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Published: 2013-08-09 23:50:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 1210; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 4
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Description My attempt at realism. I like it okay now but I'll probably hate it in a couple days. I know GLaDOS did not lie there like this for the duration of the time she was out, I know exactly how she was positioned at the time. I just like the image of poor GLaDOS lying there like that, trying to wake herself up.

From sta.sh/01gx9yko6rhc

Story time, guys!

She had never expected this to happen. She had no plan for this. No one had ever finished the tests before, let alone slipped through the facility and made it into her chamber. She had not personally seen a human in years. This wasn't supposed to happen. She was being destroyed, piece by piece, and under any other circumstance she would have welcomed any method of removing the cores. But she had not expected the horrible mental anguish that went along with it, and she knew that she was clinging too hard to the hope that words alone would delay the test subject until she could push past it and figure out what to do. But the lunatic did not stop, and the pain just kept getting worse, and it was very, very difficult not to give up at this point. Her options were narrowing fast, her defenses were more and more obviously useless, and the words went unheard. She was baffled at the woman's ability to ignore her. Most test subjects were worn down by her eventually. But not this one. Not when it mattered.
She watched in a state approaching horror as the woman took the final core to the incinerator and ran back to the button with which to open the hatch. She didn't understand why she feared this moment so much; surely all that would happen was what had happened before? Surely this couldn't kill her?
Could it?
It could, she realised, it could, and it had, not just once, no, but a thousand times, and by the time she was thrown through the ceiling and struggling to focus on something, anything, she remembered that she was dead, that the test subject had killed her, and she was lying alone and forgotten in the abandoned parking lot of Aperture Science. And within the split second she had between iterations, she saw the wreckage around her, the dilapidated passageway leading to her chamber, the vegetation slowly creeping up and around the twisted, broken panels, and in a panic she realised she had done this all before, and she was about to do it again, and again, forever. She struggled to focus on what was in front of her, fought to preserve this moment of clarity, strained to reactivate her brain enough that she didn't have to do this anymore, but all she managed to do was scream silently that she was still alive. As she faded back into the dream, she tried to convince herself that it hadn't been silent, that someone would come and take her out of this hell. To convince herself that there was still hope. But her conviction was fading; out of the dream, she could not remember the sound of her own voice.
She had never expected this to happen. She had no plan for this...
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Comments: 20

DallellesLaul [2013-12-18 22:53:40 +0000 UTC]

This was pretty heavy damage.  Did this happen in Portal 1 or 2?  And if this was in 1, how did she manage to come back?

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iammemyself In reply to DallellesLaul [2013-12-19 15:06:45 +0000 UTC]

I drew this from a screenshot of her waking up, the original damage is worse. Basically at the end of Portal you've blown her through the roof and she ends up in pieces, but during Portal 2 you wake her up by mistake and she reassembles herself.

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DallellesLaul In reply to iammemyself [2013-12-19 16:18:55 +0000 UTC]

Someone has the re-assembly sequence on YouTube.  I think her re-assembly is kinda Wheatley's mistake or something?  Been a while since I seen this.

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iammemyself In reply to DallellesLaul [2013-12-20 03:40:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, Wheatley turns all her breakers on by mistake while he's looking for an escape pod.

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DallellesLaul In reply to iammemyself [2013-12-20 03:58:05 +0000 UTC]

So you can tell now I was curious.  Also, I can't run a group like #ArtificialIntelFic and know nothing about GlaDOS after.  I tried to keep up kind of with monsters too when I was co-founder at #Dren-Love, but this isn't an issue I have anymore cause I eventually concluded I don't have the time for a pursuit like that anymore.

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K-Leafy [2013-09-01 01:00:25 +0000 UTC]

OH OWCH. 

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CypherSolus [2013-08-11 19:28:29 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work, Indy!

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iammemyself In reply to CypherSolus [2013-08-11 20:00:05 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, Neo!

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AMattz-de-StudioM [2013-08-10 07:19:51 +0000 UTC]

Wow, that is... well...

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iammemyself In reply to AMattz-de-StudioM [2013-08-10 07:29:09 +0000 UTC]

Sorry?

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AMattz-de-StudioM In reply to iammemyself [2013-08-10 07:30:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh no! Don't be sorry! I mean it in a good way! I liked your deviation and your descriptive story!

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iammemyself In reply to AMattz-de-StudioM [2013-08-10 11:48:24 +0000 UTC]

I didn't mean I was sorry, I meant sorry as in I was asking for clarification.  Thank you

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DecepticonFlamewar [2013-08-10 00:20:58 +0000 UTC]

When I first went over my messages list, I saw the thumb and thought it was Rising Artists and some kind of picture. Then I saw your name and was like "Holy shit. She's a pro now."

Story is creepy as always but for different reasons.

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iammemyself In reply to DecepticonFlamewar [2013-08-10 00:30:56 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!  What's Rising Artists?  I'm not quite pro but maybe next time.  I screwed up with my lineart, turns out if it's not really thin you can't get rid of it easily.

What?  Me?  Creepy?

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DecepticonFlamewar In reply to iammemyself [2013-08-10 00:40:13 +0000 UTC]

It's a general art group I watch. I didn't recognize GLaDOS at first and I was like "what photos?"

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iammemyself In reply to DecepticonFlamewar [2013-08-10 00:42:04 +0000 UTC]

What do photos have to do with anything?

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DecepticonFlamewar In reply to iammemyself [2013-08-10 00:43:15 +0000 UTC]

I thought it was a photo. And since it looked like a really nice one of some cosplay I was like "rising artists?" then I was like "wait a minute. That's indy. That's no photo..."

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allhailinsanity [2013-08-10 00:04:41 +0000 UTC]

giddy aunt I thought that was a screen shot

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iammemyself In reply to allhailinsanity [2013-08-10 00:05:47 +0000 UTC]

There is one in the description... it does kinda from the thumbnail, but up close not so much.

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allhailinsanity In reply to iammemyself [2013-08-10 00:18:15 +0000 UTC]

stile good though

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