body up and carried her back to camp. He expressed that they were attacked and Goosedapple was killed. He got condolences for the loss of his mate but he knew he didn't deserve them. With the loss of the only thing left in his life that he cared about, Buzzardwatcher became cold, dark, emotionless. He was named deputy in her place, and took it with pride, now knowing he could kill anyone to get what he wanted and feel nothing from it. As deputy he does his job, and is loyal to his clan. His stone personality is barely uprooted, he doesn't feel anything anymore except ice. His heart is a shrivled black mass, no longer a heart that shows feelings, love or compassion. When Ravinestar disappeared, Buzzardwatcher was ready to take on leader, was ready to take his rightful place. Though, instead, Nettlestar is appointed the new leader of Floodclan. This angers Buzzardwatcher beyond repair. He hates Nettlestar with all his being, and he broke code and clan rules, and Buzzardwatcher spends his days plotting his demise.

Relationships
ll Slight attraction
ll Attraction
ll Infatuation
ll Lust

ll Like
ll Respected
ll Greatly respected
ll Idolizes

ll Slight Curiosity
ll Major Curiosity
ll Interested In

ll Unease
ll Disgust
ll Aversion

// Slight crush
// Crush
ll Major Crush
ll Love

ll Friend
ll Good friend
ll Close friend

ll Wants to get to know them
ll Misses
ll Can't bear without

ll Platonic Like
ll Like Family
ll Joint at the hip

ll Slight suspicion
ll Major suspicion
ll Distrust

ll Annoyed by
ll Dislike
ll Hate
ll Despises

ll Shy
ll Nervous
ll Discomfort

ll Missing/Status Unknown
ll Dead
ll Mate
ll Family
ll Fling / Ex-mate / Donor

Nettlestar l Floodclan l //// l Silk-y | "I want him dead. Simple as that. He thinks he can come into my clan after my leader disappears and take what is rightfully mine? Haha. I think not. You better sleep with one eye open, because one of these days, that leader spot will be mine, whether you do so willingly or not."

Loonstar | Mistclan | // // | Stellacoeur | "I used to hate you, I used to be jealous of you. Seeing you and Ravinestar spend so much time together. Now, I understand you. After Ravinestar disappeared, I accepted your disgust and hate for my clan. Even I can't look at it the same now. You and I have a common interest for once. Maybe we can...make a deal. We get Nettlestar out of the way, which is a plus for you, and I get my place as leader. Win win."

Art by Stellacoeur & cr0wfood

Description

"The day is incomplete, the thoughts of total defeat. I don't know what is happening to me, or if I'll die cause I just never sleep. You woke into my night, you could see the madness in my eyes. I've lost control, please save me from myself."

Download for better view, dA broke the quality for some reason.
General information
Name: Buzzardwatcher
Gender: Male [He/Him]
Age: 32 moons
Rank: Deputy
Mentor: Ravinestar[Unknown]
Apprentice: Milkpaw[deceased]
Theme: Stomach It By Crywolf
Voice Claim: Medivh

Family and Romance
Current mate: Nope
Previous mates: Goosedapple[deceased]
Kits: None
Attractions: Nope

Sexual orientation: Straight

Mother: Spiderjaw | Alive | NPC
Father: Blackflake | Deceased | NPC
Brothers: None
Sisters: Burntpaw | Deceased | NPC

Physical information
Breed: SomalixOriental Shorthair
Size: 9 inches 23cm
Scars: One large cut under left his eye that moves and connects over above his nose under his forehead.
Scent: Rain and pine needles
Disabilities: None
Accessories: None
Body mods: None

Appearance: Groggy pelted tom, his pelt designed to fit in with the dreary color scheme of the territory. Eyes are a unique blue.

Stats
Total: 13

Agility: 1/25
Speed: 2/25
Strength: 2/25
Vitality: 0/25
Skill: 3/25
Defense: 3/25
Spiritual belief: 2/25

Body mods equipped:

Name of equipment l Stats added l However many times you have used the equipment / original durability stat

Personality traits [ + positive ] [ = neutral ] [ - negative ]

[+] Loyal | tba

[+] Brave | tba

[+] Clever | tba

[=] Ambitious | tba

[=] Religionist| tba

[-] Impulsive | tba

[-] Lawfully Evil | tba

[-] Emotionless | tba

[-] Haughty | tba

[-] Malicious | tba

[-] Cynical | tba

HistoryThis may be in point form or in formal paragraph form.

