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Description "All I want to know is why."


"Why?" Blueblood took a calm, unhurried sip of wine, before fixing Vogue with a light smile. "Why, because the lilies have just come into bloom, my dear. Look around-isn't it lovely? It truly is the perfect day for a stroll through the gardens."


Vogue sent him a flat look. "Of course. And your leisurely stroll just so happened to take place at the exact same time and location as my private birthday party in the garden."


"Oh, is it your birthday?" Blueblood blinked, and his smile grew wider. "Goodness, what a coincidence. Must've skipped my mind completely-"


"That's not true, Duke Blueblood." Vogue said firmly. "I saw for myself. There was a present from you hidden under the gift table. I snuck and opened it when Daddy and Maman were busy mingling with the nobles. It's a number six Canterlot Carousel chiffon blue gown. Very expensive. Custom tailored." Vogue peered up at him over her glasses. "...I can't help wondering how you'd know to get me the exact dress I've been eyeing for weeks. Right down to the matching necklace and bracelet. Unless...." Here she paused for dramatic effect, adjusting her glasses-"You've been stalking me!"

Blueblood resisted the urge to chuckle at her determined face-with her muzzle so adorably scrunched up. "My! It appears Canterlot has a detective in its midst! Alright, my dear, you've caught me. It's perhaps possible that I asked my servants to keep an eye on you. I simply wanted to get you something nice for your party."

"A creepy means to an end, monsieur." Vogue sniffed. "I do not appreciate being spied upon."

"Fair enough." Blueblood nodded. "You have my word to never intrude on your privacy again."

"And yet here you are." Vogue swung her head to look at him, narrowing her eyes. "Here at this birthday party, present at the last, and the one before that....I would assume the Grand Duke of Canterlot would have better things to do than socialize with a filly."

"You make it sound so malicious, my dear. Perhaps you shouldn't check out so many murder-mystery novels from Canterlot library. You're becoming melodramatic." He took another drink from his glass, before realizing Vogue was gawking at him.


"How do you know about-"


"Er, ahem. Your addiction to the genre is truly astounding." Blueblood said quickly. "The, er....the librarians there have started gossiping about you-that's how I overheard-"


Vogue shuddered. "You're spying on me. All the time." She breathed, eyes wide. "W-What else have you seen? Why are you stalking me?" She began taking quick, frightened steps backwards. "Duke Blueblood-"


"Come now, don't make a scene." Blueblood chided, rolling his eyes. "Honestly. You're nearly as melodramatic as your mother. I haven't been stalking you, dear girl-I'm not a villain from one of your story books. I've merely been observing. And why not? You're the daughter of two of my oldest friends-I was there when you were born. You'll have to excuse me if I've formed any sort of familial attachment to you."


"I..." Vogue relaxed just a little, but her eyes still held suspicion. "I..if you're so interested in family bonds, wouldn't you be better off tending to your own children?"


The duke winced. "I'm afraid I don't....have any."


Vogue's gaze held on him a long time. Piercing, intelligent....Blueblood began to feel like a foal himself under it. He took a long drink of wine, draining his glass.


"Er, anyway, you should really run along and play with your friends now, my dear. I only dropped by to wish you a happy birthday." He finally turned to look at her, and taking her in now, a soft, genuine smile crossed the duke's face. "....You're growing up, you know. Becoming a smart, beautiful young mare....we're all so very proud of you, Vogue."


"Becoming a mare, bleh." Vogue made a face. "Hollow praise, your highness. What's to be proud of? I don't even have my cutie mark yet." She turned and aimed a childish pout at her blank flank.


"It'll come in due time, my dear." Blueblood gently assured, "Why, as a colt, I was certainly late getting my mark-"


"But neither of my parents were." Vogue interrupted with a huff. "All of my friends have their marks. I'm tired of being a stupid blank flank."


"Well, nonetheless, I am proud of you." Blueblood placed his hoof on her shoulder, smiling. "Truly I am."


"Why?" Vogue pressed, "You don't know anything about me. Certainly not enough to be proud of."


