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Description This scene depicts Soundwave just after the death of one of his cassettes. The background is blurred deliberately - he's screaming his head off.


This is a color version of a page from my black and white fanzine Maelstrom.  

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There are 9 full comic issues and a few thousand pages of text story to go along for the ride. Rated M for violence and language. For the whole thing start here:

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Obviously I am a Transformers fangirl. The art is mine. The characters are Hasbro's.

From Maelstrom Chapter 10 - Homecoming

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No one was quite sure when the sound started. No one noticed when it began...only that it was at first barely noticeable and that as they became more aware of it grew more distracting and then slowly painful.

"WHAT?!" Galvatron bellowed. "WHAT is that shrieking noise?!"

"I do not know My Lord," Cyclonus said - far more loudly than he normally did. Galvatron's worst rages were best met with unruffled calm but in this case Cyclonus had to also make himself heard.

"AAAARRRRRRR! Make it stop! Where is that COMING from?!" Galvatron cried.

Cyclonus looked to the logical choice for an answer and got one...although not the way he intended.

Soundwave's cassettes were stumbling (and flying) away from him. Ravage collapsed on his side and lay there whimpering with his fore feet over his audio sensors. The sound - piercing as it was to normal sensors was surely agonizing to the cassettes' more subtle hearing as Soundwave shrieked in a multi-decibel wail that began shattering monitors and the high-density focusing crystals in many of the lasers in the room.

Cyclonus was stunned into paralysis. He had never before heard Soundwave so much as grumble - even in pain. Yet now he was on his knees and... screaming.

Unfortunately Galvatron was not surprised into thoughtfulness as was his second.

For Galvatron the causes of such an outburst from the taciturn Soundwave were not a matter of concern. In Galvatron's mind things were quite simple: Soundwave was making the noise; Galvatron didn't like the noise; death tends to silence noisy things. What was there to think about?

Cyclonus barely registered the movement behind Soundwave's back since he was so focused on the writhing Decepticon. The hum of Galvatron's cannon as it charged was an integral part of Cyclonus' reflex response though, and he heard it even through Soundwave's wailing. Cyc's optics automatically sought the source... always wary of the day it aimed for HIM. The split second of relief he always felt when it was...somehow...once again pointed elsewhere was even more fleeting than usual once he did identify Galvatron's target.

He feet were moving even as he wondered (for the millionth time) if this was the day his luck ran out. Maybe this latest act of audacity would be the one that got him killed. After all...how long could you expect someone to manipulate and bait a murderous genius before the ax fell? How long before it was his turn to fall into those deadly sights? Maybe his "immunity" to Galvatron's wrath was mere coincidence or vanity. Maybe there were limits.

Certainly, if there were, Cyclonus felt that saving Soundwave by catching Galvatron off guard with a running tackle was probably WAY over the line.

Cyclonus thought all of this and more even as his feet launched him at Galvatron's throne and they fell heavily together down the stairs.

Oblivious to them both and his near brush with the afterworld - Soundwave continued shrieking his anguish - struggling somehow to communicate a loss even he didn't fully understand.

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Comments: 309

soundwave21 In reply to ??? [2012-08-28 19:32:59 +0000 UTC]

this picture and story, shows that he treats his pets and servants with lots of respect

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illmatar In reply to ??? [2012-02-12 11:55:50 +0000 UTC]

Thanks very much! I'm honored you'd take the time to write all of this.

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loaves In reply to illmatar [2012-02-15 10:12:39 +0000 UTC]

It was very moving to me.

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illmatar In reply to loaves [2012-02-19 03:08:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad. I want my art to be somewhat narrative...not just glory poses. Thanks!

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loaves In reply to illmatar [2012-02-19 13:42:35 +0000 UTC]

Very welcome!

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OblivionHuntress [2017-07-28 18:11:59 +0000 UTC]

I legit thought of Soundwave in this going all, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"

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illmatar In reply to OblivionHuntress [2017-07-28 20:39:20 +0000 UTC]

At this point he's not even up to words so it's just a scream - a sonically enhanced scream that shatters just off over the Decepticons' command center - but still.  Simply a scream.   

