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Your Perfect.
There's no dought, everyone knows that. Everyone is jealous of you, and you love it. All the girls want you, dream of you. Every boy would kill to be you. What's so special about you? Could it be your Perfect smile? Or you're Perfect shinny dark eyes? Or could it be you're Perfect slim figure? Or you're Perfect Raven hair? Or could it be your [I]Perfect[/I] soothing voice that relaxes, me, making everything OK just for a moment? Or could it be the Perfect way you hold yourself up? Your Perfect.

You've got everything.
You know it. I know it. Others know it. You love the jealousy in their eyes. It makes you feel [I]Perfict.[/I] You purposely walk slowly to your locker making me shiver, and others drool. You've got a perfect home, perfect parents, perfect brother, perfect style, perfect home, perfect everything. [I]You've got everything[/I]

You're perfect personality.
All I ever wanted in a guy. To hold me. To love me. To make me laugh even know life is suffocating. Only with three words you'd make my day. I. Love. You. I will melt in your arms. [I]You're perfect personality.[/I]

Your perfectly gay.
I walked to my locker hearing moans. I got curious, and walked closer to where they were coming from. It seemed to be coming from the Janitor's closet. I reached for the door knob, and opened it. My mouth dropped, my body started to shake, my eyes started to water. There you were. There he was. Making out love to you. I wanted to run. I wanted to cry. I wanted to die. But I couldn't. My brain locked itself away preventing me from doing anything. You noticed me standing there, shouted my name. You ran towards me pulling your clothes on, and yanked me out of the closet. You told me to shut my mouth about it, and I just stood there. It didn't seem like you cared about me crying, or me gasping for oxygen, which seemed like I didn't have any more of. From that day on I locked your secret away, and cried myself to sleep every night.

[I]I'm Imperfict.[/I]
There's nothing special about me. I'm short, and weak. I got cuts, and bruises everywhere. Well that's what you get for being gay when your father is Catholic. See when I told my mom I was gay, she was a bit upset, but she said It wasn't my fault, and shes okay with it. The only thing is, my dad heard our conversation, and...let's just say metal hurts more than I thought.

[b]Flashback[/b]

[I]"Paul don't!" My mother screamed as my father started hitting me with a peace of metal that broke down from the chair he was hitting me previously."Daddy no!" I screamed for my life as the metal hit my back.
"I'm not your dad! I will not have a gay son!" He spat.
"Paul please stop!" Mom cried trying to take away the metal he was hitting my leg with now. But she failed. Dad hit her, and she flew backwards holding her bleeding chin. "Mom!" I sobbed. Suddenly dad stopped hitting me. I was afraid of opening my eyes so I kept them closed. "Paul?" Mom asked her voice breaking. "Shut up!" He shouted. "Paul please don't!" She cried softly. I heard dad digging through the closet. Suddenly I knew what he was looking for. [I]His old hand gun.[/I] My eyes shut open, and I jumped up using all the strength I had. Mom looked at me and mouthed "run." I tried but with all the strength I had I fell flat on my face making a loud thump. Dad turned around, and laughed. Then there were footsteps. [I]Thud[/I] The last thing I heard was mom screaming.[/I]

[b]End of flashback.[/b]

It makes me shudder even thinking about it. If you are wondering what happened next then I'll tell you. I woke up in a hospital, with dad sitting next to me with a nurse. Of course that's not the way I wanted to wake up. I jumped back away from that fucker.
"Naruto, I'm so glad your okay!" He jumped up and hugged me. I tried to get him off but he dug his nails into me skin and whispered in my ear. "You will behave, and will not say a word about what had happened!" I didn't say anything so he dug his nails deeper in my skin. I cried out in pain, making the nurse get dad off of me. "I'm sorry I didn't know it hurts that much." He said whipping away his fake tears.