"....I know more than you think." Blueblood said calmly.  "I know that out of all your class, you scored the highest marks on your end-of-year exams. I know that you arranged that secret fundraiser to help that griffin cub that broke his leg six months ago. I know that you're best friends with all the old mares down at the local retirement home, and that you bring them fresh-baked macarons every Saturday morning." Blueblood's voice became soft, wistful. "....I know that you love butterflies, especially when they land on your nose. I know that you prefer cheap pizza to gourmet dining. I know that you cry whenever you see a cute foal."


Vogue took a startled step backward, before her face suddenly flushed red with anger. "Y-you-! How dare you-!" She sputtered, furious, "Why? Why do you know these things? What is your fixation with me?!"


Blueblood's smile took on a strained note. "....I am the grand duke of Canterlot. It's my duty to know my subjects, my dear."


Hot, boiling tears welled up in Vogue's eyes, and she began to cry. "You....you rotten old man! Why can't you give me a straight answer? You just said I'm becoming a mare, b-but you're treating me like a baby!" She blubbered, fat tears dripping from her muzzle. "All this secrecy and lies-the spying-I know you're hiding something! Maman and Daddy too....everypony is keeping some big secret from me, and you all act like I'm too stupid to know the truth!"


The duke reached out a hoof, but hesitated. "....We just don't want to hurt you." He said quietly. "You're too young, my darling. The truth can wait. Please, for now, enjoy your birthday. Enjoy your friends, your gifts-"


"Oui, and my newfound wealth." Vogue said suddenly, fixing him with a sharp look. "I overheard Maman and Daddy whispering last night. I've been named the sole heir of your estate."


Blueblood sucked in a breath. "...You....you know about that."


"If the adults are being sneaky, I figured I'm allowed to do a little sneaking as well." Vogue said darkly. "Later that night, I went snooping through Daddy's work desk. I found a letter with your royal crest on it-and it said that I'm to inherit everything. Your wealth, your properties...even your title." She wiped at her face. "Why? There have to be more deserving ponies out there, ponies in need. Why not give it to them? Why me, Duke Blueblood?"


Deep in Blueblood's chest, something began to ache. "I....I want you to have it, Vogue."


"Why?"  Vogue's eyes bore into him. "I'll never stop asking, Blueblood."


"I-I...My dear...." The duke fumbled for an answer, any answer, something to pacify. Finally, he heaved an enormous sigh. "....You're a very perceptive little girl."


"I read a lot of mystery novels." Vogue answered. Her stern look did not lessen.


"....Right. Well. You've won, my dear. I'll enlighten you. I'll let you in on this wonderful, terrible mystery." Blueblood levitated a bottle of wine off a nearby table, and set about refilling his glass. He raised it to his mouth and drained it in an instant, then poured and gulped down yet another glass. "Right, then." He said finally. "...The truth."


He drew in a deep breath, before turning to meet her gaze. "Vogue, you are my daughter."


Vogue blinked, muzzle wrinkling in confusion. "What? N-no, my father is Sir Fanciful Pants-"


"For as charitable and noble as dear old Fancy is, he simply doesn't have it in him to sire any foals." Blueblood's lip curled, a shadow of jealousy crossing his face. "The old chap's as barren as a tree in winter."


Vogue frowned, uncomfortable. "So then....so you, er, donated-?"


".....Not quite, I'm afraid."


Vogue went quiet for a moment, before she fixed the duke with a cold, ugly glare, dripping with contempt. "....How dare you accuse my mother of something so vile."


Blueblood returned a sharp look. "Your mother was no victim of circumstance, even if she pretends otherwise now. Her husband was away on business. They'd been fighting, you know. Fleur and Fancy weren't as sickeningly sugary sweet together back then as they are now." Blueblood scoffed. "No, I remember....there were rumors trickling across Canterlot of impending, ugly divorce for Canterlot's biggest power couple." He took a long drink. "...Fleur was lonely. I was lonely. I invited her to dinner."


"Liar!" Vogue snarled. "Y-you filthy, horrid liar!"


"You can surmise what happened next." Blueblood continued. "And again, and again....Canterlot never knew of the affair. We were careful."


"I'm not listening-!"


"But not careful enough."


"S-Shut up!"


"....Vogue." Blueblood turned to her, eyes soft. "One of the things you learn growing up is that adults are not infallible. We make mistakes, all of us. Your mother made one, and I did as well. But through it we created you, and I could never regret that." Desperately, he tried to lift her chin.

