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lo, there he isin come the clowns
marching in a chorus line of self-deception
the ornamental parade of illusion
set out for all to see.
it's a wonderful life
and wonderful to be lived,
he spoke aloud to the captive audience
the quality of life judges.
perfect landing, said one
look how he falls so gracefully
upon his knees, as if to beg us
to finally bleed him to death
never worry; never fear
his painted smiles are no match
for your inquisitive stares
he plays you like a fiddle
and you read him like a book
a tattered book with yellowed paper
and a creased binding
and dog-eared pages
never worry, he can still be read
past the faded lines of prose
serving the devil with your left hand
a sinner in a right-handed world
an actor who forgot his lines
a poet without verse
without an identity, yet unable to forget
without salvation, yet praying to be saved
lost within the ticking of the clock
the labyrinth of realization
searching equally for id and ego
and the meaning of life
yet finding it all a sham.
where exists this epic hero
within the shell of a man?
where exists the powerful being
when he is powerless to circumstance?
did he manage to fool anybody else?
or is he locked within the closet
waiting for the one who holds the key
to release what once was good
to paint color upon monochrome
to save him from himself.
a wonderful life and wonderful to be lived.
for some, perhaps.
but not always for the fool.
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Comments: 14
HoldingBackTears [2008-05-01 02:13:23 +0000 UTC]
I loved it! Even though I am deathly afraid of clowns. D:
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denlm [2008-04-29 13:33:46 +0000 UTC]
I may never look at you the same way again: so vulnerable and weak. A clown prostrate with grief and guilt before fools who think themselves superior and righteous. Stand up, Peter. She hasn't deserted you... and she would want you on your feet, accepting and indignant.
Chaos kills.
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peterdawes In reply to denlm [2008-05-02 21:38:35 +0000 UTC]
She wishes me on my feet, yes.
But she was always the one who kept me there.
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denlm In reply to peterdawes [2008-05-03 00:27:47 +0000 UTC]
Imagine her still cheering you on. For she is.
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Zer0Hawke [2008-04-27 21:31:41 +0000 UTC]
Wonderful poetry, brilliant imagery... and we all feel like that sometimes.
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peterdawes In reply to Zer0Hawke [2008-04-27 22:01:54 +0000 UTC]
Quite so. The duality of us all, I suppose.
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Zer0Hawke In reply to peterdawes [2008-04-27 22:14:28 +0000 UTC]
Sometimes feeling good about ourselves, most of the time feeling pretty rotten about ourselves..
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peterdawes In reply to Zer0Hawke [2008-04-27 23:10:28 +0000 UTC]
Yes, indeed.
And right most of the time when affirming the bad within us.
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LeonieSainteVire [2008-04-27 03:55:23 +0000 UTC]
you ever want to kiss so slow that time has no end?
you ever want to hear music so slow
you hope it will never stop?
you ever want to be with someone
that holds you so true....you wish never
to say again I hope to find them.
because you'd found them years ago.
I wonder....always
::smiles::You are a constant source of poetic delight. I hope she thinks so as well.
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peterdawes In reply to LeonieSainteVire [2008-04-27 23:36:13 +0000 UTC]
You have seen into my soul, Leonie.
You knew the frustration behind the man, which he steps around so eloquently.
Her.
I have wanted and hoped for those things quite a bit. I sincerely hope she does as well.
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dark-dragon-wings [2008-04-27 03:16:44 +0000 UTC]
well i take it as its a metaphor of yourself but thats just me. the line 'serving the devil with your left hand
a sinner in a right-handed world' is awesome!!! honestly where do you come up with this shit?- keep it up !!
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peterdawes In reply to dark-dragon-wings [2008-04-27 23:37:49 +0000 UTC]
This shit just springs into mind from the inner recesses of my twisted imagination.
At times it is a blessing, and others, it's a curse. This is the beauty from chaos expression of it.
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dark-dragon-wings In reply to peterdawes [2008-04-28 03:42:57 +0000 UTC]
ROFL !!! ahh i see well we all like it
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