"Naruto, do you remember what happened?" The nurse asked. I looked at dad who was glaring at me. It was a sign that if I say yes I will get it later. I shook my head back and forth, and looked down. "Nothing?" She asked. I didn't bother to look up I knew dad was glaring at me again. So I just said no. The doctors said I have concussion from someone hitting me in the head. Yeah It was dad with his pretty little gun. But of course, I couldn't say anything. After a month they let me out of the hospital, they told me to stay home for 3 weeks and rest. Oh I got some rest. Dad beat me every second I did something wrong. He beat me cause I turned the T.V. on like a queer. Mom was just in her room not coming out whenever I called for her. Instead she turned on the stereo as loud as she could while I cried hopelessly on the floor receiving the hits.

After 3 weeks I went back to school. I wasn't physical ready but I had to go anyway. Kiba and Neji came running as they saw me enter from the front door. They loaded me with questions. They helped me with everything. Gaara was always by my side every day. As for Sasuke, he only looked at me and asked me if I was okay. Then went back to making out with his man-whore. I'm not saying he didn't care. He just wasn't by my side every minute.

And now here I am. Sitting in my room, looking out my window. My father still beats me, mom still didn't come out of her room. She wont eat, wont drink, or talk. I have to make her food, and everything. Every morning I put her breakfast by her door, and tell her to open up. She never does. I give up, and go to my room. A few minutes later I hear her open the door, and closing it. I always check if she took her food in. Sometimes she does sometimes she doesn't. That means she doesn't like what I bring her. Witch pisses me off because I put all the effort I have to make her food try to tell her to come out, and talk to her. Life truly sucks, at least for me. I looked at the letter I got from someone on Valentines day. I still wonder who it was. It didn't have a name on it only "from a friend" I have a few friends so it's impossible to know.

Flashback

[I]"Hey Naruto guess what!" Gaara's childish voice said excitedly.
"What?" My childish voice asked hyperactivity. "You got a love letter!" He said handing it to me smiling from ear to ear. I happily took it, and read it. "Dear Naruto, I would love to tell you how much I love you but I get all nervous, and think you wont want to be friends anymore. Hope I get to tell you in person sometime. I love you! "

End of-Flashback

That was when I was 11. Now I'm almost 16. I've been wondering for 5 years. I wish I could of remembered to ask Gaara who it was from. I regret not asking him. He probably forgot already. I put the letter into my black journal and put it under my windows hiding place I made with Gaara when we were 12. I had lots of with Gaara every time we were together. He is my best friend. *Naruto pick up that phone and get your ass over to my house!* My phone kept on repeating. Gaara recorded it when I slept over at his house when mom, and dad were fighting. I snuck out the window and ran over to Gaara's house leaving a note that only mom knows where I put so dad wont come and beat me at Gaara's. Back then I wasn't really scared of dad.
I picked up the phone, and waited for Gaara to talk. "Hey Naru-chan wanna have a sleepover? Neji, and Kiba are on their way over here. And Sasuke." He said the last part as a whisper. Only he knows I like Sasuke, and that I'm Gay. "Um I'll try." I said and hung up. I wonder why he acts weird every time Sasuke is around. I should ask him sometime. I packed up, and left a note for my mom, and left before dad got home. I know mom's not gonna come up here but in case.

I jumped down from my window and ran all the way to Gaara's house. "Hey, Naruto!" Gaara greeted at the door smiling at me. I must say he looks so cute in his bunny Pj's and bunny slippers, and messy hair. I just wanted to kiss him so badly! Wo-what? I wanted to what? I shook the thought out of my head and gave him a big bear hug. "Oi, Na-ruto I can't breathe!" Garra struggled. "sorry!" I apologized as I let go. "Hey guys!" I greeted the others, and went off the bathroom to change. I changed into my fox pj's quickly and headed out to join the others. "Okay I'm done, lets get started!" I yelled excitedly. Gaara sat there shocked, and I think he was blushing. I looked around and everyone was blushing. "Uh, is there something wrong?" I asked confused. "Damn, Naru! You look hot!" Kiba announced, which made me 10 different shades of red. I looked at Sasuke, and I swear I couldn't breathe. He was wearing a blue Pj top that said "I'm a kitty cat" and he had cat ears on. Everyone was an animal. Gaara was a bunny. Sasuke was a Kitty, Kiba was a puppy, Neji was SpomgeBob. Yeah okay so Spongebob is not an animal but whatever.

