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[Warning: slightly sexual tension is occurred in this fanfic ;v;]

Roaming through bright, hallow hallways. There was nothing more than a certain strange feeling beginning to ache in the depths of your chest. You have never felt like this before even while you were in your well-know thug life in the undergrounds. Either way, you know how to deal with woman. But, not in the romantic way, if that’s what it was. Trying your hardest to get rid of this feeling, you need to get to the bottom of this. There was only one person you could possibly talk to about this, that person’s headquarters is where you’re headed to.

You ignored everything in your sight before reaching your trusted friend’s headquarters. Not even bothering to knock on the door, just marching right in. That’s where you saw him, being completely unaware of your presence of the room. It made you irritated.

“Oi Erwin.” You spoke, voice deadpan as always. Blue eyes starting to slowly rise up to your direction and away from the documents he was reading.

“Hello Levi, what brings you here in this fine morning?” Erwin replied wearing his best, charming smile. �

“Tch, I came here to speak to you. It’s important.” You closed the door behind you, spinning on your heel to lean against the wall. Being perfectly aware that you wouldn’t want anyone else to know about what is concerning you. Mostly the reason why is everyone thought you were some emotionless, self-minded human being. It didn’t really much bother hearing these words being whispered around you once and a while.

“Oh, what seems to be the problem?”

“I’m going to keep this short and get down to the point, but this stays between us, men.”

You silently inhale, slowly exhaling out. Out of all people, you came to your Commander. It was better than going to that titan-loving, scientist. Shooting a glance at Erwin. The features on his face was easily to describe that he was fully serious about what could ever be troubling you and would give his best advice to you. Directing your eyes back to the wooden floors, sighing loudly. Not sure where to begin. This was going to be a long talk.

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The wind was warm in the crisp afternoon air, sending hazy colored clouds drift across the sky like a painted canvas come to life. You always found yourself thinking back to what had occurred in the morning. It made you deeply wonder if it was perfect timing that your superior was always there to the rescue whenever you got yourself into some deep troubles. Although, you have never actually got the chance to thank him for it. Now, was your chance to, somehow, you just had to.

A desperate longing rang through your system as you then caught yourself thinking of his touch, snake around your thighs. The thought made your cheeks turn to a warm, crimson through the cool autumn air. It was unbearable. Silently, wishing to yourself that once again his gentle fingers caress your soft skin.

You sighed loudly. Sadly, that wish will have to wait, you needed to start heading towards his headquarters to be assigned your punishment. Hopefully it’ll be anything running laps or cleaning the bathrooms. With that reminder, you dusted yourself off before heading towards there.

On your way there, you were greeted by so many familiar faces. Mostly, all your friends from the 104th Trainee Squad along with one member of Levi’s squad, Petra. Despite the fact that you and Petra were close friends. It did not change the fact that you knew she, also too, had a crush on the Corporal. However, she knew you did too. By far, you two agreed not to become rivals if the Corporal was to be faithful with either one of you.

Finally, getting past through all these faces as they hurry off to the dining hall to be merry with their long-time friends, you reached his headquarters. You took a deep breath in as you forced your hand to knock twice on his door.

Waiting for a reply to step in, only to find silence on the other side of the door. You placed your hand on the doorknob, giving it a turn. It was unlocked. Strange, you thought to yourself as you decided to step in. His room was dim dark, the small hint of moonlight shun against the frame of his window was the known source as light. Your eyes cast around the room as everything was in order like the last time you stepped a foot in here. Except, there was this leather covered journal. Turning your head both ways to check if the coast was clear from no sign of your superior. It wouldn’t hurt if you just took a peak of what was written in there. Picking the journal up, closely examing it closely to then open to the first page of the written source.

“What do you think you’re doing, Cadet [Last]?” A monotone voice spoke from behind you in a sharp tone.

You kept silent, being startled by the way he caught you off guard. His various breathing near against the crook of your near sent shivers in all directions of your body. Suppressing a gulp, pushing yourself to speak or else things would go worse.

”Corporal! I-I, uh heh, was waiting for you to arrive!" You panic-ally said.

“Ironic of you to wait for my arrival to be assigned for your punishment to be caught snooping through my belongings,” he uttered in your ear, hovering his arms through yours to reach the journal that stood between your hands, taking it in his grasp. “looks like someone is eager to get their punishment in their wrong-doing. Lovely.”

Regaining your conscious as you were trapped by his arms on either side of you on his desk. Shock feel upon your features. His face was a few inches nearly close to yours. You could feel your heart race and your breathing starting to hitch.

