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Latch-String — I miss you
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Description I’m building a house with many windows. When the first snow hits them fifty times. We’ll be reunited. I miss you Eun-whan.  

The snow has hit these windows fifty times. And fifty times more. And another fifty times. And we haven’t been reunited. If there is a God keeping you. I think he’s keeping you all to himself. How selfish he is.

I still miss you. I cry myself to sleep every winter when the first snow hits the windows fifty times and you still aren’t here to watch it with me.

You said for only three minutes, Eun-whan. It’s been for over three minutes. But you’re not in my arms anymore. How am I to wake you? I bought you flowers…so you could dye your fingernails. And maybe mine too. I don’t care what people say. If it’s for love, if it’s for your love, I’ll do anything.

Whether sad, happy, or hurt. You had always been there praying for us.

That’s what the principal said. But you weren’t praying for them, were you? You were praying that you’d wake up the next day and be able to see them. To see the orphans, your father. The mother who forgave you. Myself…

I miss you Eun-whan. I want you to be by my side again. It was my fault. I told you not to overdose.

I was afraid. Afraid I might die before reading all these.

There was enough time left. You could’ve read them all with my prescription. Couldn’t you?

You must think I’m selfish. You’re probably laughing at me from the God’s side. I’ll laugh too, only for you.

Do you remember, Eun-whan, you put make up on me and took pictures with my phone. I haven’t deleted them. I still have the ones I took. When you just woke up. They’re precious memories.

Do you remember when we first met? I thought only of getting my inheritance. You remember right? Well, that’s not important now. I wish I still had you instead of the money. I’d give up everything and anything to be with you again.

I built this house just for you. So we could sit up late dyeing our fingernails. Even though you left. You made it to the first snow. Aren’t you happy? It was your fondest wish, wasn’t it? You told me to wake you up after three minutes.

I did. I tried. But you were cold by then. Having left with me, by my side like I wanted. I am selfish. I want you back for myself. Not to soothe anybody else’s hearts. To soothe my own.

You would have slapped me for that. I wish you were here to do it yourself.

I’ve built a house with many windows. When the first snow hits them fifty times…I think of you and cry.


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Hope you liked it! It almost made me cry again Xd just thinking of the movie. Anyways..just a little drabble that I thought of after I watched the movie ^^

StrinG
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Comments: 113

LadyRebelGrace [2007-08-27 02:07:21 +0000 UTC]

that movie is simply heart wrenching. and i absolutly loved this piece of work! brilliant!

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Latch-String In reply to LadyRebelGrace [2007-08-27 03:31:32 +0000 UTC]

it is isn't it? :3

thank you so much ^^

-StrinG-

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LadyRebelGrace In reply to Latch-String [2007-08-27 15:47:23 +0000 UTC]

ur very very welcome!

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downtherabbithhole [2007-08-01 14:21:53 +0000 UTC]

i love it T.T Great fan fiction ... sniff

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Latch-String In reply to downtherabbithhole [2007-08-01 19:32:45 +0000 UTC]

Awuh thank yew :]

*snuggles*

-StrinG-

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StayingGold [2007-04-28 22:16:39 +0000 UTC]

i loved it. this was beautiful! made me cry... meanie. ^.^ you are a great writer!

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Latch-String In reply to StayingGold [2007-05-03 04:02:06 +0000 UTC]

haha, thank you
I'm glad you liked it :3

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved [2007-01-20 16:01:28 +0000 UTC]

aw!!! *sob* i loved that movie!!!

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-20 18:28:00 +0000 UTC]

srsly XDD I bawled like for 2 hours after it finished, not to mention pretty much throughout the movie >.<

thanks for the comment <3

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-20 19:40:46 +0000 UTC]

omg! i would've too but i had to take a break. besides the fact that i have so many brothers and sister home so it would be kinda wierd b/c i don't usually crry over movies^____^

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-20 21:07:48 +0000 UTC]

haha nice XD it was like 2 in the morning for me and i was in my room so it's all good lol

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-20 23:48:23 +0000 UTC]

ah, i see...yeah i have to share a computer w/ my brother and it is out in the middle room so ack

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-21 02:39:47 +0000 UTC]

how horrid >.< I would hate having to share...all my bookmarks would be sabotaged by my little sister and I doubt I'd be able to watch my J/Kdoramas and movies ;_; lol


-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-21 16:35:51 +0000 UTC]

ha that sucks! yeah i have a seperate log in page so i have my own logon and so does my brother but we are a pretty close family so we don't care one way or another.