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reeves83 [2016-02-07 21:00:01 +0000 UTC]

I'll be looking at 'Maelstrom' tomorrow- this picture is just so mesmerizing that it has me curious about the whole story.
It's a passionate picture, something that is often lost with computer inking

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illmatar In reply to reeves83 [2016-02-07 21:16:13 +0000 UTC]

Thank ye!  I always start with pencil and paper anyway.

I would love feedback on Maelstrom if you do read, but keep in mind you can not sue me if it causes internal bleeding or brain damage.

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Autogirl2001 [2015-04-04 01:56:17 +0000 UTC]

i have no words........ except that i would beat galvatron if he killed soundwave.  this > < would be me if galvatron killed soundwave.

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illmatar In reply to Autogirl2001 [2015-04-12 14:57:27 +0000 UTC]

Heh.  Welcome to Maelstrom.   I didn't kill of Soundwave.  I killed off Ratbat and let Soundwave feel him die.  He's made it so far, although he's not enjoying enslavement right now.

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Dallas6 [2013-10-31 18:07:33 +0000 UTC]

lots of ur stuff is great,you got a thing for eyes i see on these transformers.

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illmatar In reply to Dallas6 [2013-11-06 23:36:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. 

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Dallas6 In reply to illmatar [2013-11-07 02:20:54 +0000 UTC]

i got a pic of me holding megatron in my gallery check it out hes in gun mode.

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blueinate [2013-09-26 12:40:02 +0000 UTC]

Tis is just... unexpected of Soundwave. He is a normally quiet guy, but this is one heck of an outta the blue rage. Actually, it is sorta better to take off his mask and visor, but then again, Soundwave kinda won't be Soundwave with those two items. But anyway, THIS.IS. FREAKING. COOL.

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illmatar In reply to blueinate [2013-09-28 20:51:14 +0000 UTC]

Thanks very much.  Yeah, Maelstrom was started (and this scene written) when the only Transformers cannon that existed was Gen 1....and I stuck pretty close to the cannon.  Soundwave never ever took off the mask or visor.

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blueinate In reply to illmatar [2013-12-12 16:51:03 +0000 UTC]

As curious as i am about how Soundwave looks like without his mask and visor, i like him with his shields. Makes him... feel more like him. Aloof, mysterious, deadly. Minus the blackmail 😂😂😂 Plus, there are too much spectaculation as to how Soundwave really looks like that i don't know which one to believe...

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illmatar In reply to blueinate [2014-01-05 13:49:58 +0000 UTC]

I think the lack of a face suits his non-emotional personality very well.  It's not as though robots actually NEED mouths and noses anyway.

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Cybertronian-Unsub [2013-08-03 22:38:22 +0000 UTC]

So tragic . . . so tear-jerking . . .

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illmatar In reply to Cybertronian-Unsub [2013-08-04 20:32:59 +0000 UTC]

Heh.  If you say so.  Me...I like torturing Soundwave.

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Cybertronian-Unsub In reply to illmatar [2013-08-19 01:06:44 +0000 UTC]

I noticed.

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MusicAndArtIsMyLife [2013-06-26 20:41:08 +0000 UTC]

Soundwave is awesome and really nice art :3

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illmatar In reply to MusicAndArtIsMyLife [2013-06-27 11:58:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks very much!

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MusicAndArtIsMyLife In reply to illmatar [2013-06-27 17:27:54 +0000 UTC]

your welcome ^^

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soundwave21 [2012-08-28 19:36:21 +0000 UTC]

soundwave probally will do all they can do to revive his cassette

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illmatar In reply to soundwave21 [2012-09-01 16:49:11 +0000 UTC]

This is the scene leading up to that. :thumb70108188: There isn't anything left so save - she vaporized him.

Thanks for the comment and !

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soundwave21 In reply to illmatar [2012-09-03 21:17:49 +0000 UTC]

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MusicAndArtIsMyLife In reply to soundwave21 [2013-06-26 20:40:43 +0000 UTC]

you don't seem to act like Soundwave at all XDD

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illmatar In reply to soundwave21 [2012-09-05 01:25:19 +0000 UTC]

At least I killed off Ratbat...he seemed the most redundant anyway.

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AGeneralCrazy11919 [2011-12-13 03:51:50 +0000 UTC]

This is a very nice drawing/painting? All I know is that the detail, even though the background is blurry, is beautiful! With Soundwave being my number one favorite mech. the picture is also saddening but luckily I didn't really like Ratbat (never did, never will probably). It's mainly sad because Soundwave had to suffer too. I haven't read the story that goes with it yet but I know I will just adore it!