*ding ding dong*

"Oh I'll get it!" I got up, and opened the door. There stood the pizza man. "How much?" I asked. "$14.99." He said. "Gaara, it's 14.99 not 13.99!" I yelled. For some reason the pizza guy was blushing. "W-what?" I asked him. "No-nothing." He stuttered. Finally Gaara came with the money, and paid for the pizza. We ate all of it, and decided to play truth or dare.

"Truth or Dare Naruto?" Kiba asked me. "Ummm, Dare!" I answered.
"I Dare you to sit in Gaara's lap for the rest of the game." He smiled. I got up and sat in Gaara's lap, and smiled up at him. Everybody "awwwed" and Gaara blushed. What's with him these days? "Neji, Truth or Dare?" I asked. "Truth." He said. "Wussy!" I teased. "All right. Is it true that you kissed Kiba on purpose when we were 14?" I laughed evilly, as everyone "ooh ed". "Damn, can I change it to dare?" He asked biting his lips. "You gave away the answer Moran!" Sasuke laughed. "Watch out Naruto cuz I'm gonna get you!" Neji threatened. "Bring it!" I said. "Fine truth or Dare?" He asked. If I pick Truth he might question my sexuality, if I pick dare he might dare me to kiss Sasuke. "Dare!" I yelled. "okay! Make out with.." He started. Yes yes yes! "Gaara!" He chuckled. My face fell as everyone cheered. I have kissed Gaara at Dares but never made out. Crap! "What's wrong Naru-chan? bunny got your tongue?" He teased. "You'll see what will get yours SpongeBob Gay-pants!" I teased him which made the guys "oooooh". I turned around and Gaara looked nervous. To tell you the truth I was exited, and nervous. But why exited? I'm confused. "You could forfeit. But you know you don't want to strip naked." Sasuke laughed. "Oh, shut up!" I yelled nervously. To my surprise I couldn't take it anymore I suddenly jumped on Gaara knocking us both backwards, and connecting our lips. I felt numb. My hearing wasn't working well, and the room stated to feel like i was falling until Gaara licked my bottom lip begging for entrance. I hesitated a bit but let him in, letting him explore my mouth till' he found what he was looking for. My toung. He played with it but soon it turned into a war. I wasn't gonna let him win. I fought till I noticed something was missing. Oxygen. We pulled apart looking at each other, both of us blushing."Damn! You two sure make a hot couple." Sasuke announced. My heart suddenly felt like it's been torn into peaces, and tears started forming, but I fought them back. "Really?" I asked trying to sound happy. "Yeah!" Everyone shouted. I felt like I just got stabbed again, and I guess it showed because everyone was looking at me worried. "Naruto? Whats wrong?" Neji asked. "Nothings wrong." I acted happy. "Why are you crying?" Sasuke asked. My heart skipped a beat. I panicked. I was so lost in my thoughts I let some of the tears escape. I looked around, and everyone was waiting for an answer. I did the next best thing. Ran. I ran till' I got to Ichiraku's just to see that knowone was there. "Good." I thought.

***

"What's with him? It's not like Gaaras a bad kisser." Kiba said."It's not that." Gaara said looking down. "I'll go get him." Sasuke said. "No! Thats a bad idea, I'll go get him." Kiba suddenly jumped up. "No! I wanna find out what hes hiding from me.!" Sasuke shouted, and pushed Kiba aside.

***

I sat on the floor trying to stop crying, but the tears just wouldn't stop. I jumped as someone wrapped their arms around me. It was Sasuke. I recognized his scent. "Why are you acting so different around me?" He asked. "W-what?" I choked out. "You started acting really different since...." He trailed off. "Since you saw me with my boyfriend." He continued. All the memories came running in, like it just happened. That didn't help my crying at all. "It's that right? Your disgusted aren't you?" He whispered. "N-no." I choked. "Then what is it?" He asked turning towards me.