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-21 20:20:26 +0000 UTC]

OOh well thas good. My computer is my own so I don't need to share XD my little sister and step sister have their own too...we aren't rich in case you get that impression >.> i was livin with my mom and lil sister and step dad for a while and we got laptops fer christmas >.> my step sis got a hand me down XDDDD >.> not rich u_u

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-22 15:41:23 +0000 UTC]

yeah thats okay i didn't think you were rich, but i am not saying you are poor either, thats the same situation w/ my family but half of my siblings are out of the house...well, now there are four home, me my sister and two brothers, my other brother lives on his own and my other sister is at app state.

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-22 22:18:07 +0000 UTC]

Oooh I see. Yeah my parents splurged on that christmas XD the lappy is like the only thing I got XDD

The only sibling I have that lives on their own..is my older step brother XDD

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-25 01:12:10 +0000 UTC]

ah that's interesting, i have no step brothers or sisters but i do have a step dad. oh my gosh!!!!!! my best friend joanna got me a wonderful present that she meant to give to me the DBSK calander for 2007 and i hung it up on my spacious wall!!!! i nearly attacked her after i saw what it was, i was so excited!!! ah what a wonderful friend. enough about me how about you, anything exciting happen to you today?

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-25 02:51:37 +0000 UTC]

me, my step mom, and step sister went to mount royal college to get lamb of god tickets [ew >.>] and they were sold out..then i got coffee XDD nothin really exciting...i need to wait till august before i can get any japanese/korean stuffs aside from manga and anime ;_; i wants a kra or alice nine cd XD

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-26 14:34:05 +0000 UTC]

sweet. sorry it took me a day or so to respond, my dad threatened to clean my room so i cleaned my room to the fullest...

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-26 17:25:49 +0000 UTC]

ooh haha XD thas happened to me before >.> and I ended up taking a whole day to clean it ..I used to have a crapload of stuff lol then iI threw it all away XD

so how are you?

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-26 21:44:29 +0000 UTC]

yeah thats what i did...i had three bags of trash. i'm good. yea! the weekend is finally here! i'm going to lye down in bed and listen to k-pop and fall asleep.
how about you?

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-27 04:58:54 +0000 UTC]

I'm gonna..take some empties in..get some cash...get another earring..which is actually a belly ring...and get the hookup and power cord for my scanner XDD and probably listen to a crap load of jrock n kpop ^^

I just got into Lee Jun Ki...he's got a good voice but I'm not sure I like his music XDD I wanna see what his acting is like though : D eh I'm wierd lol

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-27 15:25:45 +0000 UTC]

ah interesting, yeah i recently heard of Lee jun ki from one of my fans on tokyopop, yeah i'm not really sure about his music either. awesome that you're getting a belling ring! i only have my ears peirced once but it's not like i wear earings often so.....

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-27 16:39:12 +0000 UTC]

ooh I'm not pircing my belly XDD I wear em in my ears XDD I would never pirce my belly >.< it's too sensitive XDD

My favorite Korean actor is Hyun bin XDD and fer my favorite Japanese there is Hiroki Narimiya and Mika Nakashima XDD but I mostly just listen to music ..movies make me tried lol

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-28 00:32:51 +0000 UTC]

sorry, i don't know what was going through my mins when i typed that but oh well. sorry. oh yes i agree w/ your favorite Korean actor! i love Hyun Bin to death, i have seen everything he has been in or at least the listed stuff on wiki except i haven't seen the mv w/ him in it but that's okay!

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-28 01:17:31 +0000 UTC]

lol It's fine, I've only seen a mv [ferget which one if he's in more then one o.<] where hes like a photographer or something and the girl he loves gets hit by a van...and then A Millionaire's first love >.< I don't have anything to download with so i havent seen much ;_;

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-29 01:03:54 +0000 UTC]

if you want to see the rest of it, i can send you the link on youtube so you can finish it

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-29 04:28:21 +0000 UTC]

huh? o.< I don't know why but that confused me o.o

being naturally blonde sucks XDD dye doesnt help much >.<

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-29 15:11:58 +0000 UTC]

i can't remember what i wrote last time what did i say? sorry

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-29 19:14:56 +0000 UTC]

"if you want to see the rest of it, i can send you the link on youtube so you can finish it"

but..I've already watched a millionaires first love a few times if thats what you meant o.< i wasnt sure though..

