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Published: 2012-10-20 22:16:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 704; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 7
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I know it's late.. But I've also been a victim of bullying, and then some, for about seven years.It really affected me seeing all those drawings submitted about it on DA, so I had to join in too. It brings back horrible memories of when I was in school, having been verbally abused as well as physically. Best days of your life? Haha.. Yeah right, because of bullying I was alone for seven years, I was separated from my friends and beaten up in class, but nothing could ever be done, as it would only continue behind the teachers' back.
I would've usually come home alot of the time crying, and staying off school deliberately just to avoid the people who hated me.
Although, I never did anything wrong. I never hurt or insult them, I just minded my own business, trying to enjoy what sucky life I had.
Seeing all the submitted drawings brought me to tears, as my childhood was only ever misery and suffering. The divorce of my parents made it worse, as well as a load of other things trying to bring me down.
It's all gone now, and I'm enjoying life alot more. But I feel just as much pain for whoever is going through it right now.
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I'm not sad particularly.. Just don't like getting older <:/
I think 16 is young, but 17 to me is the turning point of that ;n;
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It's like...I'M NOT MATURE ENOUGH FOR THIIIIISSSSSSSSS
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I can't believe how people can be cruel and disgusting, specialy at school. I know that feel, being treated like shit just because you are yourself, it's sad...
But now we have good days just waiting for us, we must look ahead. :3
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Yep. Haha.. Yeah..
Good days..? Huhh.. I guess it's something to look forward to.
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this will make you happy <3333 KAITO EATS BULLIES LIKE DEYIS ICECREAM [link]
....no but the song is cute 
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Yeah ;n;
Thank you for showing me this song, it's lovely ;-;
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haha you're very welcome ..... why are we whispering.....o.o
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Because I go small when I'm upset or feel neglected ;n;
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It's really good that you're enjoying life more. I like to say "Enjoy life to the fullest and don't let other people get you down." but it's a hard to follow idea, especially for me. ^_^'' This has a big message in it too, all of them do....
And is that meant to be you?
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Yeah, not much more, but it's an improvement. It's hard to think things like that when you've only had pain and suffering for more than half your life.
And yes.. That's probably the closest resemblance to me you will see.
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I know how you feel on that, I can just barely enjoy life sometimes. *hugs you* I wish you the greatest happiness possible, because you deserve it and bullies really don't deserve happiness if they are willing to make one absolutely miserable.... And I also want to wish for no bullying but that's probably impossible. Every human would have to be exactly alike for that to happen, so I guess people just have to look forward because the only way to go when at the bottom is up.
Omigosh, that was very mature and not-me sounding.
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I agree with all of that, I guess my bullies would never have thought that way. What made things worse was that it wasn't just one or two people, it was nearly always the whole class. A whole gang of about 27 people, all verbally abusing me and what not, that's why I preferred being in the front, or at the very back, in the corner, out of people's way.
I would have preferred to have been ignored than treated in that way.
Yeah..
You have a lovely serious side when you want to be, I appreciate your concern alot ^^
It can't change the way I am though, having been treated like that has caused me to be mentally scared, and socially disabled..
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27? That's an awful lot of people. It sounds rough... :/ I'm glad you've at least recovered a little bit.
Aww thank you, my serious side rarely comes out. it's because I try to be a very happy, bubbly person. I think it's an attempt to make everyone else around me happy too! I can't stand seeing other people down so I fly in and save the day!! X3
SOME DAY I WILL MEET YOU AND CONVERT YOU INTO A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY!!! Well, If I achieve that myself, I'm not exactly what you'd call socially adequate. Until then let's be mentally scared and social disabled together. Togetherness helps a lot.
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"The lying
The bleeding
The screaming
Was tearing me apart."
"The Bleeding" by "Five-Finger Death Punch"
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Sorry. With the theme and atmosphere, I just couldn't resist man.
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