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Published: 2010-05-12 09:14:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 994; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 13
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I had a really shit day of school today. Mainly because of an incident that happened at lunchtime. I don't really care to talk about it, but this is vent art, basically. I really wish I had had the nerve to say "No, I wasn't involved in this shit, don't blame me."But, I didn't. Now I'm feeling like a gutless coward, conflicted with a feeling of pride for not ratting my mates out, but I think I may have just destroyed a fragile relationship with a teacher that I had, and it was an incident I'd definitely rather have avoided. Quite honestly, I'm going to have a serious talk to my friends tomorrow, because otherwise my mind won't be at peace.
But anyway. Have a picture.
Saik C me.
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wow, I don't remember seeing this. 
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This is so oooold.
|D It's complicated sometimes...
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I know but still. xD
I know that too.;
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A think with a teacher being experienced, knowing the different types of good kids, and bad, they can probably work out that you fall into a catergory where you did what you felt you had to do, even when it was probably wrong, and who is learning from their mistakes just like everyone else is.
Just one incident surely couldn't ruin everything, can it?
I know I've kept myself the good kid in class, and there has been a couple occasions during high school where I've gotten this really gut-wrenching feeling (I always pay attention to my gut when I feel guilty for some reason XD) that I let down a good teacher, my favourite ones. They should forgive you though. It's like you broke a pure and clean relationship, and you want to keep that like that forever with them, so they'll always look at you the same. Rather than "Oh, I remember that one time.."
I'm just blabbering on about what I'm assuming the situation is, if it's totally irrelevant, disregard xD
The comment is late.. so I hope the chat with your friends turned out as expected. Vent art feels good. This seems to me sort of to have a cooling effect (:
Damn, I dig that under-skirt thing she wears. Trenchcoatish. I love.
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Well, the relatioship I had with this teacher was very complicated, let's say. I'm just trying to avoid her now, really ):
Heh, I try not to associate myself with people who get in serious trouble. They're good, they just make stupid decisions sometimes, silly little things. The talk went out okay, and we're all cool now C:
It does feel good. Plus, that is the best shading I've ever done on a metal object XD Wish I could repeat that, but I can't figure out just how I got it right. Oh well, I'll keep experimenting XD
Lol, layering different clothing can give some interesting outfits ;D
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Ah rightio.. nothing else you can do? =/ Avoiding doesn't make it worse, but it doesn't improve it either. A little space and time to forgive and forget, I guess is alright, if this is what you're aiming for.
You forgot how to do it or you know how to do it, just can't get it the same again?
That latter happened with me when I coloured that PAK leg on the drawing of Saik I made for you, I ADORED the soft metal reflection on it, but I couldn't work out how I did it that day.. I kept the working file with it, so I could check the layers, but it was never quite the same. Crap happens xD
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No, I'm quite frankly, just a coward. BUt hopefully time can indeed, fix some things.
A mixture of both. It's rather frustrating XD
I keep all my working files, they're good to go back to now and then
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Don't wanna ey? =/ I don't think I can push you any further on that one then.
I need to save room on my other computer (It's a beautiful piece of garbage, it is xD), I have to keep replacing an old working file unless there is something I really want to keep in it
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Get an external hardrive, they're very useful C:
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We have one, it's reserved for the Good Computer only
I've got 10GB worth of a collection of USBs for now.
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Hmm, I mean, you can shift them between comuters quite easily... (My parents used the one I brought with my own money to put all our family pictures on XD)
Ooh, I keep losing usb's so I've almost stopped bothering with them XD
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Yeah, but these are the same interesting parents who won't use the Skype because they think it slows the internet 
I think I'd have the slightest annoyance if I was relied on to keep the family pictures safe, when something happens with the computer, the last one using it gets glared at first, and it's 80% of the time me P:
We need them for school, it's a must for me to have them. But one of my sister's is in charge of reminding me where I put them last, since I have a tendency to leave things in a place, and not really put thought into the where. Places like the bathroom, garage, outside once. I just don't think about it
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I'm sorry that sort of thing had to happen. I hope it can be worked out.
The picture looks very good. An interesting, delightful outfit, yes. The shading is well done too.
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Eh, I'm just going to avoid the scene of the 'crime' for a few days, and hopefully it will blow over. It's just the teacher that I'm worried about. It's a complicated thing.
C: Well, thanks.
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Well, its still better than my vent art... It involved Myst dismbowling things... Not the best drawing either, I must say. Pitiful. XD
Ah well. Shit happens.
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Aww, you judge yourself too harshly.
Indeed it does.
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Have courage dear! Tomorrow is a new day after all!^^
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Thankyou C: I shall move on. I wash my hands of this worriedness!
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everything gets better with time...
just.. give yourself a lil time to breathe... and you'll be able to understand everything that happened <3
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I already understand, now all I'm left with is frustration and regret. But, I'll move on, and avoid that teacher for the rest of the year.
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are, you sure you don't want to talk about it...?
it will help <3
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S'okay, I'm getting over it now C:
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Wow, really nice use of space and posture, not to mention the soft cell shading really emphasizes the the feel of the picture as a whole. Good job ^_^
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C: Well thankyou, hee hee.
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Well, sad drama you don't want to talk about aside, it's a really nice looking vent art
The outfit is fabulous and the pose very strong ^^
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C: I'll get over it.
Thankyou very much!
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Give them a good piece of yer mind, lunchtime shinanigans are ntohing for grown peopel to be involved in
But seriosuly now, i love how this turned out...its mainly the ligthing and the pose that gives it such an edgy feel 
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Yes, but quite honestly the thing I'm regretting the most is not stepping in myself and putting a stop to it. A passive technique was not the best idea in that situation, and I've paid for it.
Heh, well thankyou C:
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Hey, we all make mistakes, you can either choose to beat yourself up about it, or try and fix it and get on with your life
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I think I will choose option B, and move on XD
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it's like if the gorillaz animation got collided with invader zim..
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That's an interpretation I don't mind C:
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well that's good then
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