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You can take your time,Take my time
I shouldn't have, I know. I just... *sighs* I don't know. If I don't get it out once the thought comes to my head it keeps hurting, you know? And fun fact: every single band or artist that I listen to has at least one song that makes me think of MCR and the thing they did. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FUNCTION ANYMORE
Anyway, thanks for looking. <3
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Everytime I see such pictures that deep sadness overwhelms me again. I mean I am happy enough that everyone of them continues their own way but.. they helped me to get over a lot and gave me strength with their lyrics and quores; I just want to cry sometimes when I think about their split. I can understand you very well, I feel the same... ;___;
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I'm sorry I made you feel sad! But thank you, I'm glad you understand... sometimes people don't get it, so we kinda need each other to say it's okay, you know? Because it is... and it will be. <3
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No, it's alright. I just needed to know someone who thinks exactly like me. Just like you said, some people just don't get it and we need each other. And music connects people somehow, you know; Thank you for these kind words, they sound so nice. <3
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It's hard not knowing any MCR fans in real life, just online... but it's a lot better than nothing. And you're welcome, I wish I could help the fandom more <3
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I know a few, but only online, too. And none of them is obsessed with them like I am, but you're right, it's better than not knowing any others... I am planning to buy the Greatest Hits Album, aah I was kinda sad and happy when I first heard of it >_< Gonna go make some fan art in the next time :3
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Yeah, the feeling that we're more obsessed than other people is bad, too... but I guess it's okay while it's healthy. xDΒ
I'm still not sure of my feelings about the Greatest Hits. Sometimes I'm happy about it, sometimes I'm sad. But I definitely wanna hear it, especially the "new" songs. Ahh do it! <3
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It's more the thought that I might annoy someone, I myself am fine with being that obsessed and since I love them so much, I don't really care what my friends think about my big obsession
Yes, I find it kind of hard because it's like they'd say "It's over and MCR won't come back" by giving it exactly that title, but it somehow means so much to me and I'm really curious about The Attic Demos and the unreleased songs o.o I will of course <3
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Haha, yeah, I know. I'm pretty sure I do annoy some people, but oh well, that's life.
I'm very curious too, even more now after we got more details on it! But still, it's sad... argh, it's conflicting. Too bad I don't have money to buy it yet :/
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You're right. I mean everyone has their big interest, only that the ones like us show it a little more than usual ^^ And here, everyone talks about their favourite series just like they are be real - so why not the same with an awesome band that really changed some peoples lives?
I don't have money either, but since it will be released around my birthday it's the one and only present I will get - already pre-ordered it a few days ago. And I hope you'll get a copy of it too someday (: Have you seen the trailer? I brought tears in the end. But it was that undefined sadness again x:
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Yeeeah, and then they think we're the crazy ones. I think everyone should express their obsession as they want, as long as it's not harming anyone. And true. I wonder if it's harder for us to be taken seriously, or for those series' fans (I am a big fan of a few, but nothing like MCR), since their obsession is fiction.
Ah, that's great! I hope too, and probably will. Yeah I saw it... I liked it, though it bought me pain. And yes, undefined, I'm not sure what I was sad about, I was just sad. :c
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Yess x) To be honest, I think obsessions are cool somehow. I mean, it would be somehow boring without any series or movies, games, bands or whatever to talk and discuss about and to find other guys who like these as much as we do. And in my opinion I think it's harder for the series' fans, because they only can meet the actors but not the fictional characters they're obsessed with (often, I myself am more focused on the people than the project they're working on) and yeah...we can meet the guys we adore in person with some Meet&Greet Tickets and don't have to deal with a completely different personality because they don't have to stay in character while they're on stage.
That's great c: I think I started to become sad when I just noticed The Black Parade playing, and then in the end I really startet crying Dx I don't know either, maybe beause they tell us with it, that it really has ended ._.