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illmatar In reply to AGeneralCrazy11919 [2011-12-13 22:48:30 +0000 UTC]

Soundwave's problem is I like him too...that is never good for any of the characters I use. I did want to hit him hard, but I felt Ratbat was the most redundant/least developed of the cassettes so he was my choice to kill off.

Ah...poor Soundwave...I have so many plans for him.

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TJacksArt [2011-07-27 23:18:59 +0000 UTC]

Soundwave's on the ground like "Ravaaaaggee!!!" XD

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illmatar In reply to TJacksArt [2011-07-28 02:49:30 +0000 UTC]

Ratbat actually, but you've got the right idea.

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TJacksArt In reply to illmatar [2011-07-28 03:16:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh ok. Then "Raaatbaaatt!!!" lol

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illmatar In reply to TJacksArt [2011-07-28 10:58:19 +0000 UTC]

There ya go!

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Shinjuchan [2011-07-16 18:37:38 +0000 UTC]

My goodness! o0; Galvatron's not fixing to shoot Soundwave is he? He's been his chum for years ...at least as Megatron. Lemme read what you have here...

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illmatar In reply to Shinjuchan [2011-07-17 01:47:55 +0000 UTC]

Heh. He is indeed, but Galvatron is not the sort to think things through. The comics explain it better than the text though.

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Shinjuchan In reply to illmatar [2011-07-17 02:05:51 +0000 UTC]

Well, unless you count the infamous scene in G1 when Galvatron was flying w/ him holding his hands *lol* XD And I'll have to take a peek at your comic

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illmatar In reply to Shinjuchan [2011-07-17 14:48:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh man...I barely remember that....

Let me know what you think if you do...even if it causes nosebleeds.

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sephypsycologist [2011-07-09 06:37:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh no. That has to the worst things that could happen to him. It helps me to know he makes it through Galvatron taking over, but losing one of his cassettes...*shudders*

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illmatar In reply to sephypsycologist [2011-07-10 12:24:40 +0000 UTC]

He was in full mental link at the time. I'm mean to all my characters. The aftermath is worse of course. Thanks for your comments.

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sephypsycologist In reply to illmatar [2011-07-10 20:35:04 +0000 UTC]

>.< ouch.
yeah. I think it's a side effect of being creative. It's fun to put people in difficult places.

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illmatar In reply to sephypsycologist [2011-07-11 11:48:47 +0000 UTC]

Well, I like Soundwave - therefore I have kept him around for long-term torture.

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sephypsycologist In reply to illmatar [2011-07-11 20:00:47 +0000 UTC]

:3 that is good.

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Leathurkatt-TFTiggy [2011-06-10 05:09:44 +0000 UTC]

Poor Soundwave. Losing one of his symbiotes has got to be painful. **huggles Soundwave**

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illmatar In reply to Leathurkatt-TFTiggy [2011-06-10 12:08:02 +0000 UTC]

I am mean to all my characters. It's my job!

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Leathurkatt-TFTiggy In reply to illmatar [2011-06-10 15:29:18 +0000 UTC]

XD I do that too. I've been an avid RPer since 1993, starting with AD&D 2nd ed. Being a lifetime artist and writer only adds to that. **chuckles**

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illmatar In reply to Leathurkatt-TFTiggy [2011-06-19 13:20:39 +0000 UTC]

Well, the cardinal rule of any good story is to put your characters through the wringer. I had my D&D days too...but it's been decades now. *sigh* I'm really starting to ACT old too, and it's very sad.

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Leathurkatt-TFTiggy In reply to illmatar [2011-06-19 13:27:52 +0000 UTC]

True that, and "Use the Whole Language." Too many writers use the same words and phrases for things way too much. The Dictionary and Thesaurus are a writer's best friend, I swear! XD

You are only as "old" as we chose to be. **grins** I may grow old but I will never "grow up".

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illmatar In reply to Leathurkatt-TFTiggy [2011-06-19 22:54:52 +0000 UTC]

I am deeply attached to my thesaurus too. As for growing up I am fairly certain that's impossible in my case so I'm safe there, but the body no longer has the energy for causing trouble that it used to.

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