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Published: 2015-12-05 03:28:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 7303; Favourites: 211; Downloads: 29
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Hello Mother,Do you see the monster you have raised me into?
Hello Mother,
The black blood on my hands, I invite you.
Hello Mother,
Do you see the demons you woke,
Hello Mother,
The child here, the spirit that you broke.
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narwhalpuppy [2023-01-28 21:46:59 +0000 UTC]
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Maj3sticbarn0wl [2022-10-27 17:04:36 +0000 UTC]
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MadMackLeCat [2016-04-10 21:14:37 +0000 UTC]
That disturbing moment when you realize that she's dead... And you can see the bruise marks on her neck
AMAZING though!
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paintausea In reply to MadMackLeCat [2016-04-11 10:00:21 +0000 UTC]
(: ... beautiful observation..
Thank you so much..!
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MadMackLeCat In reply to paintausea [2016-05-01 14:09:17 +0000 UTC]
(Oh my god! This is such a late reply!) It was no big deal. The message of this piece is EXTREMELY powerful. And to execute it THIS PERFECTLY... It just blows my mind. No words can describe how amazing this is! Keep up the stunning work!
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Baratus [2016-01-05 12:22:59 +0000 UTC]
I'd say this speaks of dark places I've never been to. A direction I was heading in, but turned off the path of.
... But I cant get less cryptic than that, I can't seem to think of how to describe what Im referring to..
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paintausea In reply to Baratus [2016-01-05 21:48:08 +0000 UTC]
That's alright.. I think I sort of might understand what you are referring to.. perhaps...
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Baratus In reply to paintausea [2016-01-07 13:06:48 +0000 UTC]
I hope so, Im a native english speaker, and still I cant seem to weave words appropriately to express what Im trying to say...
Ah well... more practice.
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paintausea In reply to Baratus [2016-01-08 10:30:18 +0000 UTC]
I think that is very hard for everyone to do..
no matter language it is they're trying to express themselves in..
I think this is why the visual sides of things are very important.
Sound and enunciation also..!
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Baratus In reply to paintausea [2016-01-08 15:28:44 +0000 UTC]
This is true.. I just cant vouch for other languages, as I dont speak any others anymore. But yes, you have a point!
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knives-knives-knives [2015-12-23 03:30:43 +0000 UTC]
The poetry is just as amazing as the art.. I'm glad you're able to let these inner thoughts out on a canvas. Not because it's beautiful, but because it just shows how strong you are to do that. Hope your winter break goes well
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paintausea In reply to knives-knives-knives [2016-01-05 23:05:53 +0000 UTC]
Oh.. But I really am not that strong...
I am socially seen as a hermit who gets nothing done and is just a failure...
All I can do is paint these selfish feelings of mine..
But thank you so much for your kind words... I really appreciate it..
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ukindis [2015-12-11 04:37:01 +0000 UTC]
Love it Kap. Particularly interested in the choke marks on the neck. Adds to the level of the work in my opinion. Sorry I ain't been around to comment more. Work's been nuts. Like way nuts. Either way your stuff never ceases to wow me. Keep it real.
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paintausea In reply to ukindis [2015-12-25 00:28:56 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much... !
I am happy that you caught on to that detail around her neck.. it metaphorlizes a lot ot me...
I hope you've been not to stressed with all that work..
I'm glad you're still keeping it at it though..
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paintausea In reply to AbbyGoo [2015-12-25 00:27:49 +0000 UTC]
It's hard to confront those feelings if not maybe the fear itself, isn't it?
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The-F0X [2015-12-06 22:58:11 +0000 UTC]
You couldn't put more intensity into your artwork if you tried, it's always so piercing!-
But that little poem in the description is equally as impacting, if not moreso. Did you write it yourself? It fits so perfectly with the image, It's fantastic.
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paintausea In reply to The-F0X [2015-12-07 20:13:27 +0000 UTC]
Aaah.. man thank you so much...
I'm always afraid people will loosely look at my drawings and just feel nothing doing so...
And yes, the poem I wrote myself. One of my little hobbies on the side that I never really give much room to for some reason...
I'm happy it's just as impacting and actually fits the image... (:
Thank you so much!