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Exactly. I don't know how "ordinary" people can do it, because whenever I'm around them, I just don't know what to say, I don't have much to talk about. Besides those everyday conversations about work and school and what we see on the news, what else can we exchange? Talking about what we like is always the best part in any socialization, or at least I think so, haha. And yeeeah, that's why I never managed to be a huge fan of any actor/actress... I always love the character, and admire who's playing them, but that's about it. You can't do more than that. :/
It's funny that even with every single thing that shows us that MCR really is over, I still get that weird feeling of "it simply can't be true". Or still have some hope that they'll come back. I think my brain (and heart) just can't process the information >_>
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Yeah, I absolutetly agree with you... Plus I don't think I could handle it if I had a really bad day and couldn't go on Twitter and get a much better mood by just seeing that some of my 'idols' posted any useless things from their all-day life. Sometimes it's just a really sadisfying thing reading through all these tweets o_o I'm not that talkactive, too. I interfere if something might be interesting for me, answer if someone asks me a thing and so on, but I hate to discuss something I am not really good informed about. And yes, I'm quite shy .__.
I'm unable to watch shows which are longer than four seasons, I just can't focus on it for so long and I lose interest so fast, haha. But when I'm into a show, than I really love it - and I adore the actors and actresses playing their role, but that obsession won't last as long as my band-obsession with MCR and Blink-182 ;3
I read some comments that some really believe there will be a reunion coming with the Greatest Hits Album, because it will be released almost exactly a year after the break up and they still didn't mention specific reasons. Like, they just too a one year long break. But I don't think that that's the point - since each of the former members worked on at least one other project in the past months. And yeah, I think Frank said he'll first have to get used to that solo-thingy. ;-;
Btw, I finished this a while ago, check it out if you want. And I'm currently working on a pic of Gerard c:
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I know, it's a relief. Don't know if it's because we love them, or because we look up to them, but seeing them being so like us in some senses simply makes me happy.
Ah, but I totally get that. I avoid talking about things I don't know much about, unless I have room and confidence enough to ask questions. Which, ironically, almost never happens when at school or something like that xDΒ
I try to stick to shorter shows simply because I don't have enough time to watch everything I want to xD But I'm like that, too. Been a fan of Placebo, for example, since 2010 (and I'm completely thrilled by the fact I'll see them live in April <3), but a lot of the shows I loved back then have faded into memory. I still love them, I just don't needΒ them around all the time, you know?
Nah, I don't think there'll be a reunion that soon, if it ever happens... a year is not much, even if it seems like that. And also, I think we need to give them time to heal from the breakup (especially Frank) before we even think about something happening.
Ooohh, I really like! Your style is so nice, and I love his hair in that era, too. Faved it <3 <3
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It really makes me happy, too... Yeah, I always thought I'm a good-for-nothing and will never get the life I want later or so, and then I found them and realised - hey, there're guys out there just as fucked up as me, who took their chances in the right time and live their lives as they would've never thought back then. And that's what has strengthened me the most of all the things they have ever done; because I can relate to all this, because I always thought I will never have something that I could really call 'myself'.
Yeah, I know that all too well. As long as it is a discussion with my friends, I might take part in it, but when it comes to discussions in a larger group like my class I won't say a word. Sometimes I just don't care, or I really don't have enough confidence to interfere. Dx
Jep, right xD For me it's like... I started watching Supernatural around the same time when I found out about Blink-182, and now I still love these guys, but I completely lost the interest in Supernatural. I don't know why, think it was just too much to watch. Aw, I'm so glad that you'll see them live then! I can't wait for the Sunrise Avenue Concert in Cologne in July *0*
Exprecially because they said things like, 'it has come to an end' and so on I don't think they'll reunite. If, than in another, new project, but not with My Chemical Romance. They simply can't say they competely give it up in some way and then just come back.. And it seems really... unlikely that this will happen. And there are many times I thought, with what kind of topic will they continue? Always write songs, relateable to Gee's comic ideas? They can't stick to their past and write about how they felt as teenager or something, you know? (And please don't think I want to say I wouldn't like i if they would do so. xD)
Ahhh thank you so, so much! I really apreciate that <33
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I know, God, I know. They make you believe, and I don't think even they get how they do it. It just happens. I had actually stopped writing before I became a fan... it was fanfiction that brought me back xD Inspired by them, about them, read by their fans... everything-MCR made me found my passion again.