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Your Perfect.
There's no dought, everyone knows that. Everyone is jealous of you, and you love it. All the girls want you, dream of you. Every boy would kill to be you. What's so special about you? Could it be your Perfect smile? Or you're Perfect shinny dark eyes? Or could it be you're Perfect slim figure? Or you're Perfect Raven hair? Or could it be your [I]Perfect[/I] soothing voice that relaxes, me, making everything OK just for a moment? Or could it be the Perfect way you hold yourself up? Your Perfect.

You've got everything.
You know it. I know it. Others know it. You love the jealousy in their eyes. It makes you feel [I]Perfict.[/I] You purposely walk slowly to your locker making me shiver, and others drool. You've got a perfect home, perfect parents, perfect brother, perfect style, perfect home, perfect everything. [I]You've got everything[/I]

You're perfect personality.
All I ever wanted in a guy. To hold me. To love me. To make me laugh even know life is suffocating. Only with three words you'd make my day. I. Love. You. I will melt in your arms. [I]You're perfect personality.[/I]

Your perfectly gay.
I walked to my locker hearing moans. I got curious, and walked closer to where they were coming from. It seemed to be coming from the Janitor's closet. I reached for the door knob, and opened it. My mouth dropped, my body started to shake, my eyes started to water. There you were. There he was. Making out love to you. I wanted to run. I wanted to cry. I wanted to die. But I couldn't. My brain locked itself away preventing me from doing anything. You noticed me standing there, shouted my name. You ran towards me pulling your clothes on, and yanked me out of the closet. You told me to shut my mouth about it, and I just stood there. It didn't seem like you cared about me crying, or me gasping for oxygen, which seemed like I didn't have any more of. From that day on I locked your secret away, and cried myself to sleep every night.

[I]I'm Imperfict.[/I]
There's nothing special about me. I'm short, and weak. I got cuts, and bruises everywhere. Well that's what you get for being gay when your father is Catholic. See when I told my mom I was gay, she was a bit upset, but she said It wasn't my fault, and shes okay with it. The only thing is, my dad heard our conversation, and...let's just say metal hurts more than I thought.

[b]Flashback[/b]

[I]"Paul don't!" My mother screamed as my father started hitting me with a peace of metal that broke down from the chair he was hitting me previously."Daddy no!" I screamed for my life as the metal hit my back.
"I'm not your dad! I will not have a gay son!" He spat.
"Paul please stop!" Mom cried trying to take away the metal he was hitting my leg with now. But she failed. Dad hit her, and she flew backwards holding her bleeding chin. "Mom!" I sobbed. Suddenly dad stopped hitting me. I was afraid of opening my eyes so I kept them closed. "Paul?" Mom asked her voice breaking. "Shut up!" He shouted. "Paul please don't!" She cried softly. I heard dad digging through the closet. Suddenly I knew what he was looking for. [I]His old hand gun.[/I] My eyes shut open, and I jumped up using all the strength I had. Mom looked at me and mouthed "run." I tried but with all the strength I had I fell flat on my face making a loud thump. Dad turned around, and laughed. Then there were footsteps. [I]Thud[/I] The last thing I heard was mom screaming.[/I]

[b]End of flashback.[/b]

It makes me shudder even thinking about it. If you are wondering what happened next then I'll tell you. I woke up in a hospital, with dad sitting next to me with a nurse. Of course that's not the way I wanted to wake up. I jumped back away from that fucker.
"Naruto, I'm so glad your okay!" He jumped up and hugged me. I tried to get him off but he dug his nails into me skin and whispered in my ear. "You will behave, and will not say a word about what had happened!" I didn't say anything so he dug his nails deeper in my skin. I cried out in pain, making the nurse get dad off of me. "I'm sorry I didn't know it hurts that much." He said whipping away his fake tears.