Kithood:

Buzzardkit was born along with his sister Burntkit, an adorable redish ginger colored kit. The two were born to two warriors, Spidejaw and Blackflake. Both had been respected warriors. However, Blackflake had died before the kits were born, killed in a border skirmish. This made Buzzardkit not know his father, only by tales told by his mother. She told glorious tales of how he was respected and loved by most of the clan. This put hopes and dreams into Buzzardkit's young mind, wanting to be as great as his father some day. However, Buzzardkit wasn't as loved as Burntkit was. Their mother cherished her more, because she looked like her mate and it made her want to protect and baby Burntkit more. Buzzardkit didn't resent his sister because of this, of course. He took friendship and love he didn't get from his mother from his sister. The two were really closer, and nearly inseperable.

Apprentice-hood:

The siblings became apprentices, and Buzzardpaw was given Ravinegorse as his mentor. Buzzardpaw spent most of his time with his mentor, looking up to the tom as a father figure, getting the praise and hopes and desires that he desperately desired from his mentor. Burntpaw got a little upset that the two became distant since becoming apprentices. So to make it up to her, Buzzardpaw convinced her to sneak out with him. She was hesitant, but eventually agreed and the two snuck out in the dead of night. It was Leaf-Bare so it was cold, and there was some snow on the ground. Buzzardpaw kept close to his ginger colored sister to keep her warm. He assured her that he still loved her and always would. When Burntpaw became more comfortable about being out, the two started to play. Though the two stumbled upon a frozen stream, layered with thin eyes and covered in snow, making it impossible to see it. They ran across, Buzzardpaw first, his weight slightly cracking the ice. Not noticing, Burntpaw followed, chasing her brother, and her weight broke the weak ice the rest of the way, causing her to fall through. Because she didn't know how to swim, the icy water clung to her fur and drug her down. Buzzardpaw panicked, and tried to help, but everytime he tried to get close, the ice kept cracking further. He decided he had to go to camp and get help, so he did, running as fast as his long thin legs would carry him. He burst into camp, crying. This stirred the camp and he shouted that Burntpaw was drowning. Warriors darted out into the territory without question, Buzzardpaw quickly following, tears stinging his eyes as he ran against the cold. Though when he arrived, the warriors were dragging Burntpaw from the water. He stood there, his chest heaving heavily, his blue orbs pulled wide. His vision was blurred with tears, but he could see enough to know his sister was dead. They buried his sister, and he felt dead inside. Spiderjaw would scream at him, yell at him that this was all his fault, that he was nothing but a curse, and that she should have killed him when he was born. The mental, and phsyical, abuse from his mother put it in his head that it was his fault and he wasn't worth anything. Ravinegorse would comfort the tom when he'd find him crying after being abused by his mother. He took comfort in the tom, always clinging to him for support. He also took comfort in a young apprentice known as Goosepaw. She was a little younger than him but he enjoyed spending time with her. She helped heal him slightly, helped him with the abuse he went through.

Warrior-hood:

He became a warrior, having worked hard to make Ravinegorse proud of him. He stood proud, though he felt wrong being there without Burntpaw. Even as a warrior, he spent time with Ravinegorse, staying close to his mentor. He kept close, because Ravinegorse was one of his only friends and father figure, and because the tom knew the traditions of the clan, and him having been the apprentice of a deputy, as long as Ravinegorse didn't have children by the time he was leader, the position of deputy would go to Buzzardwatcher. This went to the tom's head a little bit, his past hopes and dreams of becoming respected crawled back to him in one fell swoop. Though he had no worries as Ravinegorse showed no interest in a mate, let alone having kits, so he let his guard down. He still hurt from his sister's death moons ago, and he had the beautiful Goosedapple to help him. The three were close, and despite his mistakes and the damaged cat he was, Goosedapple fell in love with the moggy tom, and he her. Buzzardwatcher was given an apprentice not too long into his warriorhood. A young sickly white furred kit named Milkpaw. Another thing Buzzardwatcher took under his wing, trying to replace the void in his blackening heart that was left by his sister's passing. He protected Milkpaw with all his being, and happily shared the knowledge he recieved from Ravinegorse to her. However, she was frail and wasn't cut out to be a warrior. Buzzardwatcher knew this, and one day during training, he accidentally pushed her too far and she collapsed in exhaustion and didn't get up. He quickly carried her back to camp, took her to the medicine cat den, where it was announced she had greencough. The same bout of greencouch that killed some of Ravinegorse's uncle and friend. Buzzardwatcher was there for his best friend/mentor during the hard time of these deaths, and he also still found time to go to the den and lay and talk with Milkpaw. Though soon the apprentice didn't last and she passed, though peacefully in her sleep. Buzzardwatcher once again blamed himself for this, cursing under his breath that his mother was right and he was nothing but a curse. Once more Goosedapple was there for the tom, comforting and soothing his heated emotions, and he was grateful to have her. He, Goosedapple and Ravinegorse all hung out together, the three still really close to one another, and Buzzardwatcher made sure to keep his friends as close as possible, because they were all he had left, and all three of them were going through rough times. It was good for them all to be there for one another. Buzzardwatcher eventually asked Goosedapple to be his mate, and she accepted, making the tom the happiest there could be. The tom wanted to be a father eventually, to raise his children to know their father, to have a better life than he did. Goosedapple even agreed, sharing the same dream of being a mother. Though before the two could start their family, more tragedy struck the clan when Reedstar fell ill and passed away. This shocked the clan, and made Ravinegorse leader. Though sad for his loss, Buzzardwatcher was excited and proud that he was going to be the next deputy. His paws itched in excitment when Ravinegorse chose to choose his deputy before his leader naming ceremony. Disbelief fell over his face when the name that was called was not his. The new deputy was Goosedapple. He felt a pain in his chest, feeling his stomach in his throat. This broke tradition, and Buzzardwatcher knew that was unacceptable. Buzzardwatcher sort of became distant from Goosedapple, slightly feeling bad, as he did love her and always would, but he was a little disqusted about the fact that tradition was broken. He still slept at her side, but one day he couldn't sleep as dark thoughts filled his mind. He was very religious, and traditions had to be followed. The next day, he requested to go on a private hunt with his beloved. While out with her, he whispered he was sorry before attacking her, with weak legs and tears in his eyes. He made it as quick and painless as he could. With her limp dead body at his paws, he gently caressed the wound with his paw and started crying over her body, cursing Starclan, cursing the clan for having such traditions. After cleaning up, he carefully picked her limp body up and carried her back to camp. He expressed that they were attacked and Goosedapple was killed. He got condolences for the loss of his mate but he knew he didn't deserve them. With the loss of the only thing left in his life that he cared about, Buzzardwatcher became cold, dark, emotionless. He was named deputy in her place, and took it with pride, now knowing he could kill anyone to get what he wanted and feel nothing from it. As deputy he does his job, and is loyal to his clan. His stone personality is barely uprooted, he doesn't feel anything anymore except ice. His heart is a shrivled black mass, no longer a heart that shows feelings, love or compassion. When Ravinestar disappeared, Buzzardwatcher was ready to take on leader, was ready to take his rightful place. Though, instead, Nettlestar is appointed the new leader of Floodclan. This angers Buzzardwatcher beyond repair. He hates Nettlestar with all his being, and he broke code and clan rules, and Buzzardwatcher spends his days plotting his demise.

Relationships
ll Slight attraction
ll Attraction
ll Infatuation
ll Lust

ll Like
ll Respected
ll Greatly respected
ll Idolizes

ll Slight Curiosity
ll Major Curiosity
ll Interested In

ll Unease
ll Disgust
ll Aversion

// Slight crush
// Crush
ll Major Crush
ll Love

ll Friend
ll Good friend
ll Close friend

ll Wants to get to know them
ll Misses
ll Can't bear without

ll Platonic Like
ll Like Family
ll Joint at the hip

ll Slight suspicion
ll Major suspicion
ll Distrust

ll Annoyed by
ll Dislike
ll Hate
ll Despises

ll Shy
ll Nervous
ll Discomfort

ll Missing/Status Unknown
ll Dead
ll Mate
ll Family
ll Fling / Ex-mate / Donor

Nettlestar l Floodclan l //// l Silk-y | "I want him dead. Simple as that. He thinks he can come into my clan after my leader disappears and take what is rightfully mine? Haha. I think not. You better sleep with one eye open, because one of these days, that leader spot will be mine, whether you do so willingly or not."

Loonstar | Mistclan | // // | Stellacoeur | "I used to hate you, I used to be jealous of you. Seeing you and Ravinestar spend so much time together. Now, I understand you. After Ravinestar disappeared, I accepted your disgust and hate for my clan. Even I can't look at it the same now. You and I have a common interest for once. Maybe we can...make a deal. We get Nettlestar out of the way, which is a plus for you, and I get my place as leader. Win win."

Art by Stellacoeur & cr0wfood