"I don't regret your existence, Vogue. All my life has been nothing but pointless, expensive frivolity and pursuit of various hedonism...but when you were born, and I held you in my hooves for the first time...it was like something finally clicked into place. You are my meaning, my daughter, the center of my universe. All packaged up in one tiny, sweet, perfect little foal." Blueblood gently cradled her face, and curiously, Vogue did not resist him. She simply gazed back at him, spellbound, her eyes a perfect, pure reflection of his own. There, Blueblood found his courage.

"It's been torture, my dear, watching you grow up. Always so close, yet so far away...watching you be a pretty doll for Fleur and Fancy to play happy family with. To play pretend with." He scowled at the memory. "But now the wretched lie is finally broken, and we don't have to pretend anymore. My dear, my Vogue....you can be mine now. Truly." He breathed, his eyes alive with raw hope. "My princess...the duchess. You can live with me in Canterlot castle, have your own quarters-your own servants-why, if you like Canterlot Carousel's fashion so much, I'll buy the whole shop for you!" He laughed, loud, joyous, genuine. "You'll never want for anything, my darling. Please, please, come with me, let me into your world-and I'll give you everything you could ever want. Please, my girl, just say the word...and its yours."


Vogue drew a long, shaky breath-and then her face simply crumpled, like fine china.


"....I want my daddy."


She pushed him away weakly, nearly stumbling, blinded by tears. She turned tail and fled, bawling, filling the garden with loud, heartbroken sobs.



Daddy, she called, and it echoed through Blueblood's mind. Daddy, Daddy.



Blueblood's hooves still numbly held the spot she'd just been in. Something wet slipped down his face-slowly at first, but then building into a steady river. Weakly, he sent out a pulse of magic, clutching for the wine bottle, and he poured himself a tall drink, wine slopping down the sides of the glass. He tipped his head back and drank, then drank again-barely tasting it-but the wine did nothing, nothing to smother the guilt....nothing to soothe the pain.



Something inside Duke Blueblood had shattered.


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Next: ever wonder why Blueblood is so cold to Moondancer when he finally meets him well hey this is why. This happened first


Read the pandoraverse main story arc (in chronological order!) here: lopoddity.deviantart.com/galle…
The story between Duke Blueblood and his children isn't finished yet....


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Golden-Risuto [2022-07-02 18:37:46 +0000 UTC]

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R0ckStarKiTTy126 [2021-11-30 03:21:51 +0000 UTC]

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NO-SoupForYou [2021-05-21 02:56:14 +0000 UTC]

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8NICOPINK8 [2021-02-19 04:29:08 +0000 UTC]

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TheAwkwardPisces [2021-01-17 15:06:43 +0000 UTC]

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Leowyldemi [2019-07-09 04:08:19 +0000 UTC]

that was heartbreaking, and in a way beautiful, he showed humanity there

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KatsumiKazuka [2019-07-08 16:44:33 +0000 UTC]

Probably how I would treat my birth father if he ever tries to approach me and try and worm his way into my life when he was the one who walked out when I was small. He had his chance. Blueblood at least showed interest the whole time.

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Siansaar [2019-07-08 04:11:58 +0000 UTC]

Seeing this linked again in the newest picture reminded me...does Blueblood actually ever find happiness?

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Lopoddity In reply to Siansaar [2019-07-08 23:35:36 +0000 UTC]

I can't answer that at the moment, I don't want to spoil the story. Know that I don't hold any sort of personal vendetta against Blueblood, and I'm not out to make the guy miserable. He's actually one of my favorite characters to write.

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Siansaar In reply to Lopoddity [2019-07-09 01:23:13 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, can't wait for new details. At this point I'm just feeling so sorry for the guy
(psst, also, when's the story of Moondancer and Sombra's horn gonna continue? Poor Midnight's still petrified)

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Lopoddity In reply to Siansaar [2019-07-09 01:33:15 +0000 UTC]

I’ve had Moondancer’s arc mapped out from beginning to end since like....2017. I just get a lot of anxiety about working on it, sharing it, hoping it delivers on people’s expectations. While I love that so many people enjoy my horse melodrama, it’s a bit frightening sometimes, knowing so many people are waiting (and waiting, and waiting) to see what I write next. So I get kinda paralyzed into not working on the story.

