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So here we have the updated version of The Fool, which feels much fresher and more confident in taking that leap of faith than my former drawing. Had to stick with the lovely pomeranian, though!

I will tell our story until the end, so this is going to take a few more posts. However, it's such a relief to do this and afterwards we can dive right into a different direction!

I ran over to him and so I experienced him having an epileptical attack for the first time in my life. It was just horrible. Sebastian was lying on the couch with his eyeballs turned inside, his teeth clenched together and he was creating noises that seemed not to be from this world. His arms stretched into the air, hands shaking and clenching. I panicked and instantly called the ambulance while trying to calm or at least talk to Sebastian. They told me on the phone that I had to move him to the side, but with him being in a sitting position I was unable to even move him an inch! I felt so weak. When they, once again, rushed him to the hospital I called my mom and cried into her ears for around one hour that I really couldn't do this anymore. Why did we have to suffer so much? Today, I can say that you really have no idea how strong you are or better - how strong you will be able to be in case you have to! When I visited him at the hospital the next day he could not remember a thing and was still in zombie-mode. On the second evening the darkness surrounding my mind slowly returned again when suddenly my phone rang. „Hi my darling!“, I heard Sebastian say. I could barely believe my ears. He was back! He told me that he could not remember many things from these last weeks, however, this very afternoon, right after his dad had left the hospital having visited him, his mind was suddenly clear again! I was so incredibly happy to being able to talk to him after all this time! He started talking about getting home by the day after tomorrow at the latest! It seemed to be very important and so I asked him why he was in such a hurry? „Did you forget? It's Valentine's Day – we have to spend that together!“, he replied.

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So here we have the updated version of The Fool, which feels much fresher and more confident in taking that leap of faith than my former drawing. Had to stick with the lovely pomeranian, though!

I will tell our story until the end, so this is going to take a few more posts. However, it's such a relief to do this and afterwards we can dive right into a different direction!

I ran over to him and so I experienced him having an epileptical attack for the first time in my life. It was just horrible. Sebastian was lying on the couch with his eyeballs turned inside, his teeth clenched together and he was creating noises that seemed not to be from this world. His arms stretched into the air, hands shaking and clenching. I panicked and instantly called the ambulance while trying to calm or at least talk to Sebastian. They told me on the phone that I had to move him to the side, but with him being in a sitting position I was unable to even move him an inch! I felt so weak. When they, once again, rushed him to the hospital I called my mom and cried into her ears for around one hour that I really couldn't do this anymore. Why did we have to suffer so much? Today, I can say that you really have no idea how strong you are or better - how strong you will be able to be in case you have to! When I visited him at the hospital the next day he could not remember a thing and was still in zombie-mode. On the second evening the darkness surrounding my mind slowly returned again when suddenly my phone rang. „Hi my darling!“, I heard Sebastian say. I could barely believe my ears. He was back! He told me that he could not remember many things from these last weeks, however, this very afternoon, right after his dad had left the hospital having visited him, his mind was suddenly clear again! I was so incredibly happy to being able to talk to him after all this time! He started talking about getting home by the day after tomorrow at the latest! It seemed to be very important and so I asked him why he was in such a hurry? „Did you forget? It's Valentine's Day – we have to spend that together!“, he replied.