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In the beginning, I was shy; it took you a very long time to convince me.

The first time definitely wasn't the best, I would be lying if I told you otherwise. Then I tried again, and again, and slowly I began to get used to you. Pretty soon, and without realizing what was happening, I began depending on you. I honestly cannot pinpoint the moment when you became my master and I your slave, I guess I didn't want to admit it. I got addicted.

Now I need you. I need you every day, you are part of my routine. I wish I could tell someone about this unhealthy relationship, but I know they wouldn't understand. People are very judgmental.

Last year I didn't have you for a long time, and it was excruciating... at least in the beginning. At first it was the worst: you had stolen my appetite and my sleep, I was left an empty shell. Then it got a little better, and I even started feeling like myself again - myself before all this began. But even then I wanted you, I suppose I always wanted you. I suppose that is also the reason you are back in my life, I simply could not stay away.

Now, in the end, I don't think I'll ever stop wanting you, needing you.

I'm addicted.

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In the beginning, I was shy; it took you a very long time to convince me.

The first time definitely wasn't the best, I would be lying if I told you otherwise. Then I tried again, and again, and slowly I began to get used to you. Pretty soon, and without realizing what was happening, I began depending on you. I honestly cannot pinpoint the moment when you became my master and I your slave, I guess I didn't want to admit it. I got addicted.

Now I need you. I need you every day, you are part of my routine. I wish I could tell someone about this unhealthy relationship, but I know they wouldn't understand. People are very judgmental.

Last year I didn't have you for a long time, and it was excruciating... at least in the beginning. At first it was the worst: you had stolen my appetite and my sleep, I was left an empty shell. Then it got a little better, and I even started feeling like myself again - myself before all this began. But even then I wanted you, I suppose I always wanted you. I suppose that is also the reason you are back in my life, I simply could not stay away.

Now, in the end, I don't think I'll ever stop wanting you, needing you.

I'm addicted.