I know how that is... I know very well. But you know, I built some confidence along the years and it was pretty important for me, so don't lose hope. You can get out of the shell sometimes, and if you try, it can happen easier every time.Β If you want to talk more, that is. If you're happy as it is, great xD
I see that happening a lot, but bands tend to stick a lot more. You see people on their 40s/50s/60s still in love with their favorite bands, haha. Yeeeah, I can't believe I'm going to! They're my second favorite band, after MCR, but obviously the first when it comes to possibility of seeing live. Aw, I'm glad for you too!
Yeah, I know. I still do believe they can, maybe, come back, but not for a while. They all need space for themselves and to space for their own creations. Talking of which, have you listened to Mikey's new band? That was amazing, way better than I could've imagined. So yeah, they needed the breakup and it can be good for, after all...
No problem! <3
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Yes. Yes I can only agree. I was always drawing, but not with a special purpose. When I stared to listen to music, I always wanted to draw the scenes I see when I close my eyes, only listening. But I wasn't good enough, so I practised very often. And since I listen to MCR I didn't have any art blocks. At least not as massive as back then... They inspire me in so many ways and everytime I see one of Gerards drawings I get the urge to create something myself c:
Yeah, it really got better the whole last time! I wasn't happy with that quiet side of me, and always thought 'maaaaan I have to change that' and so I took the chances to raise my voice sometimes, and now I am not that much afraid of taling anymore. Talking gets easier and easier for me which is one of the reasons the people I hang around with take me more serious now. (:
Jep, think so too. Then - it's just greater for you to see them! I never really listened to Sunrise Avenue, but my cousin asked me if I wanted to go to a concert with her, and I started listening to them. They're way softer than what I usually listen to, but I love Samus voice and their lyrics.
They will always stick to My Chemical Romance's experience, because it's what bought them so far and it will always have some influence, because it is what they love; It's where they put their whole heart in. I'm open for some experimenting of theirs, because it's not only the band I adore, but the people that created it. And yeees I am listening to that song right now - it's really amazing and I am looking forward for more. It has to go on in some way - it's really, really sad, but there will always be something great one will continue with..
Aww <3
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Helping you getting rid of art blocks is one of the best things I've heard about them so far, actually. Because when you want to do something and you just can'tΒ it's one of the worse feelings. They help me a lot, too <3
I noticed that with me, too, people started taking me seriously. I wasn't sure if that was the reason or if it was simply because I was growing up, but that was probably it. They shouldn't notΒ take seriously someone just because he/she is quiet, but it's what happens...
Hah, that happened to me once. A friend told me Franz Ferdinand would do a free show here, and I already liked a few of their songs, so I decided to listen to everything else by them to get ready for the show. Problem was, she told me that on a Friday.... the show was on Sunday 
Yeah, I think so too. I want them to give themselves to whatever they do, but I don't it'll ever be the same. Man, "I Lied" is amazing, I'm still not over it. And I always look forward for Frank's stuff because even if I'm not into everything he does, he's so flexible you can't really know what's coming next, haha.
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Yeah, it's a really bad feeling, kinda frustrating and stuff. But now I can even manage it to practise drawing/sketching on a daily basis! I'm glad, mostly because they helped you to go back to writing, you are very talented (:
I think it's because people my age kinda love it to be weird, to get attention and laugh a lot. I wasn't weird, I wasn't seeking attention, I never said something really funny - and that was why they thought that I was strange - because I didn't do what the others liked... But if I acted like them, I annoyed them. Logic strikes again. :3 But now I'm not that much of outsider because I gained some confidence; still I don't understand why people are not taken seriously because they're quiet or calm...
Haha, that's how it works somehow. I went to a really small open air concert almost'around the corner' from my home and I saw Destination Anywhere (a German band, not very known but great. If you like Ska Punk, you should definately check them out!) live and even talked to their singer *0* I didn't know that it was their singer because I haven't heard about them before and then they got on stage and I was like "Oh damn, there's that guy..." It's a pretty funny story xD
As long as they don't experiment with dupstep or so, I'll listen to it. It's okay to try new things and I will always give it a try - They'll always have a part in their heart that at least will stick to that genre. I love 'I Lied' so much, permanently listening to it ;-; And yeah, I agree with Frank and his stuff, but it's great that he comes up with so many things in the last time!
