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You stood there stunned in the silent woods for the longest time...

"H-He left me?!" You whispered to yourself as you felt tears start to build up in your (eye color) eyes.

"No...n-no I will not cry... I'm fine! You hear me? I'm fine!" You yelled at yourself as you bottled up your feeling as you started to make your way out of the dark woods.

*CRACK!* you froze as soon as this sound hit your ears. Your whole body felt as if it was impossible to move.

*CRACK!* this time it was the same noise, a flimsy twig snapping in half, yet it was closer to you then it was before.

"RUN! Stupid you need to RUN NOW!" Your brain screamed at you but your body just stayed in the same place completely unable to move.

You heard one last crack before you watched the creature come into your view.

***POV CHANGE LUDWIG***

"I-I just can't believe her! She basically said zhat I'm almost as much of a monster as myself!" I ranted as I took another gulp of my favorite golden auburn colored drink.

"G-Germany you're not a monster!" Italy said as he tried his best to uplift the depressed me.

"Mr. Germany didn't (Name) just loose her whole family just a day or two ago though?" Japan calmly asked.

"Ja...Ja japan but from zhe sounds of it zhey had it comming!" I spat back angrily as I vented to my Allies.

"G-Germany!! Don't say that!!" Italy cried out.

"You need to show the Bella that you love her and are there for her!" Italy said with the help of his hand gestures.

"Italy is right, Mr. Germany. Your the one who attacked (Name) not the other way around..."

"Her Vater vas a trader! H-he vas trying to save Jews!" I yelled as I interrupted Japan.

"Even so...what you said hurt her..."

"Plus you left her all alone in the big scary woods!" Italy said as he clung to me just at the scary thought of being alone.

"And Mr. Germany when you said that her Vater deserved to die it would have been like if she said that Gilbert should die in battle for being part of the Third Reich..."

Japan's comment really hit home for me ...

Did I really hurt (Name) that much? B-but she was defending saving Jews!?
I just sat there inside Italy's kitchen as I debated weather or not I should go back for (Name) or not...

***YOUR POV***

Out of the thick brush popped out the body of a young fawn. At first you breathed out a sigh of relief as you realized that your life wasn't in danger at this very moment. Yet you studied the fawn and noticed how scared and nervous it looked, then you heard the loud and very clear howl of a wolf brake the silence that was being held between your body and Mother Nature.

You watched as the young fawn quickly run to the nearest cover it could obtain. That's when your brain kicked and overrode your body. You realized that you needed to get to safety and you needed to get there as soon as possible! You started off in a full out dash as you ran as fast as you could as you avoided things such as rocks, tree branches and roots along your path.

It seemed to take a life time filled with panic and worry but you soon came to the amazing site of the back of Ludwig's house. You went to the back door first but it was locked. You then walked around to the front as you jiggled the golden door knob to see if it would grant your wish for entrance. Even though your hands where shaking uncontrollably you where some how still able to open the door. As soon as you got in you whirled around and locked the huge, maple door with the small silver bolt. You felt how dry your throat was and how you started to become dizzy.

"I-I just need water!" You said out loud as you some how stumbled your way into the kitchen.

It took you a few minutes but once you reached the kitchen you reached up and got one of the tall slender glass out of the cabinet just above the sink. After obtaining your glass you turned the knob to the point the cold yet refreshing water started to flow gracefully out of the silver colored sink. Once your glass was full of this life giving drink you turned the knob so the water no longer flowed freely you then just sat on the ground as you put your back against the ironically cold surface of the oven. You tried to take your time but you quickly downed the life staining liquid with four large gulps. Then once most of your physical needs where met you felt as tears started to roll down your face as you started to full out shake from how hard you where balling.

"M-My family is dead... THERE DEAD!" You screamed out in pain as you grabbed the once perfect glass, off the floor where you had gently placed it, as you slammed it into the titled ground of the kitchen. You felt the sharp pain as a few glass shards penetrated you delicate skin.

