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I’m building a house with many windows. When the first snow hits them fifty times. We’ll be reunited. I miss you Eun-whan.The snow has hit these windows fifty times. And fifty times more. And another fifty times. And we haven’t been reunited. If there is a God keeping you. I think he’s keeping you all to himself. How selfish he is.
I still miss you. I cry myself to sleep every winter when the first snow hits the windows fifty times and you still aren’t here to watch it with me.
You said for only three minutes, Eun-whan. It’s been for over three minutes. But you’re not in my arms anymore. How am I to wake you? I bought you flowers…so you could dye your fingernails. And maybe mine too. I don’t care what people say. If it’s for love, if it’s for your love, I’ll do anything.
Whether sad, happy, or hurt. You had always been there praying for us.
That’s what the principal said. But you weren’t praying for them, were you? You were praying that you’d wake up the next day and be able to see them. To see the orphans, your father. The mother who forgave you. Myself…
I miss you Eun-whan. I want you to be by my side again. It was my fault. I told you not to overdose.
I was afraid. Afraid I might die before reading all these.
There was enough time left. You could’ve read them all with my prescription. Couldn’t you?
You must think I’m selfish. You’re probably laughing at me from the God’s side. I’ll laugh too, only for you.
Do you remember, Eun-whan, you put make up on me and took pictures with my phone. I haven’t deleted them. I still have the ones I took. When you just woke up. They’re precious memories.
Do you remember when we first met? I thought only of getting my inheritance. You remember right? Well, that’s not important now. I wish I still had you instead of the money. I’d give up everything and anything to be with you again.
I built this house just for you. So we could sit up late dyeing our fingernails. Even though you left. You made it to the first snow. Aren’t you happy? It was your fondest wish, wasn’t it? You told me to wake you up after three minutes.
I did. I tried. But you were cold by then. Having left with me, by my side like I wanted. I am selfish. I want you back for myself. Not to soothe anybody else’s hearts. To soothe my own.
You would have slapped me for that. I wish you were here to do it yourself.
I’ve built a house with many windows. When the first snow hits them fifty times…I think of you and cry.
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Hope you liked it! It almost made me cry again Xd just thinking of the movie. Anyways..just a little drabble that I thought of after I watched the movie ^^
StrinG
Comments: 113
soubibeloved In reply to ??? [2007-02-16 21:49:59 +0000 UTC]
sister came home today!!! we went to a car wash cause her car looked so horrible and we nearly had frost bite... well no that extreme but it was tough moving our fingers
anything new w/ u?
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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-17 03:09:50 +0000 UTC]
i went to the pet store with my wife [not really] and she met my dad...o.< it was wierd ish lol
-StrinG-
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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-17 13:56:35 +0000 UTC]
speaking of wives
i am considered my sister's little house wife b/c i make lunch for her and stuff but i have total control in the 'relationship' ah i'm watching devil beside you w/ mike he and it is sssssssssssoooooooooooooo good!
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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-17 18:14:27 +0000 UTC]
hah ive been too lazy to watch anything yet XDD I've been coloring things that have recently been scanned XDD
-StrinG-
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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-17 21:08:59 +0000 UTC]
sweet i just went ot go see Because i said so w/ Mandy moore and others
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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-18 19:56:52 +0000 UTC]
ack ima watching Devil Beside You right now and i am dreading the moment i have to press play, i read the coments on it before starting it and i am not going to like this ... T^T (episode 17-2)
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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-18 21:53:31 +0000 UTC]
why wont you like it?
ah...I've been watching Trinity Blood : D
-StrinG-
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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-18 23:49:09 +0000 UTC]
well i knew what was going to happen b/c of the comments and i was absolutely dreading it b/c i nknew the results where the main girl gets slapped by her mom... ah i finished it and it was fabulous!!! i really love the Epsiode 20 part 3-5 they finally had sex and it was so sweet! you didn't see it thank god! i would be so embarrassed but that whole entire scene was sooooo cute!!! i have the manga Trinity blood, it was given to me on my b-day
is it good?
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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-19 01:19:40 +0000 UTC]
yes, i have the manga too, i downloaded the anime XDD cuz i dont like dubs...so..yeah XDD it's intensely awesome in my opinion XDD
-StrinG-
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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-19 15:51:17 +0000 UTC]
sweet then i'll probaly check it out
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soubibeloved In reply to ??? [2007-01-20 19:40:39 +0000 UTC]
omg! i would've too but i had to take a break. besides the fact that i have so many brothers and sister home so it would be kinda wierd b/c i don't usually crry over movies^____^
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