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I'm having a block over the last month, but I know it'll be over soon... ;-; Aww, thank you!
Ugh, that's why we should never care what they think. They'll either think we're strange or annoying, so what's the point? Just do what make you happy and that's it. And I don't get that either; if anything, I'd think a quiet person is wiser, because they spend more time thinking than speaking.
I may listen to them to know if I like it or not 
I don't really have a problem with dubstep but that would not be MCR in the slightest, so yeah, me too. And I hope Electric Century gets more famous, they could use their own fanbase! Same with Frank.
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Aww that's nasty, hope it gets better soon ._. I know I will get one in the next weeks, didn't have one for a whole time Dx
True. I know that quiet - or I better say shy - people have their opinion but refuse to speak them in case that others might think different, but often the others just don't get it so you become that quite, reserved kid that would never talk freely. I didn't understood why they always talked of me as emo, but I just became more introverted. Still, I'm happy enough to finally be over it c:
I like the songs on their album "Party, Love & Tragedy" the most. They too got one album with german lyrics, called "Hier ist Godot" (Here is Godot) and yeah they're all really nice and funny guys. Yes, I think he secretly got a bottle of JΓ€germeister and asked us to not tell anyone anything, I asked why and so on. Wasn't a actuall conversation but we still talked haha
I don't like dubstep that much, but it was just for comparison. I'm more that Industrial kinda guy^^ Like I said, as long as they continue with a little piece of what once was I'll listen to it. Electric Century will have good chanced I think to come out great, even if there are some haters but pff I don't care about these guys - I'll keep on supporting Electric Century and Frank. c:
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It got better, I finished the fanfic I was writing and I'm now posting it 
Pretty much, yeah. It gets annoying to have to prove your point all the time, or have everyone argue with you whatever you say. So you don't say it. But we need to know when to raise our voices, either way. It's just a matter of "when".
Party, Love & Tragedy, remember me to check that! Haha that's still very nice xD
I got more respect for dubstep after seeing videos of some awesome dancers who used dubstep, but it's not my style either. But yeah, I agree. That's why some people didn't like DD, though... it is quite far from what they used to be, but I can still see MCR in it - the lyrics, at least. The most MCR album for me, though, is Revenge. Yeah, and me too!
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Aaah that's great!
I'm at that point when I just ignore my friends when they try to argue about my point of view. That's more annyoing to them than anything else and they tell me all the time, can be pretty much fun. :'D But yeah, if you know that you're right and especially when it's your personal opinion, you need to prove it.
Yeah I will, haha! Better exchanging some than no words, you know. Aah, there're some pretty funny videos with these guys, I wish it wouldn't be in German so I could show them to you
My brother listens pretty much (and loud) to it, but more electro. I don't hate it, I just don't like it that much and can't get used to it. I need some real instruments; That's a step closer to the musicians for me, like, I have to know they produce these notes with their own hands and not just put some sounds together on the computer (I know it's still more than this, I hope you get what I mean)
I was like, "Uh that isn't MCR" at first when I listened to DD for the first time, but it's so catchy and the lyrics are still much more to me, and I really love that album. Revenge is really really awesome and sure with BP my favourite one, can't chose only one fav between them. c:
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Haha, I know, ignoring always annoys people the most xD It really depends on the situation, and a lot of other factors. If the argument is really that important, if you're feeling good to argue, if they will at least listen, if it's not insulting anyone... well, that's why we think before we speak.
Ahh. If you ever find them with English subtitles, you can send them xD
I get it, I know. I think "real" instruments feel more... real? Plus, for me at least, my admiration to a band usually comes from me not being able to do what they do. In every sense; I know I can't do that on a guitar, or drums, or that I can't sing like that, or that I couldn't write lyrics like those. If I realize I can do everything a song has... well, then what's the point, you know?