It will continue. Soon. (I’ll try my best)

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Siansaar In reply to Lopoddity [2019-07-09 14:22:02 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, that feel feels familiar. Well, the main thing is that you enjoy it! I'm just along for the ride

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Cosmic-Flares [2019-07-08 00:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh Lopoddity you’ve done it again, your writing is wonderful TwT 
(lol I know this is late but I must give credit where it is due)

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BC-LS [2019-04-09 23:17:11 +0000 UTC]

Why didn’t Blueblood get custody?

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StaticPaws In reply to BC-LS [2019-07-08 00:57:06 +0000 UTC]

Because it was an affair and he agreed to let Fancy Pants and Fleur have sole custody

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BC-LS In reply to StaticPaws [2019-07-08 03:31:46 +0000 UTC]

Oh okay.

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Cosmic-Flares In reply to StaticPaws [2019-07-08 00:59:16 +0000 UTC]

Lol we literally had the same idea XD we both answered this old question 

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Nautilus18 [2019-01-25 20:01:39 +0000 UTC]

Those glasses have got to be enchanted, no way they are staying on her face with only her muzzle to support them.

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thecolorlesscrayon [2018-10-10 01:11:07 +0000 UTC]

A LOT of problems wouldn’t have even existed if blueblood had just met moony first

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DragonTurtle2 [2018-09-12 14:57:19 +0000 UTC]

"My father is Sir Fanciful Pants."  Something that sounds like it came from Google Translate has never felt so meaningful and dramatic.

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TracyTheSushi [2018-05-26 00:14:02 +0000 UTC]

Whoa, this was deep. You did great with grammar, spelling, even the entire story!

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Acasiusc3 [2018-05-22 14:28:49 +0000 UTC]

This is, tbh, how I felt when I learned my father isn't well, my father and that im really just a basterd child that never knew her father. It hurts, its a shock

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Evilhumour-Author [2018-05-07 11:59:15 +0000 UTC]

damnnn

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Colourstrike [2018-05-02 23:59:32 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I actually feel bad for Blueblood. But he did have it coming. He rejects his first kid, and his second kid rejects him, perfect karma.

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CelestialShimmer In reply to Colourstrike [2018-05-05 15:18:18 +0000 UTC]

This happened first

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bbb35 [2018-05-02 22:41:02 +0000 UTC]

Hot, boiling tears welled up in Vogue's eyes, and she began to cry. "You....you rotten old man! Why can't you give me a straight answer? You just said I'm becoming a mare, b-but you're treating me like a baby!" She blubbered, fat tears dripping from her muzzle. "All this secrecy and lies-the spying-I know you're hiding something! Maman and Daddy too....everypony is keeping some big secret from me, and you all act like I'm too stupid to know the truth!"


The duke reached out a hoof, but hesitated. "....We just don't want to hurt you." He said quietly. "You're too young, my darling. The truth can wait. Please, for now, enjoy your birthday. Enjoy your friends, your gifts-"


"Oui, and my newfound wealth." Vogue said suddenly, fixing him with a sharp look. "I overheard Maman and Daddy whispering last night. I've been named the sole heir of your estate."


Blueblood sucked in a breath. "...You....you know about that."


"If the adults are being sneaky, I figured I'm allowed to do a little sneaking as well." Vogue said darkly. "Later that night, I went snooping through Daddy's work desk. I found a letter with your royal crest on it-and it said that I'm to inherit everything. Your wealth, your properties...even your title." She wiped at her face. "Why? There have to be more deserving ponies out there, ponies in need. Why not give it to them? Why me, Duke Blueblood?"


Deep in Blueblood's chest, something began to ache. "I....I want you to have it, Vogue."


"Why?"  Vogue's eyes bore into him. "I'll never stop asking, Blueblood."


"I-I...My dear...." The duke fumbled for an answer, any answer, something to pacify. Finally, he heaved an enormous sigh. "....You're a very perceptive little girl."


"I read a lot of mystery novels." Vogue answered. Her stern look did not lessen.

----

Oh no, the truth is out!!

