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December 31

Dear Valor,

       I guess that is what it's like for us… But there is nothing that we can do I guess. I've been doing my best to get back. I miss you so much. They also moved me into a very special place in the psyche ward for pregnant mothers. We each get our own room, and security is a lot tighter in this part of the area. I've been just a tad worried that they are a little bit more cautious about me… something tells me that they believe that I am trouble. I've heard whispers among the women here. They are calling me a brute and many other nasty things.
      The doctor here says my child is healthy as well. I'm hoping that we'll be more informed now that
we're both pregnant. I'm a little tired of this… I think that after I get out, that we should run away. We need to get away from the church. I'm telling you that it's not safe there. Please tell me you'll be even more careful now that you are carrying my child.
       I keep feeling my stomach, I've been waiting for the day I could be a mother or father. I really don't know which I'm considered… So… are you the mother or am I? I mean, what will we tell our children… and what if they turn out like us. We'll be honest with them won't we? I'm not sure about this. I'm excited, and yet, I'm scared. I'm sorry, being here has made me more paranoid then before.
       And my morning sickness is your fault! Merry Christmas to us! We have kids now.

Love,
    Angel

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December 31

Dear Valor,

       I guess that is what it's like for us… But there is nothing that we can do I guess. I've been doing my best to get back. I miss you so much. They also moved me into a very special place in the psyche ward for pregnant mothers. We each get our own room, and security is a lot tighter in this part of the area. I've been just a tad worried that they are a little bit more cautious about me… something tells me that they believe that I am trouble. I've heard whispers among the women here. They are calling me a brute and many other nasty things.
      The doctor here says my child is healthy as well. I'm hoping that we'll be more informed now that
we're both pregnant. I'm a little tired of this… I think that after I get out, that we should run away. We need to get away from the church. I'm telling you that it's not safe there. Please tell me you'll be even more careful now that you are carrying my child.
       I keep feeling my stomach, I've been waiting for the day I could be a mother or father. I really don't know which I'm considered… So… are you the mother or am I? I mean, what will we tell our children… and what if they turn out like us. We'll be honest with them won't we? I'm not sure about this. I'm excited, and yet, I'm scared. I'm sorry, being here has made me more paranoid then before.
       And my morning sickness is your fault! Merry Christmas to us! We have kids now.

Love,
    Angel