"Naruto, do you remember what happened?" The nurse asked. I looked at dad who was glaring at me. It was a sign that if I say yes I will get it later. I shook my head back and forth, and looked down. "Nothing?" She asked. I didn't bother to look up I knew dad was glaring at me again. So I just said no. The doctors said I have concussion from someone hitting me in the head. Yeah It was dad with his pretty little gun. But of course, I couldn't say anything. After a month they let me out of the hospital, they told me to stay home for 3 weeks and rest. Oh I got some rest. Dad beat me every second I did something wrong. He beat me cause I turned the T.V. on like a queer. Mom was just in her room not coming out whenever I called for her. Instead she turned on the stereo as loud as she could while I cried hopelessly on the floor receiving the hits.

After 3 weeks I went back to school. I wasn't physical ready but I had to go anyway. Kiba and Neji came running as they saw me enter from the front door. They loaded me with questions. They helped me with everything. Gaara was always by my side every day. As for Sasuke, he only looked at me and asked me if I was okay. Then went back to making out with his man-whore. I'm not saying he didn't care. He just wasn't by my side every minute.

And now here I am. Sitting in my room, looking out my window. My father still beats me, mom still didn't come out of her room. She wont eat, wont drink, or talk. I have to make her food, and everything. Every morning I put her breakfast by her door, and tell her to open up. She never does. I give up, and go to my room. A few minutes later I hear her open the door, and closing it. I always check if she took her food in. Sometimes she does sometimes she doesn't. That means she doesn't like what I bring her. Witch pisses me off because I put all the effort I have to make her food try to tell her to come out, and talk to her. Life truly sucks, at least for me. I looked at the letter I got from someone on Valentines day. I still wonder who it was. It didn't have a name on it only "from a friend" I have a few friends so it's impossible to know.

Flashback

[I]"Hey Naruto guess what!" Gaara's childish voice said excitedly.
"What?" My childish voice asked hyperactivity. "You got a love letter!" He said handing it to me smiling from ear to ear. I happily took it, and read it. "Dear Naruto, I would love to tell you how much I love you but I get all nervous, and think you wont want to be friends anymore. Hope I get to tell you in person sometime. I love you! "

End of-Flashback

That was when I was 11. Now I'm almost 16. I've been wondering for 5 years. I wish I could of remembered to ask Gaara who it was from. I regret not asking him. He probably forgot already. I put the letter into my black journal and put it under my windows hiding place I made with Gaara when we were 12. I had lots of with Gaara every time we were together. He is my best friend. *Naruto pick up that phone and get your ass over to my house!* My phone kept on repeating. Gaara recorded it when I slept over at his house when mom, and dad were fighting. I snuck out the window and ran over to Gaara's house leaving a note that only mom knows where I put so dad wont come and beat me at Gaara's. Back then I wasn't really scared of dad.
I picked up the phone, and waited for Gaara to talk. "Hey Naru-chan wanna have a sleepover? Neji, and Kiba are on their way over here. And Sasuke." He said the last part as a whisper. Only he knows I like Sasuke, and that I'm Gay. "Um I'll try." I said and hung up. I wonder why he acts weird every time Sasuke is around. I should ask him sometime. I packed up, and left a note for my mom, and left before dad got home. I know mom's not gonna come up here but in case.

I jumped down from my window and ran all the way to Gaara's house. "Hey, Naruto!" Gaara greeted at the door smiling at me. I must say he looks so cute in his bunny Pj's and bunny slippers, and messy hair. I just wanted to kiss him so badly! Wo-what? I wanted to what? I shook the thought out of my head and gave him a big bear hug. "Oi, Na-ruto I can't breathe!" Garra struggled. "sorry!" I apologized as I let go. "Hey guys!" I greeted the others, and went off the bathroom to change. I changed into my fox pj's quickly and headed out to join the others. "Okay I'm done, lets get started!" I yelled excitedly. Gaara sat there shocked, and I think he was blushing. I looked around and everyone was blushing. "Uh, is there something wrong?" I asked confused. "Damn, Naru! You look hot!" Kiba announced, which made me 10 different shades of red. I looked at Sasuke, and I swear I couldn't breathe. He was wearing a blue Pj top that said "I'm a kitty cat" and he had cat ears on. Everyone was an animal. Gaara was a bunny. Sasuke was a Kitty, Kiba was a puppy, Neji was SpomgeBob. Yeah okay so Spongebob is not an animal but whatever.