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And worse, when she rejected him, he rejected his other child! OH GOD, BLUEBLOOD, MISTAKES, MISTAKES!!

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Reynicloud [2018-04-08 03:42:12 +0000 UTC]

I really need more of this. Plus I really want Blueblood to finally understand the event with Vogue is entirely different with Moondancer.

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Lilmissgrace [2018-04-01 23:58:41 +0000 UTC]

I hope blueblood and moondancer meet again someday. 

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XxNightSparrowxX [2018-03-31 03:23:02 +0000 UTC]

i dont believe Duke BlueBlood deserved to go through that much pain all he wanted  was his daughter and family back..

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Godzillamaster69 [2018-03-27 11:17:29 +0000 UTC]

Pos deserved every bit of it; I don't blame Vogue for being upset.

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KurseofKings [2018-03-19 00:38:07 +0000 UTC]

But, she looks nothing like Moondancer! ...At least to me.

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Partyanimal589 In reply to KurseofKings [2018-03-19 22:08:54 +0000 UTC]

They aren’t fully related they have the same dad but don’t have the same mom. She is the daughter of Flur De Lis and BlueBlood 

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EstherM22 [2018-03-08 15:02:49 +0000 UTC]

He deserved it.

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Pikaseel [2018-03-07 01:59:14 +0000 UTC]

Good.

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S0L0ngP4rtn3r [2018-03-05 05:57:02 +0000 UTC]

 HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG

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FizzyFlatSoda [2018-03-04 09:21:13 +0000 UTC]

OOOH HEART HURTIE
No but your prose you pin onto your pictures is amazing to read, and inspires me a lot - especially how Blueblood is still so prideful and self-centered yet seems to be tapping into a part of himself he didn't know he had, its a fascinating dynamic to read about! 

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Ailita27asakura [2018-03-01 18:56:11 +0000 UTC]

How ironic. One child want to know be close to him while the other doesn't even want to acknowledge him at all. To be honest blueblood got what he deserver for not keeping his pant on. No he know what moondancer felt when he reject him. 

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LidyGarmadon In reply to Ailita27asakura [2018-03-06 04:26:08 +0000 UTC]

I agree with you   
Plus, was there a chance when Moondancer and Vogue ever meet and find out that their siblings, well, half-siblings

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Ailita27asakura In reply to LidyGarmadon [2018-03-06 18:47:24 +0000 UTC]

I think they cross path, but haven't acknowledge present yet. Can u imagine mad would Moondancer ever found out if he have a half-sibling. I mean he is angry about the world as it is.

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star3catcher [2018-02-27 22:58:15 +0000 UTC]

GOD I love her curls. They're just so... perfect!

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Nakuru-Nebelung [2018-02-27 14:05:53 +0000 UTC]

So ... what's the point with now telling that to her? If she goes woth him everypony will know she is her daughter and he had an affair with Fleur. I don't think the nobility will accepts that (I mean, come one, he's been  fleeing rom it all his life)

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LunaNyxArt [2018-02-27 03:07:39 +0000 UTC]

I feel bad for blueblood, yet he kinda comes off as creepy here.

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aradibaa [2018-02-26 06:06:38 +0000 UTC]

was wondering how that old twunk bitch got so jaded

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DBrentOGara [2018-02-26 00:26:15 +0000 UTC]

Karma's a real mean female dog... but good old Blue Blood deserves every bit of pain he's feeling!

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RenegadeRobin [2018-02-25 22:28:28 +0000 UTC]

Nuuuu my soul

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SatyrSong99 [2018-02-25 21:46:21 +0000 UTC]

This makes my heart break qmq

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Fierceclaws3 [2018-02-25 21:26:55 +0000 UTC]

I feel bad for Blueblood, but Fleur and Fancy are probably better parents.

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ilovegnomes [2018-02-25 19:25:21 +0000 UTC]

I don't know who to feel worse for

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mlpdarksparx [2018-02-25 18:54:29 +0000 UTC]

I didn't get permission for this Feels Trip.

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Curse-Never-Dying199 [2018-02-25 15:50:00 +0000 UTC]

I may not like Blueblood that much and there have been some Canon things to redeem him. But I think he needs a hug or something, at least someone to stay with him. 

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