"I SHOULD BE DEAD NOT THEM!!! WHY DID I LIVE?" You continued to scream as you balled your hand into a fist and punched the very place where the shards of glass lay.

"It should have been me....I-IT...I...I'm so sorry!" You whispered the last part and your tears flowed down your face.

"I-I'm sorry Ludwig I love you! Bitte come back for me Bitte!" You pleaded in English and in a tiny bit of German.

"I...Ich..." You mumbled as you felt your body get this numb feeling from your head to your toes as you started to slowly lose your eye sight. You where just about to close your eyes and give into this greater power telling you to sleep when your left eye saw one very puzzling thing...red the color red was everywhere.

***Ludwig's POV***

"Think about it Mr. Germany, (Name) knew what her family was doing yet in her time of pain and need she came to you. Even though she knew that your family was in full support of the Third Reich...she came for you." Japan said honesty as I was still in Italy's kitchen trying to sort out my feelings.

"The Bella loves you Germany! You should go to her!" Italy said happily as he placed freshly-made pasta on the counter.

"I...I love her to but she...after vhat she said...s-she called my country a-a monster." I said as I tried to communicate how much (Name's) comment had truly hurt me.

"In life we all do things to others that are painful, and others will do painful things to us but we should be quick to forgive so the pain doesn't stay with us. At least that's what my Grandpa says." Italy said with a big smile on his face.

"Ja... I guess you're right."

"You should go get (Name), Mr. Germany." Japan said to me as he took away my beer.

"Ja... Danke for listening to me." I said as I grabbed my coat and headed out the door.

With how much I run it only took me 27 minutes to get back to my house. I jogged up the drive way and on to the porch. I turned the golden door knob and tried to push the door open.

"Es locked?!" I muttered shocked as I checked my pockets for a spare key.

I sided out as I realized what I was going to have to do. I picked out a medium sized rock and threw it though the small window above the door knob. As soon as I had a whole large enough to slide my hand through, I did and undid the silver bolt that kept me from getting in side the house.

I walked in carefully trying not to step in the glass shards.

"(Name)? Are you here?" I yelled out yet I didn't hear (Name) call back.

I looked around and noticed that there was a small dirt trail that led into the kitchen.

"(Name) I know your in the kitchen, can ve please talk?" I called out as I made my way into the kitchen.

I honesty though (Name) was giving me the silent treatment, I wasn't prepared for what I saw.

(Name) was slumped against the oven with broken glass surrounding her body. It wasn't the glass that scared me it was the fact that (Name) was sitting in a pool of her own blood.

"H-Her wound reopened!" I yelled out as I begin panicking.

"(Name)! Your ok I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" I said as I felt responsible for the state (Name) was in.

I kneeled down and felt her neck. She still had a pulse, it was faint but it was still there...

"I got you (Name) I have you now!" I said as I picked (Name) up and took her to my room. It was ironic last time I was healing her wounds some one else had gave them to her yet this time it was all my fault.

It took a good hour but I finally was able to stop the bleeding and bring (Name's) heart beat back to normal.

I sat on the bed as I felt tears start to roll down my face. I wanted to protect (Name) so much and yet I was the very one to hurt her.

"M-Maybe I am just a m-monster..." I muttered to myself, as I started to cry freely.

I watched (Name) through my tear stained eyes as she looked as If she was in pain or having nightmares. I had only done it to her once before but it worked before so it was worth a shot... So I picked (Name) up and held her against my body as I started to sing...

"Guten Abend gut' Nacht"
(Good evening, good night)

"Mit Rosen bedacht"
(Covered with roses)

"Mit Näglein besteckt"
(Adorned with thorns)

"Schlüpf unter die Deck'"
(Slip under the covers)

"Morgen früh, wenn Gott will"
(Tomorrow, if it is God's will)

"Wirst du wieder geweckt"
(Will you wake again)

"Morgen früh, wenn Gott will"
(Tomorrow, if it is God's will)

"Wirst du wieder geweckt"
(Will you wake again)