*ding ding dong*

"Oh I'll get it!" I got up, and opened the door. There stood the pizza man. "How much?" I asked. "$14.99." He said. "Gaara, it's 14.99 not 13.99!" I yelled. For some reason the pizza guy was blushing. "W-what?" I asked him. "No-nothing." He stuttered. Finally Gaara came with the money, and paid for the pizza. We ate all of it, and decided to play truth or dare.

"Truth or Dare Naruto?" Kiba asked me. "Ummm, Dare!" I answered.
"I Dare you to sit in Gaara's lap for the rest of the game." He smiled. I got up and sat in Gaara's lap, and smiled up at him. Everybody "awwwed" and Gaara blushed. What's with him these days? "Neji, Truth or Dare?" I asked. "Truth." He said. "Wussy!" I teased. "All right. Is it true that you kissed Kiba on purpose when we were 14?" I laughed evilly, as everyone "ooh ed". "Damn, can I change it to dare?" He asked biting his lips. "You gave away the answer Moran!" Sasuke laughed. "Watch out Naruto cuz I'm gonna get you!" Neji threatened. "Bring it!" I said. "Fine truth or Dare?" He asked. If I pick Truth he might question my sexuality, if I pick dare he might dare me to kiss Sasuke. "Dare!" I yelled. "okay! Make out with.." He started. Yes yes yes! "Gaara!" He chuckled. My face fell as everyone cheered. I have kissed Gaara at Dares but never made out. Crap! "What's wrong Naru-chan? bunny got your tongue?" He teased. "You'll see what will get yours SpongeBob Gay-pants!" I teased him which made the guys "oooooh". I turned around and Gaara looked nervous. To tell you the truth I was exited, and nervous. But why exited? I'm confused. "You could forfeit. But you know you don't want to strip naked." Sasuke laughed. "Oh, shut up!" I yelled nervously. To my surprise I couldn't take it anymore I suddenly jumped on Gaara knocking us both backwards, and connecting our lips. I felt numb. My hearing wasn't working well, and the room stated to feel like i was falling until Gaara licked my bottom lip begging for entrance. I hesitated a bit but let him in, letting him explore my mouth till' he found what he was looking for. My toung. He played with it but soon it turned into a war. I wasn't gonna let him win. I fought till I noticed something was missing. Oxygen. We pulled apart looking at each other, both of us blushing."Damn! You two sure make a hot couple." Sasuke announced. My heart suddenly felt like it's been torn into peaces, and tears started forming, but I fought them back. "Really?" I asked trying to sound happy. "Yeah!" Everyone shouted. I felt like I just got stabbed again, and I guess it showed because everyone was looking at me worried. "Naruto? Whats wrong?" Neji asked. "Nothings wrong." I acted happy. "Why are you crying?" Sasuke asked. My heart skipped a beat. I panicked. I was so lost in my thoughts I let some of the tears escape. I looked around, and everyone was waiting for an answer. I did the next best thing. Ran. I ran till' I got to Ichiraku's just to see that knowone was there. "Good." I thought.

***

"What's with him? It's not like Gaaras a bad kisser." Kiba said."It's not that." Gaara said looking down. "I'll go get him." Sasuke said. "No! Thats a bad idea, I'll go get him." Kiba suddenly jumped up. "No! I wanna find out what hes hiding from me.!" Sasuke shouted, and pushed Kiba aside.

***

I sat on the floor trying to stop crying, but the tears just wouldn't stop. I jumped as someone wrapped their arms around me. It was Sasuke. I recognized his scent. "Why are you acting so different around me?" He asked. "W-what?" I choked out. "You started acting really different since...." He trailed off. "Since you saw me with my boyfriend." He continued. All the memories came running in, like it just happened. That didn't help my crying at all. "It's that right? Your disgusted aren't you?" He whispered. "N-no." I choked. "Then what is it?" He asked turning towards me.