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Published: 2011-06-18 05:13:43 +0000 UTC; Views: 1846; Favourites: 40; Downloads: 10
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Secret # 16I wish I had more scars. More signs that I overcame this battle. I wish I wasn't the only one who has to see every cut still. I want proof that I am better now and I'm forever healing.
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:'/ I wish I had more scars, too... *hugs*
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its ok
i like scars
idk y, but i do
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It's proof of what you've been through in a way
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I know what you mean. Whatever scars you have, make them visable. treat them as they are wounds so you dont become infected, but always wear your scars.
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Yeah a lot of people didn't get this one
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I totally understand this one... I was oso careful with it that people look at me and tell me I'm a liar.
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I'm sorry that they say that. But be proud that you made it through the battle anyway
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It's okay 
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Me too,
Weird.
I don't have any scars,
The one time I cut was so light, it was gone in weeks.
Because I took up writing. My words are my scars, the words of blood and suicide are what shows my battle has been fought.
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I wish I could see my writing in the same light but I guess I needed physical proof on my body :[
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I see it like that only on my good days,lol.
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I used to cut, but I would just use pocket knives / swiss army knives... and those don't work that well... I guess I wasn't pressing hard enough. I was afraid that my mom would be dissapointed in me, since I'm a good kid. :c I love the sight of scars and wounds. I have a scar from an eraser burn from months ago, but it's fading... and that's not satifiying... no blood.. ( i need my erasers for my art anyways... I don't need them blood stained... )
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Yeah the fact that I didn't have scars really bothered me. I went 50days clean thinking that whole time that I was going to cut again and deeper so I have scars. I did cut again, a lot deeper. They are scaring and they will be sticking around. Now I don't feel like I have to cut again, but I regret it a little, giving in for such a bad reason.
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I've never went that deep. I have a really faded scar on my wrist from when I was exparimenting with a pocket knife since the blade wasn't working well enough for me so I ended up scraping the skin off... (which results like an eraser burn...) At least I can control the urge... but I like the sight of blood. It's such a pretty color.
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I don't know why I did it really but I'm glad it's mostly behind me ...I think
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I haven't done it in a while... I usally will if I'm mad or upset about something, as how someone would react at a loved ones funeral.. Well, not me though since I've been to so many of those... 16... and I'm only 15... :c
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No no, it's okay. I don't need anyone feeling sad for me. But it also has no effect on me anymore since I've been to so many. And my grandpa died right in front of my eyes from a heart attack one morning when I was three...
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Same but I have a few external ones too
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i had one...i thought it would be there forever but it faded...sometimes i wish it was still there...
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i put new ones on me I made sure they were deeper. Now I don't think I will ever cut again. In a sick way I'm finally satisfied
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well Im happy for you..not that you cut deeper that time but that you are able to finally stop before its too late
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Yeah thank you. I'm happy I stopped too and more than that I'm happy that I have so much support. I don't necessarily have to be strong on my own
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Totally understandable, sometimes its just too hard to do it on your own, or when you need that little extra push to stay on track, your support system will make sure you do ^^ Im happy for you and Im glad you have the support you need
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Your an amazing person
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I dont want mine to go away. When some start to fade I think about making new ones.. I just dont want to forget what people have done to me.
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Yeah I know that some will be there forever and others will fade, kind of like the reason this all started anyway
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I want mine to go away... but I see what you mean.
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Yeah I understand not wanting them too
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Yeah, I seem to wish for more scars, or more visible ones.
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Yeah, because I want physical proof that I survived
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I feel the same way sometimes. Most of my scars are still visable though
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Only a few of mine are but I can find every cut i've given myself
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I know all of the places I've cut, but not every single one
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too many to remember every single one but...the basics
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I feel the same, You can only see one scar but I see many more.
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You can see more than one on me but I feel like only I really see them because I know where they are and some are so faint.
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I know I think possible three are visible but there all so faint, which should be a good thing that i cant see the ones on my stomach, legs, back and mysrms. But I want to for some strange reason.
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Same here. I want physical proof that I'm healing that I'm stronger than that now
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