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Made with Apophysis

NIN - The Becoming... the soundtrack to this artwork. It's a... one of the more discordant and disturbing pieces I made during that particular creative session. I did eventually arrive to more peaceful and harmonious "closure" artwork but I figured I'd rather share the diffucult and painful stuff. This is ehh... feelings. They develop, evolve. With every little shift there is a subtle undercurrent of panic which eventually subsides. I'm leaving behind old pieces of me, discarded pieces of shell I sometimes step on by accident. I have hard time putting my feelings in words. I don't even know why should I spell them out because really, what use the words are. The artwork is.. frustration. So much is always happening inside, all the sharp edges, the bright flashes of happiness. I keep wanting to tell you how much I care about you, except I can't find the right words and I worry that if I say nothing, you won't know.

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Description
Made with Apophysis

NIN - The Becoming... the soundtrack to this artwork. It's a... one of the more discordant and disturbing pieces I made during that particular creative session. I did eventually arrive to more peaceful and harmonious "closure" artwork but I figured I'd rather share the diffucult and painful stuff. This is ehh... feelings. They develop, evolve. With every little shift there is a subtle undercurrent of panic which eventually subsides. I'm leaving behind old pieces of me, discarded pieces of shell I sometimes step on by accident. I have hard time putting my feelings in words. I don't even know why should I spell them out because really, what use the words are. The artwork is.. frustration. So much is always happening inside, all the sharp edges, the bright flashes of happiness. I keep wanting to tell you how much I care about you, except I can't find the right words and I worry that if I say nothing, you won't know.

Facebook | Commission & licensing info | DeviantART prints | Society6 | Redbubble Related artworks:

© Eli Vokounova (CC BY-NC-ND 3.0) - Sharing my artworks with attribution (link to the image and my name) is allowed. Commercial usage of my artworks is forbidden. Altering, transforming or building upon my artworks is forbidden.