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Raevik [2015-12-05 22:38:04 +0000 UTC]
(pda: this is all just my opinion and im sorry if its wrong or offending...)
this is painful to look at
the picture itself, showing something between anger and sadness ...
the title giving an atmosphere, barely graspable situation to see what the pictures meaning is
but the most painfulthing
the description
words piecing with the ice cold stare of betrayal
the way one would look at a person, they trusted , who was supposed to care , but didnt.
They are dripping with venom of a poisoned heart....and sadness
so much pain and sadness
Born from being lonely and alone, which are entirely different things if you see them like I do.
I feel it resonating deep in my soul.
It's speaking to the anger and sadness in me
THe betrayal I feel from my own mother
Or at least the anguish the person who calls herself my mother caused me...
It by far not as bad as the things you have seem to suffered through but i can feel that it is the same kind of pain....
I would applaud you for making a masterpiece formed through raw emotion
but i feel...knowing others share the same pain
isnt as much relieving as it is sad....
I will hug you instead my friend
I wish for you to see more colorful days in the future
and that youre maybe able to patch up your heart and fill the emptiness
your mother has left...
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paintausea In reply to Raevik [2015-12-07 21:57:48 +0000 UTC]
This is not wrong or offending in any way.
In fact, it is beautifully comforting as well as saddening...
Thank you so, so, much for giving such an elaborate description of what you felt and saw through not only the picture, but the title and the description. Many comforting hugs to you my friend... I am sorry that you had to share such similar feelings.
(I really hope my continuous vents about my mother isn't an annoyance to anyone...)
But if it somehow helps you to feel less alone then I am content and happy to be able to do this for you..
Please take care, sweetie.
Thank you always for your continuous support through all this time!!
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Raevik In reply to paintausea [2015-12-07 23:24:55 +0000 UTC]
[huggles you close]
I'm happy you liked my comment.
You're picture manage to show and evoke emotions like nothing I have ever seen before.
I love your art.
And your venting about your mother is not a problem to anyone, at least it shouldnt be.
It's your art and should help you express and vent, not make your watchers happy.
They wouldn't watch you if they weren't okay with it.
I personally love vent art form any artist for any reason.
I dont like seing anyone sad but I love how much more expressionate vent art is than other art.
and it does make me feel a lot better in certain situations, not feel as lonely anymore...
I will always support you as much as I can!
Please take care too, my friend.
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paintausea In reply to Raevik [2016-01-05 22:02:19 +0000 UTC]
I feel so useless and alone right now..
This comforted me.. Thank you..
I'm always so afraid to offend or hurt anyone...
I feel like who I am and what I do or say is always wrong and disgusting...
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Raevik In reply to paintausea [2016-01-05 23:32:58 +0000 UTC]
I feel like that a lot too...
But know, you can't always please everyone...
THeres always gonna be someone whos childish and complains..
But they are in the wrong and you have ALL right in the world to be who you are.
And you have the right to be loved for who you are....
I hope you will remember, even in your darkest moments.
I will like and look up to you, because you are strong and wonderful and deserve to be happy.
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paintausea In reply to Raevik [2016-01-08 10:04:47 +0000 UTC]
-hugs tightly-
Thank you so much, Raevik..
These are words that I must remember to remember more often..
It saddens me when my heart stops believing in them as soon as the darkness has even traced their fingers on my ankle...
But my gratefulness is even stronger as soon as my soul returns..
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Cerecin [2015-12-05 18:20:39 +0000 UTC]
"She wasn't there, she left me to become what I would. And now that I am me, she wants a say." -A familiar chat about family
The simplicity of it really adds to the feel of it. Reading the poem with it made the point hammer home. Well done.
P.S. I'm glad you appreciate the quotes. Your pictures make me remember things so I feel like sharing. I'll continue to do so!
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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2015-12-05 20:17:23 +0000 UTC]
-sighs- ... That quote pierces my heart... It is so true...
Thank you so much.. I'm glad you enjoyed the poem too..!
Always always (: ... I love when people share their true thoughts...!
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paintausea In reply to Awoya [2015-12-05 20:15:24 +0000 UTC]
Thank you...
Cheers to you as well...
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