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Published: 2008-03-05 15:08:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 759; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 12
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Description My emotions are like an open book,
Open to be read by all who care to look.
Laying there smack in the middle,
Is something I need to keep apart.

I got a lock to close this chapter,
But I dare not throw away the key.
It dangles around my neck for all to see,
But I know not why it happens to me.

Many people have gotten close,
But all have ended with the same note.
Their hearts guarded by walls of trust,
None of which I had trouble holding the key.

But my heart has started to turn dark,
It's flesh hardening like tree bark.
I wonder if it still beats deep within my chest,
For all it knows is pain and ache.

Am I here just to be tormented with dreams,
Or can I come within inches just to fall from it's grasp?
A small family is what I desire,
One of my own isn't too much to admire?

A wife whom loving comes easy,
And a daughter that haunts my dreams.
A single fire burns deep in my cold heart,
The one that isn't easy to reach.

None but a small glimmer of hope,
A small ray of light escapes it's shell.
The one nobody else has seen,
For it is one that nobody has grasped the key.
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Comments: 28

TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-08 17:42:57 +0000 UTC]

THIS is soooo pretty, kainwolf! i really like it, and its really cool there are guys sensitive enough to write stuff like this...

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-10 22:54:18 +0000 UTC]

You can drop the wolf if you want to, I mostley just go by Kain here. The wolf is just cause I think somebody else had Kain.

As for that, yeah. It pains me to say this, but it's not really by choice that I go through this shit to write about it, ya know?

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-12 20:42:04 +0000 UTC]

ok, then Kain! i like that name^^ ok, i was just trying to, you know, let you know we're there^^ and, yeah, i know you dont go through stuff to do that!

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-13 03:14:42 +0000 UTC]

I am glad you like my name, but I am a little bit lost on the last part...cause now so much has been turned upside down that I am completley lost.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-15 18:53:41 +0000 UTC]

TT3TT im really sorry, sometimes i confuse myself, youll just have to bear with me, and if i start acting stupid be kind enough to hit me over the head with a shovel^^

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-15 23:19:12 +0000 UTC]

Maby a shovel is too drastic, so how bout use a feather? Tickle you into submission?

Otherwise, it happens to me alot, I just go off on a random tangent and don't find my place again.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-17 18:55:39 +0000 UTC]

omg, ok, tickling works...i just realized that a shovel might..ya know...hurt a little...OH! YOU SAID RANDOM!!!*random is one of her favorite words* lolz. sorry. im a little hyper. spring break, you know?

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-18 01:53:35 +0000 UTC]

You sound like your ready to be tickled into submission But yeah, spring break is only hfor those in school now. There is no break from work.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-21 16:24:17 +0000 UTC]

lolz. tickling can be considered a form of torture, jk jk^^ ohhh, yeah, i know there's no break from work...ugh...well, unless your, you know, on a day off, lolz

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-22 17:06:24 +0000 UTC]

Especialy on the airlines. But I know what you mean by torture. I do consider it a form of torture, just more fun form.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-22 17:14:38 +0000 UTC]

lolz^^ well....hey! i wanna ask you something! do u like video games, like Halo and such? rawrrr!! omg, especially on the airlines, lolz. good one^^

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-23 20:37:33 +0000 UTC]

GHIII, Rock Band, Halo, WoW, FF, you name it, I'm a gamer.

Otherwise, another 12 hour day.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-24 20:38:51 +0000 UTC]

lolz^^ i love all that stuff too! oh, i know this is really nothing to b proud of, but oh ghIII i can do 62 percent of through the fire and flames on expert...

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-24 20:42:25 +0000 UTC]

I can still only play EASY on Fire and Flames. So that is something to be proud of. But I currentley don't have an x-box. Just a PS2, a WII, PSP and a DS. Gonna get FFCC when it gets here.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-24 20:43:18 +0000 UTC]

^^ thats awesome!!! *hugs you* YAY FOR GAMMMERRRSS!!!

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-24 21:01:57 +0000 UTC]

Even more so when I get my 360. A friend of mine came across one with the ring of death, and knows somebody who can fix it. So I get that, Halo 1-3, a controller, and a few other game. YAY FOR ME!

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-26 23:54:58 +0000 UTC]

OMG! thats aweosme! i wish i had x-box live, that'd be so aweosme...*dream dream*

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kainwolf In reply to TrinityBloodLuv [2008-03-27 01:08:18 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, you can say that again.

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TrinityBloodLuv In reply to kainwolf [2008-04-05 18:10:56 +0000 UTC]

*hug*

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Kianna-chan [2008-03-08 05:54:09 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this really hit my heart.

I love this piece of yours a lot, it's very lovely and sweet, yet sad at the same time, which is what I love about so very much.
I hope you find someone that can truely love you and be your wife, someone which you can grow old with and have children, I know you'll find her or she'll find you, there are so many fish in the sea that there is always one for everyone.

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kainwolf In reply to Kianna-chan [2008-03-10 22:55:30 +0000 UTC]

I just hope somebody hasn't eatten my "Fish" yet. Knowing my luck, somebody has.

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Kianna-chan In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-11 02:47:56 +0000 UTC]

NUUUUUUUUUUU! They haven't, they haven't! You'll find her, I know you will!!

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kainwolf In reply to Kianna-chan [2008-03-11 11:02:20 +0000 UTC]

There's just alot going on at the moment. So I don't know whats going on.

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Kianna-chan In reply to kainwolf [2008-03-12 03:21:53 +0000 UTC]

I understand

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CherryBlossomElla [2008-03-05 21:24:28 +0000 UTC]

I like it. Kinda hits home a little. I want a little girl to run down the halls to my room and giggle and say mommy I'm hungry or i love you. I want someone who loves me and trusts me. I love this write

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kainwolf In reply to CherryBlossomElla [2008-03-06 14:37:34 +0000 UTC]

It's crazy, cause in all of my dreams, the only thing I can really see is her amazeing blue eyes. Though I have brown, my mom was luckey to get blue. Though I am sure that I will have a dark haired child mainley because I am a brown haired person.

And it's not so much I want a little girl, it's just one of those dreams that I keep on haveing which makes me sure that I would have a little girl. Kind of like the future showing it self to me should I find somebody who can put up with me long enough to actualy be my wife.

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HelpImALostCause [2008-03-05 15:12:08 +0000 UTC]

KL piece! Sweet yet sad...n it's kl that a guy's writing it-lol-

Write more-I dare you

H!IALC

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kainwolf In reply to HelpImALostCause [2008-03-05 19:06:06 +0000 UTC]

Check my galery, it's full of nothing but writing. So I've already beat you to the punch.

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