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my stomach hurts a lot lately, it’s not fun. i’m so tired of it.

l kdwh pb olih dqg pb ergb. qrw rqob ehfdxvh lw'v qrw ixqfwlrqlqj surshuob, exw dovr ehfdxvh l'p wluhg ri ehlqj remhfwlilhg dqg l'p frqvwdqwob olylqj lq ihdu. l qhyhu dvnhg wr eh eruq wklv zdb. wklv zdb zkhuh l'p ylhzhg dv d vxekxpdq, d wklqj zlwkrxw hprwlrqv, d wklqj qrw zruwk dqb uhvshfw.
l ihho r jurvv. l kdyh wr olvwhq wr udsh dsrorjlvwv, wr dexvh dsrorjlvwv. "rk pb iulhqg zdv dexvhg eb klv prwkhu dqg klv judqgprwkhu dqg kh ghyhorshg d idqwdvb derxw udsh, kh fdq'w uhdfk dqb vhaxdo sohdvxuh zlwkrxw ixoiloolqj klv vdglvwlf ghvluhv" - hafxvh ph, zkdw wkh ixfn? l'p d ylfwlp ri dexvh, pb idwkhu dexvhg ph, pb judqgidwkhu dexvhg ph, uhdoob d orw ri phq dexvhg ph exw l kdyh qr idqwdvlhv olnh wklv slhfh ri vklw, zkdw duh brx wublqj wr suryh? l nqrz wkdw brxu sulrulwb lv wr eulqj ph grzq, qr pdwwhu zkdw, qr pdwwhu zkhq, qr pdwwhu krz, l nqrz wkdw brx qhyhu juhz rxw ri ehlqj d glvjxvwlqj dowuljkw VlJpD PDoH udlvhg lq wkh gdun fruqhuv ri wkh lqwhuqhw exw uhdoob, zkdw wkh ixfn? brx'uh wublqj wr hafxvh udsh. lw pdnhv ph zdqw wr nloo pbvhoi.

Description
my stomach hurts a lot lately, it’s not fun. i’m so tired of it.

l kdwh pb olih dqg pb ergb. qrw rqob ehfdxvh lw'v qrw ixqfwlrqlqj surshuob, exw dovr ehfdxvh l'p wluhg ri ehlqj remhfwlilhg dqg l'p frqvwdqwob olylqj lq ihdu. l qhyhu dvnhg wr eh eruq wklv zdb. wklv zdb zkhuh l'p ylhzhg dv d vxekxpdq, d wklqj zlwkrxw hprwlrqv, d wklqj qrw zruwk dqb uhvshfw.
l ihho r jurvv. l kdyh wr olvwhq wr udsh dsrorjlvwv, wr dexvh dsrorjlvwv. "rk pb iulhqg zdv dexvhg eb klv prwkhu dqg klv judqgprwkhu dqg kh ghyhorshg d idqwdvb derxw udsh, kh fdq'w uhdfk dqb vhaxdo sohdvxuh zlwkrxw ixoiloolqj klv vdglvwlf ghvluhv" - hafxvh ph, zkdw wkh ixfn? l'p d ylfwlp ri dexvh, pb idwkhu dexvhg ph, pb judqgidwkhu dexvhg ph, uhdoob d orw ri phq dexvhg ph exw l kdyh qr idqwdvlhv olnh wklv slhfh ri vklw, zkdw duh brx wublqj wr suryh? l nqrz wkdw brxu sulrulwb lv wr eulqj ph grzq, qr pdwwhu zkdw, qr pdwwhu zkhq, qr pdwwhu krz, l nqrz wkdw brx qhyhu juhz rxw ri ehlqj d glvjxvwlqj dowuljkw VlJpD PDoH udlvhg lq wkh gdun fruqhuv ri wkh lqwhuqhw exw uhdoob, zkdw wkh ixfn? brx'uh wublqj wr hafxvh udsh. lw pdnhv ph zdqw wr nloo pbvhoi.