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Published: 2011-11-24 02:46:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 12406; Favourites: 551; Downloads: 106
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Description Failing life. Over and over again.
This is what society and all forms of reality makes me become and feel.
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Lonely-Destiny [2024-09-18 17:35:58 +0000 UTC]

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Chris2496 [2024-08-16 06:40:59 +0000 UTC]

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bipolarsunshine08 [2022-02-15 21:53:30 +0000 UTC]

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XQuarantinedRogueX [2017-08-30 03:00:36 +0000 UTC]

I know the feeling, 100%

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nncvbnGame In reply to XQuarantinedRogueX [2019-02-15 20:57:01 +0000 UTC]

Me

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paintausea In reply to XQuarantinedRogueX [2017-09-11 11:02:12 +0000 UTC]

I hope this 100% can push you towards the opposite direction of being someone that is successful for yourself and not what others perceive it to be..

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Fat-Butt [2016-04-07 19:30:30 +0000 UTC]

It all just feels like banging your head against a wall.

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paintausea In reply to Fat-Butt [2016-04-08 10:38:05 +0000 UTC]

Yes.. yes.. definitely..!

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Flyghty [2015-05-31 18:30:33 +0000 UTC]

HO MY GADDD !!! It is SO real for me, I can't look at this during a long time, because I'm going to cry !!! You are a very fantastic artist and poet too !!

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paintausea In reply to Flyghty [2015-08-21 21:20:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so, so much.. for all the time and the comments and faves.. and just, .. thank you..

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Flyghty In reply to paintausea [2015-08-22 16:51:25 +0000 UTC]

You welcome

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000SkyArrow000 [2015-03-10 23:28:11 +0000 UTC]

I relate so much with most of your drawings.....I admit some of one even make me wanna cry....I remember one of a little girl wearing a costume made maybe for her about an angel....trying to kill herself....just to think a girl so young doing that...and the tittle was like going to see her mother....like I said before....what make me so impressed with your arts is not only the fact you are a great artist...but all emotions you put in them.....I feel liek I could hear a soul screaming or just crying just to see them...or like your drawings could go deep inside me and mix with my own feelings.....good job....and thank you for share your feelings and masterpieces here on DA...thank you a lot......like you said in the note and I agree.....society and all forms of reality makes us become and feel like we are failing over and over again...and even we can't be fix...taking all that pain alone....ina place like DA...we can feel we are not the only one in the world facing inner demons...we can't be heal with that....but we can stop feel so alone....for notice with miles....and miles away....there few people who can feel related with our pain....even if we are the only one who are able to really know how deep are the holes in our souls and heartΒ 

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paintausea In reply to 000SkyArrow000 [2015-03-14 14:44:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh sweety...
I wish I could give a big hug right now...Β 
I'm so happy that you can feel my drawings like you do...Β 
We aren't alone after all...Β 
Thank you so much for taking the time to write out your thoughts and perspecties..
Please take good care of yourself!!

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000SkyArrow000 In reply to paintausea [2015-03-17 01:27:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh dear....you are so sweet....here in DA I always feel hugged for special arts like yours...the only place in the world...on the internet...that I feel safe....like I could be me and feel connected deep inside with others is here...

that's very kind of you to say....keep the great work dear...I will be always watching all your talent and feelings here....and I pray for you find someone able to care your precious heart.....even if I am not a religious guy....you deserve be happy so much....like I said before...you show not only talent through your drawings....but how much delicate your soul and heart are...wish the best for you

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paintausea In reply to 000SkyArrow000 [2015-03-18 18:21:52 +0000 UTC]

I am happy that this medium helps you... It's very important for me as well...!

You are so kind.. thank you again and again..Β 
We all need to wait for those special people to come around to help heal our hearts..
Lots of patience...

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000SkyArrow000 In reply to paintausea [2015-03-22 18:37:58 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome...my words never will be enough to describe your works....

you are right....all people need to wait for those special people....and looks so sad when we just decide to give our hearts for someone who don't know us....even when we feel so connected with them....being sincere....I know I am negative....but I feel like people can't heal us.....we can't be fix....but some people have like the touch of life....or at least the power to chance our world.....not for "God" wish (I don't believe in that things).....or fate...is more about our own choices....what make me feel so depressed.....notice I decided someone to hurt me..... to feel something bigger than me....so....is like be my own enemy......put so much responsibility in one person...is unfair..with me....with her....or at least I am thinking a lot about it......I feel like even if I just wanted keep talking.....even be sincere could hurt ohers....show we feel something so strong.....and the fact we feel like we never will be good enough for them...can hurt people.....I don't know...I feel blame and terrible just to want to talk....to be in contact again....and what hurt me most is think the one I showed most about me....had no idea who I am...is like fail with myself

It's a pleasure for me....and sorry for all that long comments...but what I mean in my comments....is the fact your arts are not only pretty....and show all talent you got....but make me relate deep inside with my own feelings...a real artist for me are people able to touch through art the deep feeling from people who just stop and see their art....so will be always a pleasure admire all your art...you are a great artist....and are delicate enough to be able to show feelings so perfect on drawings

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paintausea In reply to 000SkyArrow000 [2015-03-29 17:39:52 +0000 UTC]

Hahha.. oh man.. I don't know what to say..
But really thank you again..
I hope someday we'll get through this all... Aaaa..Β 
Sorry for my lack of words....

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000SkyArrow000 In reply to paintausea [2015-08-23 23:19:43 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome.....it's always a pleasure be in touch with your art....and your feelings through them...your work is so unique

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Black-Sweater [2014-06-07 07:18:55 +0000 UTC]

This is subtly Powerful and tru....i feels you miss<3...