Me too. I ended up loving DD, but it's very different. And me too xD I mean, TBP is my favorite in emotional terms, it's the one that helped me the most and the one I can relate to the most. However, I feel Revenge is the best one in a musical sense, and it makes me release my anger. So it's hard to choose xD
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Exactly. But yeah I don't want to hold my opinion back in some points, so I don't care how turns out in the end. If it gets too stupid and if I see no point in discussing it any further, well, then I tell them and that's it. Mostly. x)
Haha I'll be looking out for them then
Yes, I think so too. I just need to know that they have that kind of skill to not just put some sounds together but really play it on their instruments. I had to stop playing guitar but I still learned some things, so if I am able to do what they do (what honestly isn't much) then I don't know, it would be really bad Oo It's like drawing. I love to help people improve if they are not that good, but I'm also really into learning from other, better artists like my neighbour. Like, I have that scale to see if people are good in comparison to any other ones, and if they actually better than me (what's really not difficult in musical terms; I can't sing or play anything), I admire them for what they can do.
Yes, it really is. But for me, there are not the albums but the single songs I can relate to or just let it all out. Though, Revenge and Black Parade are the most important ones to me, it's easier to relate to them for me.
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Yeah, I'm pretty much like that, too. It's easier to do it on the internet, though. Irl there will be awkwardness afterwards and I always hate dealing with that ~-~
Ok!
Haha I feel the same, but in that case I wouldn't. Because still, you did learn something. But if someone who can't do ANYTHING still can create that song, well, then it's shitty xD Well, at least you know you are good at drawing, haha. So not many people will be better than you, in the end.
Me too, yeah. There are a few songs from DD and Bullets that fit perfectly with me, but most of them are in Revenge and TPB.
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True. I hate that feeling, too, especially when you really argue about something and afterwards you feel like you maybe said something wrong without noticing it...
Yeah, but believe me, I can't really play a song so it's like I didn't learn a single thing. It wasn't a long time I visited the lessons, you know. But yes, it's about quality of the artist in the most part. Everyone has their own style and that's what makes them unique, but if they always just play random notes or draw and paint what a little child could just as fast, it really doensn't have to be a great piece. x)
Jup, exactly. But I almost always get lost in their music anyways; either thinking of the memories and feelings and how I can relate to some songs, or just make my own theories of plots for the songs; maybe picturing something in my mind and later sketch it out. MCR's always such a great inpiration, no matter if I know all the songs inside out.
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It's terrible D: That's why I like to think calmly before saying anything, but that's almost always impossible. And there's also the feeling you get at three am that night when you go "damn! I could've said that!" haha.
Ahh, welp. But you get it xD It's nice that people are trying, but they should always want to improve. And if there's no passion behind it, well, then I don't know what the point even is.
Me too! Their songs can make me relate both in reality and in fiction. I can think about something that happened to me, or to someone I know, or how I feel- but I also can imagine it all belonging to a character with some nice background to move him/her.Β
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I can't stay serious most of the times, that's my bigger problem. I find plenty of arguments that won't do any harm, or I'll stop it there when I get the feeling that it won't be healthy to continue.. Oh yesss, I always feel awkward when that happens, and I often think of exactly these things when I'm trying to fall asleep. ~.~
Exactly, there has to be something in the back of your head that keeps you there, that almost forces you to want so improve..
Yeah, it's so great. That's how they help me to get over my art blocks; because somehow their songs get my brain to work on something creative, you know? And the more I work on the character or the drawing I created with help of the song, the more meaning the lyrics get - even more than before.
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I know, I know! It's so not fair!!!! It's like MCR was cut off at its peak!
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Yeeeess, I'm sorry to make you sad. ;-;
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God, do I know how you feel...I can only listen to ONE MCR song without getting sad or having bad flashbacks...
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Which one? I know, it's hard... btw, do you know about the MCR Support Network?
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Yeah, I know about it.
And 'Disenchanted'. Though managed half way through Demo Lovers today.
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Wow, I took a while to get to Disenchanted. I hope you get through this... I hope we all do. <3
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Disenchanted is like my lullaby. It calms me and numbs everything.
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Ahh, I get it. Mine usually is S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W. It's amazing how powerful a song can be at specific moments.
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Yeah...*smile*
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I know how you feel. I still cry about it and think about them every day
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Yeah, me too. I'm glad we're all trying to get through this, though. <3
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