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so I remember that this morning, I wasn't really in the mood to go to school. today was the first day after summer holiday, and I'm actually a person that likes school, but besides starting with lessons and studying again, I just didn't want to see the people at my school. it's not like they are all awful. there are some nice people and some terrible ones; the thing is, I just don't feel comfortable around most of them, but I think I just had the general crowd in my head. as I got to school, I felt exactly as predicted; extremely uncomfortable. everyone appeared so odd to me, not really boring, but not interesting either ... I felt as if they wouldn't understand me. but then they came; these few people that, as soon as I saw them, made me smile so brightly. surely I'd seen most of them during the holiday as well, but this morning I just got so excited to see them standing right in front of me. later on we went to the river together; not all of us, Ilke and Donna weren't there since Ilke wasn't there by the time we decided to go to the river and Donna usually goes to boarding school so she didn't go to the "first day of school" and couldn't be involved. but I realized something. these few people are the ones that I'll be with at my school and those I'll see every day and smile. and if Donna wasn't at boarding school, she'd be a part. the realization that these are the few people I feel comfortable around, the few people I feel "myself" around, that just made me smile. they are all beautiful personalities and I am just so happy that I realized this today. I mean, there are other people that give me the same feeling; but those that are on the photo now ... it's something about them that made me take this photo. and it's really hard for me to put in words. maybe because it is such a huge emotion I'm feeling.i love you.
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models: yunhee, rosa, ilke, tanaz, kimmy, anna, leonie, donna.
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Comments: 26
flyingwithjoy [2012-12-23 19:00:07 +0000 UTC]
ursprΓΌnglich mit farbe fotografiert oder schon sw?
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maxxy12 [2012-08-25 22:56:27 +0000 UTC]
I feel the same. No one at school knows the true me. Only Close people do. I get super uncomfortable in big crowds too. hate it.
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Annalu-Chan [2012-08-23 18:27:47 +0000 UTC]
do you know how glad i am to be one of "them"?
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PajamaAnna [2012-08-23 16:39:40 +0000 UTC]
That's exactly how I feel when I go back to school! But when I see my friends it is magical! I love this photography, it is really warming to the heart!
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NikolasBrummer In reply to PajamaAnna [2012-08-25 09:22:38 +0000 UTC]
I am glad you say so, thank you!
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reddecatur [2012-08-22 23:22:12 +0000 UTC]
As you said earlier this week something like "we create our own happiness"...you did good today...))))
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NikolasBrummer In reply to reddecatur [2012-08-23 06:52:23 +0000 UTC]
you are wonderful.
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NikolasBrummer In reply to OhGodOfWriting [2012-08-23 06:52:32 +0000 UTC]
indeed they are.
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ContagiousPixie [2012-08-22 20:34:17 +0000 UTC]
This is so special, I can feel your heart and theirs from this picture.
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NikolasBrummer In reply to ContagiousPixie [2012-08-23 06:53:11 +0000 UTC]
I am so glad you can appreciate it. I figured not many can connect to the photo, and everyone that does, I hold deep affection for. Because this is simply personal.
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ContagiousPixie In reply to NikolasBrummer [2012-08-28 03:34:48 +0000 UTC]
I definitely could sense as much, you're most welcome.
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oxlunaxo [2012-08-22 20:33:53 +0000 UTC]
Such a sweet idea :3 I have the same problem with the people at my school but am so thankful for the few that make it worth while <3
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SoulofNovember [2012-08-22 20:29:16 +0000 UTC]
I love how your pictures are always so full of emotions and I enjoy reading your descriptions.
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NikolasBrummer In reply to SoulofNovember [2012-08-23 06:53:31 +0000 UTC]
I am so glad you are saying that, thank you.
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OliviaMichalski [2012-08-22 19:26:57 +0000 UTC]
Genauso wie dir ging es mir heute auch! Ich hab mich gefreut, meine Freunde wieder zu sehen, aber beim Rest hatte ich nicht groΓes Interesse, da mich da sowieso niemand versteht.
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NikolasBrummer In reply to OliviaMichalski [2012-08-23 06:53:47 +0000 UTC]
Eben. Aber diese Freunde sind halt das Wichtigste.
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NikolasBrummer In reply to Nilanja [2012-08-23 06:54:31 +0000 UTC]
ich stehe dazu. die jungen in meinem alter sind mir irgendwie zu hohl. ich meine, es gibt auch viele viele viele hohle mΓ€dchen, aber ich habe keinen jungen in meiner schule getroffen, der mich irgendwie interessiert..
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Nilanja In reply to NikolasBrummer [2012-08-23 07:24:07 +0000 UTC]
haha ja da versteh ich dich^^
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