Rivaille’s leaned in closer, his lips parting to head straightly to your direction. That’s when you felt the warmth of his lips against yours. Pulled on by surprise, you didn’t know how to react. Heart beating faster and faster as time stopped around you both to make this moment last longer.

You swallowed hard and leaned forward, soft and cuddly against Rivaille. Tilting your face towards his, you whispered softly. “Let me be yours.” �

That’s when you finally gave into the passionate kiss. Your lips against his, you could feel a smirk form against yours. A bit of tongue would appear from once and a while. Then that’s when you felt the soft touch of his embrace slid under your jacket, deftly unhooking the buttons of your shirt. He began to fondle your breast. Instinctively, sending a shiver down your spine. Desperately, you tried to relax. Instead, you felt a rush of goosebumps and a burning redness sweep over your cheeks. You forced your unyielding, to remain pressed against him. Wrapping your arms around his neck, running your fingers lightly through his smooth, raven hair.

In a matter of moments, Rivaille began to lightly twist your bud. Both you broke apart, gasping for air. Half lidded [e·c] eyes filled with sincere lust stared deeply into sharp, blue ones. “I’m not easily fooled,” he said, withdrawing his hand. This had made you puzzled. What could he mean by this? Does he refer to your feelings towards him? Was it skinny love?

He was really a mystery. That’s another reason why you were fascinated by him.

You looked away in humiliation, not baring to look at his stare. You were a soldier. A soldier had to be stronger, which you mastered. Not be crying like a disappointed child. You had came far from home to be here. Now you needed to safe yourself from this world, to explore the oceans and mountains out there when humanity finds peace in the world.

Long sketched finger trips trace the line of your jaw, lifting it up to face him. “It’s getting late. We should start getting rest,” you said with a small humming smile.

Rivaille nodded. “Well, I can’t let you wonder off towards your headquarters, or else it’ll make you look suspicious for walking around at this time of night,” he replied. “Say Cadet, you wouldn’t be much of a coward to mind sleeping in the same bed as your superior, right?”

“Oh. I.. I actually wouldn’t mind at all, Sir.”

The atmosphere in the room dropped. It fell into silence again. You shifted awkwardly in your place, staring down at the floorboards.

“Well, are you going to get in my bed or what?” he spoke, breaking the awkwardness between you too, beginning to take off his scarf. Moving onto his harness wear, unbuttoning and pulling them off slowly, one by one. It felt as if almost he was teasing you. It was working, sadly. Unbearable to take your eyes off, you felt heat radiating to your face.

Feeling like an idiot for a moment, you broke off into your thoughts. You began to undress yourself as well. Rivaille already done, started to head into bed. It took you a while to get your harness wear off. The technique you always took them off was over your head, but you got stuck. Your shirt along with the wear trapped you, revealing your lacey [f·c] bra was showing in the direction towards your superior.

“Tch.” Rivaille commented as he saw your struggling. He rolled out of bed, lending you a hand to get yourself out of that embarrassing mess. “You stupid girl.” He said in a light-hearted tone with a scoff.

After that begin done, you two crawled into the warmth as darkness enveloped. Your [h·c] [l·h] spread smoothly against the pillow, staring up at the ceiling. In these rare moments of your life, you knew you couldn’t sleep. It was unbelievable to you. Turning the crook of your neck to face Rivaille. Although it was dark, you could still see sharp tired eyes wide awake.

“Do you ever wonder how one day, what life will be for mankind beyond those walls? The tall mountains, the strong oceans, and the sandy deserts,” he spoke softly. “With no titans around to increase the deaths of our soldiers each day like a plague. I ask myself everyday, if my men had finally found peace and the tranquility of their fears of death, up there. Who knows when we will?”

These words you’re hearing made you open your eyes to a new perspective of him. It made you understand why Rivaille would put his walls up to hide the real him. Those walls started tumbling down a little, brick by brick, for you. Rivaille was letting his guard down for you. That was important. He’s not a cold-hearted monster, that everyone describes him as. He was human too. He had feelings too. Nobody could see that through their eyes. You wish you could change that.

“Coporal Rivaille, I believe humanity will be able to explore a new different world beyond this world. Keep your head up, and I swear we'll never die. We are but hopeful children, and we're the last of our kind. But if we let our hearts move outward, I know we will never-“ you paused for a brief moment.

“We will never rest,” he completed.

“Indeed we won’t,” you said.

We won’t.