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-29 23:28:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah that's what i meant but i realized that you meant the other one after i sent it T^T sorry XD

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-30 01:11:47 +0000 UTC]

haha thas okay ^^ i need to start writing again u_u none of my fanfics are getting done...theres one thats been like...discontinued after six chapters XDD i need to write more yaoi too u__u any songs and naruto yaoi pairings you can suggest? XDD


-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-30 21:47:50 +0000 UTC]

not anything that comes to mind, i'll ask my sister, forlorn writer if she can find anything cause she spends alot of time on this site and finds some interesting things

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-30 22:03:26 +0000 UTC]

lol ok ^^ i've had this idea...of Sasuke x Neji...with the song better than me by hinder ...but i dont know how to write it XDD then i need to get going on my novel...but Jake [seme..o.<;;] doesn't have a job..i cant think of one that would warrent a business suit thing....cept for a secretary or somethin XD


-StirnG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-31 00:31:15 +0000 UTC]

ohhh sounds fascinating *wiggles eyebrows*

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-01-31 00:56:06 +0000 UTC]

lol I'm such a fangirl u__u;; cept i dont like Sasuke >.<

I even want to draw lots of yaoi XDDD its horrible lol


-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-01-31 15:28:06 +0000 UTC]

wow.... yeah i donna like sasuke either here is what my sister said:

hell yeah!!! yaoi all the way!!! naruto characters? >< haven't read it in a while. how about naruto and sasuke with the cult's song painted on my heart? or the same couple with the song by northmont: Behind You. sorry--i haven't read or seen naruto in a seriously long time...good luck!!!

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-01 01:43:02 +0000 UTC]

lol XDD i think i wanna do something other then naruXsasu though...the first 2 or 3 fics for that series on my ff.net account are sasuXnaru XDDD i donno though...o.o i havent heard of those bands or songs XDD im so deprived lol


-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-01 18:59:29 +0000 UTC]

wow that's interesting XD

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-02 03:22:10 +0000 UTC]

Not really XDD

I don't like school ;___; i have no friends cuz i moved and i dont know any one....and stupid calgary schools are too big u__u;; and i hate p.e. class >.>

but..i'll stop complaining now XDD

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-03 14:43:53 +0000 UTC]

tis alright you can complain any day

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-03 16:46:47 +0000 UTC]

lol I don't like complaining though >.< it makes me feel...bitchy i guess XDD i donno..i'm wierd...but i dont like living in the city...i dont think anyone likes me in my new school *sigh*

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-03 18:47:30 +0000 UTC]

hey that's okay. i'm at a new school and i have a select friends but they were from m school. sometimes being independant is nice! i went into middle school w/o friends b/c i was hoemschooled 4-6 and i was confident in who i was and i didn't need friends i'm sure you'll meet some nice people, maybe even if they are not at your school. and if you don't you always have people on deviant art if you could call them friends .

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-03 19:04:46 +0000 UTC]

Awuh thank you ^^ made me feel better :3

I wish my scanner worked XDD I have so many pictures I need to scan..but i can't >.<

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-03 20:28:27 +0000 UTC]

your welcome anytime^_____^ ditto about the scanner thing but i need a scanner in order to scan mine.... *obnoxous sobbing*

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-03 21:37:24 +0000 UTC]

lol *pets* it's okay my scanner is a hand me down from a friend XDD but she didnt send me the cords >.<

I'm gonna need a new sketch book soon...;_;

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-03 21:50:38 +0000 UTC]

interesting i just finished talking w/ my other siste and now, i showed her over the phone how to join deviant art and now she is here!!! mwuahhahah

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Latch-String In reply to soubibeloved [2007-02-03 23:59:55 +0000 UTC]

lol yay!! spread the dA love XDDD

did you know...yaoi is dangerous..? o.<

-StrinG-

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soubibeloved In reply to Latch-String [2007-02-04 15:11:00 +0000 UTC]

ooohhhh yea! my sister(forlorn writer) is totally into it.

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