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SGT-Stories [2013-12-19 05:03:22 +0000 UTC]

A question:

Have you reached deep inside my soul and plucked out my innermost emotions that I never share with anyone?

You've said how I feel better than I know how to feel it.Β 

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paintausea In reply to SGT-Stories [2013-12-29 08:16:36 +0000 UTC]

That's quite a compliment.. Thank you. I'm honored

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SGT-Stories In reply to paintausea [2013-12-29 16:49:19 +0000 UTC]

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Treysonk [2013-03-09 23:09:22 +0000 UTC]

It seems this is how I feel more and more often these days. :/ well put.

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paintausea In reply to Treysonk [2013-03-13 08:17:17 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry you feel this way... just be sure to never give up on yourself. Fight on! Thank you for the support

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StellarFairy [2013-02-25 00:37:09 +0000 UTC]

Failure is what I fear the most. I end up breaking down into tears if I do fail at something, mostly due to feeling that I have let everyone down.

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paintausea In reply to StellarFairy [2013-02-25 01:06:43 +0000 UTC]

Yes.. ):

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StellarFairy In reply to paintausea [2013-02-25 01:10:15 +0000 UTC]

I feel like it is all of my fault whenever I fail my people. When I tell them that, however, they actually feel sorry for me and they say that I did the best I could--and I will do better next time.

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paintausea In reply to StellarFairy [2013-02-28 18:32:47 +0000 UTC]

You will... Just dont give up!

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StellarFairy In reply to paintausea [2013-02-28 19:43:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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paintausea In reply to StellarFairy [2013-02-28 22:40:37 +0000 UTC]

Of course, sweety

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AxelThePhoenix [2012-07-21 04:49:59 +0000 UTC]

It's funny, this is how I feel often. I just don't let it show at all. In fact, this is the feeling I get before I start to have emo/suicidal thoughts. Yes, I talk myself out of it, but this is what starts it, so this picture really represents me. Great job by the way!

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paintausea In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-07-21 14:44:38 +0000 UTC]

I really hope you don't feel this way too often. It really tears you apart. Though I'm relieved that you have the strength and encourage to keep going and convince yourself. It's really tough, I understand. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and views.

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to paintausea [2012-07-21 16:21:48 +0000 UTC]

Sadly, I kinda do. But thank you for your words of encouragement, it really means a lot to me. And you're welcome!

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paintausea In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-07-22 00:35:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad it somehow helps. Remember you're not alone in this... even if that may seem a sound-offish-idk...

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to paintausea [2012-07-22 02:50:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, it really does help. I just can't help feeling like this, and people telling me that I'm not alone actually is the most helpful thing ever.

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paintausea In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-07-22 16:05:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for not giving up (:

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to paintausea [2012-07-22 17:42:01 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! And thank you for your words of encouragement (:

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-09 20:21:46 +0000 UTC]

o-o I know you told me, but wow, not like you.

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-09 22:03:36 +0000 UTC]

I know what you mean, but ya, that's how I get.

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-09 22:05:52 +0000 UTC]

You can talk to me about it any time, I know the feeling.

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-09 22:06:28 +0000 UTC]

Ok then, thanks!

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-09 22:07:28 +0000 UTC]

^^

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-09 22:12:40 +0000 UTC]

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-09 22:16:20 +0000 UTC]

O_O...blood ont he dance floor..has some...weird..lyrics..
"Sticky drama all the way, want my dick? you gotta pay" O_O"....umm....
and they'res more, this is worse.
"I wanna fuck you hard,
I wanna feel you deep,
I wanna rock your body,
I wanna taste your sweet!"
NOOOOO!!! XD LOL, but seriously, when I listened to sexting for the first time I found myself blushing at the lyrics.
w.t.f.

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-09 22:19:12 +0000 UTC]

O_O' wow, pretty...sexual
really? you didn't think that a song called "sexting" would be that bad?

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-09 22:21:05 +0000 UTC]

I thought it would be harmless D: IT WAS MORE SEXUAL THEN I EXPECTED.
the FULL CHROUS
"I wanna fuck you hard,
I wanna feel you deep,
I wanna rock your body,
I wanna taste your sweet!
I wanna fuck you hard,
I wanna feel you deep,
I wanna rock your body,
I wanna taste your sweet!
I wanna ah-ah
I wanna ah-ah"
WHY!? I'M TYPING THE LYRICS FOR YOU TO READ HOW SEXUAL IT IS AND I'M FUCKING BLUSHING BECAUSE OF IT.
DAMN BLOOD ON THE DAMN FLOOR .....
pff...still a good band.

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-10 00:47:24 +0000 UTC]

you think you're the only one blushing? >//< bad thoughts...
what did you think "sexting" was?

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-10 10:29:57 +0000 UTC]

I knew it was a sexual content thing. But blood on the dance floor made it abit too sexual. I mean, one of them is bi and one of them is gay.
Kat went to a gig and she wouldn't stop screaming, she says the bi one said "woah, calm your tiny tits woman." then ruffled her hair, making her scream louder.
O_O......dude....wtf.
she says the gay one lets girls at the front "feel him up"
everyone knows he's gay.
I'm glad I wouldn't be at the front xD

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AxelThePhoenix In reply to AXELFANGIRL8 [2012-08-10 14:35:52 +0000 UTC]

Wow, even I had a feeling that it would be bad.
XD Oh wow! Kat sure must have been happy!
Oh yes, I don't think feeling up a gay dude is cool!

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AXELFANGIRL8 In reply to AxelThePhoenix [2012-08-10 15:24:45 +0000 UTC]

also the bi one did a crowd dive, Kat caught his butt by accident..
she says he giggled i response. WTF MAN!?XD

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