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Description β€œAs the youngest member of the Furies I was eager for my first kill. As the least experienced, the best I could do was stay alive. Fortunately our Threshers were better than anything the enemy had at that early stage of the war.

Our aces tore through the Directorate's squadrons, blasting their obsolete aircraft apart and sending their pilots to fiery graves. My comrades were unmatched in the air and full of swagger on the ground. Our leaders' claims seemed justified: our enemies were subhuman beasts fit only for extermination.

Our confidence faltered with the first snows that halted our advance on land and gave the Directorate time to regroup. The Furies were hastily transferred to the northern seaboard, where we were losing vital transports to the superior enemy navy. On our first day we encountered a swarm of YN 79s returning from a harbour raid.

We hit them from above and behind, raking them with cannon fire. Three of them went down in flames; as my comrades fought the rest, I noticed one had broken off and was trying to escape. I had a thousand feet on him, and a shallow dive brought me in range. My first burst silenced his rear gunner. The second set his tanks ablaze.

I looked around. We were alone. Something made me hold my fire and draw alongside the stricken plane. The pilot struggled with the catch, threw back the canopy, and climbed out amid a pall of smoke. After that he did no more, as if trying to decide between a quick death with his plane, or a slow one in the icy sea.

As we stared at one another, I realised we were not as different as our propaganda claimed. I almost wished I could have saved him - but there was nothing I could do. I gave him a forlorn salute and cursed the leaders we both served. When I made it back to base, my comrades were already chalking up scores, but my first kill was not confirmed and never felt like victory..."
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cullyferg2010 [2023-03-01 21:03:25 +0000 UTC]

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jflaxman In reply to cullyferg2010 [2023-03-02 07:37:13 +0000 UTC]

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cullyferg2010 In reply to jflaxman [2023-03-02 16:53:19 +0000 UTC]

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Burke23 [2019-04-29 07:57:49 +0000 UTC]

Awesome

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Bobby-116 [2019-03-19 20:27:00 +0000 UTC]

What's the name of the fighter in the foreground, and is the pilot sitting in an ejection seat? I only ask because it looks like a BF-109.

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jflaxman In reply to Bobby-116 [2019-03-22 07:26:24 +0000 UTC]

This is an old pic I'll have to rework. The fighter in the foreground's a Thresher, a twin-engine push-pull heavy fighter similar to the Do 335. It's got an ejector seat due to the rear prop.


I see where you're coming from as the canopy looks a lot like the ones on later BF-109s. The story was partly inspired by Axis experiences on the Eastern Front in WW2.

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Bobby-116 In reply to jflaxman [2019-03-22 12:44:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh ok, the Thresher looks cool. I remember you made another deviation about it. The rear props are on an explosive bolt too, correct? Because the ejection seat wouldn't clear the rear prop otherwise.

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niks25 [2018-07-12 14:00:01 +0000 UTC]

Amazing style, amazing crafts, amazing atmosphere.Β 
Simply an amazing art.
LOVE IT!

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suspect36 [2018-01-15 21:45:26 +0000 UTC]

helo we drink a lot of alkogol a steal plane

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Brodudethagod [2017-09-07 00:30:22 +0000 UTC]

I want to see more of these planes

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falconinja [2017-04-17 22:12:54 +0000 UTC]

Good shit, pretty sad though.

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BULLETPROOFCHEETAH [2017-01-25 22:04:20 +0000 UTC]

That's Β the way it is and Β the best we can hope for is that what we are fighting for is just and right and that the nightmares will be few. Β Great piece! Β 

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DasCheesenBorgir [2015-03-31 03:50:14 +0000 UTC]

Reading the narration and looking at the picture, the only thing I can think is that if you chomped the motherfucker up in your propellers while he was exposed I'm pretty sure nobody woulda questioned the validity of your first kill- while everyone else tracks their victories in chalk, you can do it IN THE BLOOD OF THINE ENEMIES, RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR

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DasCheesenBorgir In reply to DasCheesenBorgir [2015-03-31 03:59:52 +0000 UTC]

I suppose that only goes to show how much juvenile ignorance and absorption in 'cool, dark and edgy shit' blinds me. Truthfully I wouldn't have it any other way

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jflaxman In reply to DasCheesenBorgir [2015-04-03 18:05:37 +0000 UTC]

You'd definitely get your confirmed kill. I've never experienced war first-hand, but I've seen death a few times and I've come to believe there's more pride to be gained from saving lives than taking them.

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GreyWolfeRun [2015-01-25 19:32:21 +0000 UTC]

I like the closeup view on this and the detail is eye catching. Well done!

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ColonelBSacquet [2015-01-12 12:47:29 +0000 UTC]

Looks like the gunner's a goner.

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idislikecake [2014-03-15 04:37:51 +0000 UTC]

War...

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ColonelBSacquet In reply to idislikecake [2015-01-12 12:47:14 +0000 UTC]

... war never changes.

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SzzCarl [2014-02-24 18:17:57 +0000 UTC]

The drawing is beautiful as always, but it was the narration that catches my eye. Very well written, makes me question my what i've done in the past...

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Anzac-A1 [2014-02-06 20:25:47 +0000 UTC]

The plane being shot down reminds me of the Fairey Battle.

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Csp499 [2013-03-14 18:31:12 +0000 UTC]

The story kinda brings Franz Stigler to mind, though somehow the YN79 looks like it's flying awfully smooth for having been ripped apart like it is.

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ArrentKnave [2012-05-24 09:34:14 +0000 UTC]

Wow, that's quite profound. War is always tragic, but it can be difficult to convey that sentiment. Kudos.

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PsykoHilly [2012-04-29 13:00:56 +0000 UTC]

EXCELLENT!!!

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WhiskyTourFoxtrot [2011-10-23 05:53:18 +0000 UTC]

That's deep. Fav'd.

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NanoAngel [2011-10-22 18:20:06 +0000 UTC]

Damn, this one had alot of Deep feeling to this. Reading it just sent a chill down my spine. You really know how to captiviate people with your work jflax.

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jflaxman In reply to NanoAngel [2011-10-23 06:35:32 +0000 UTC]

It's great to get such positive feedback. This one's been on my mind for a while but I've only recently had the confidence to tackle it. I've never personally experienced war, but this concept was roughed out at a time of intense inner conflict - I was questioning some attitudes I'd held for many years, the path my life was taking and the company I'd kept, and I think a bit of this comes through in the picture and the narrative. This particular struggle's not over, but if it inspires better work that other people can relate to some good may yet come of it.

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JetJakal-of-NeoMu [2011-10-22 01:22:59 +0000 UTC]

There's always this strange equilibrium had when a soldier faces the enemy like this, especially something as personal as this, it's one on one, kinda like when two snipers have at it. It's an intense thing to experience. Also, I like this image a lot. Nice work.

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jflaxman In reply to JetJakal-of-NeoMu [2011-10-23 06:25:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm really glad you like this one. I see a lot of work on DA that depicts the thrill of combat but ignores the human cost. There's a scene in Erich Remarque's "All Quiet on the Western Front" where the narrator finds himself face to face with an enemy soldier in a shell hole. I read it as a teenager and it's been with me ever since.

The duels between some famous snipers have an almost legendary status, but they'd be a real challenge to capture artistically. It's a very powerful subject though and I might give it a go some day.

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