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peterdawes — A Fool Without Excuses by-nc-nd
Published: 2008-10-08 18:10:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 511; Favourites: 12; Downloads: 6
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Description my eyes are blinded to the light.
within the darkness, i reside; dead to myself.
trapped within the lie that prevents me from knowing
when footsteps trod into the murky waters of remorse.

i am dead to it. my soul, it lingers in the shadows.
it hides away from being exposed to truth.
lest you see my flaws; lest you see me as anything
other than perfection incarnate.

perfection must be mine, i say.
cut out my eyes and blind me from the light.

my soul cries for the darkness
to take it under into the abyss;
the protective cocoon, where reality fails to touch my
bones of glass and ego made of porcelain.

with crystal skin, i walk around.
gouge out my heart, lest i start to feel.

i am dead to love and selflessness; dead to humility.
i am but a charlatan; an actor on display
playing the only part i know how to play with unction.
i play the fool with masks to hide the lies.

i pour the wine of deceit to all who follow me.
i fill their plates with fancy tales, hiding the truth
that my eyes are blinded to the light
and my arrogance will bleed you dry.
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Comments: 23

Zer0Hawke [2008-10-12 20:59:07 +0000 UTC]

The imagery is gorgeous! ^_^ I loved it.

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peterdawes In reply to Zer0Hawke [2008-10-16 11:30:14 +0000 UTC]

thank you, dear.

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Zer0Hawke In reply to peterdawes [2008-10-16 12:47:15 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome ^_^

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y0urstalker [2008-10-11 23:40:41 +0000 UTC]

I am your harlequin?

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peterdawes In reply to y0urstalker [2008-10-16 12:25:04 +0000 UTC]

if you could be an escape.

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y0urstalker In reply to peterdawes [2008-10-16 13:18:12 +0000 UTC]

well just climb up on my strings, you might get somewhere indeed.

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psyconoclast [2008-10-11 19:26:29 +0000 UTC]

Powerfully dark. I especially like this one.

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peterdawes In reply to psyconoclast [2008-10-16 12:25:26 +0000 UTC]

thank you, dear nico.
i am nothing if not dark.

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ErilisVampyre [2008-10-10 20:44:17 +0000 UTC]

*smile* Perhaps you are not as dead as you think, dear Peter.
I can sense an essentual life flowing through the veins of your being.

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peterdawes In reply to ErilisVampyre [2008-10-16 12:27:41 +0000 UTC]

i am glad there is life in the ol' boy yet.
thank you.

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flamingsox [2008-10-09 09:53:40 +0000 UTC]

u left me speechless. i <3 ur way with words

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peterdawes In reply to flamingsox [2008-10-16 12:27:55 +0000 UTC]

thank you very kindly.

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Guitar-Child [2008-10-08 21:17:21 +0000 UTC]

Heh, this would be very true in some cases, I would say

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peterdawes In reply to Guitar-Child [2008-10-16 12:28:08 +0000 UTC]

quite so, my dear.

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let-there-be-ink [2008-10-08 20:40:10 +0000 UTC]

Another WOW!

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peterdawes In reply to let-there-be-ink [2008-10-16 12:28:15 +0000 UTC]

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let-there-be-ink In reply to peterdawes [2008-10-17 21:40:04 +0000 UTC]

Haha Wow!

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ikkuma [2008-10-08 18:45:04 +0000 UTC]

another gret poem, peter. good job.
strong words, just like *malandante said.
do i detect a hint of melancholy?

you know, my friends have all decided i'm a vampire. xD can you believe it? crazy kids.

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peterdawes In reply to ikkuma [2008-10-16 12:28:38 +0000 UTC]

they believe you to be a vampire?
stop biting their necks then, love.

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ikkuma In reply to peterdawes [2008-10-16 13:39:42 +0000 UTC]

funny thing is, i'm not the one doing the biting! they just came up with a bunch of crazy things they've noticed about me that seem slightly vampiric. i just shook my head and smiled. they decided that proved their point.

so much for honorary vampire, eh?

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Malandante [2008-10-08 18:35:27 +0000 UTC]

Wow, very strong words.

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peterdawes In reply to Malandante [2008-10-16 12:30:20 +0000 UTC]

i am nothing if not direct.

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Malandante In reply to peterdawes [2008-10-16 14:13:51 +0000 UTC]

Very good way to be.

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