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Precia-T — Evolution of depression (Video process)

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Partial video process is here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=36nsUd…



So. I'm not depressed, I actually am a very happy person. But I remember the bad times when I was a teen from  happiness to suicidal deep depression state of mind is only a step and it's like everything is going black all of sudden and you see no reason to breath anymore. And wohoooo an emotional rollercoster   I'm quite happy I'm an adult and my hormones are peaceful now. 

How about you? 
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Comments: 113

Ansfera [2017-05-10 17:48:58 +0000 UTC]

not very good actually :/
i am a bipolar one and i love this picture a lot :>

Ps. i've downloaded it xD lol... it's rly beautiful

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fanartj [2016-12-27 22:22:21 +0000 UTC]

Been there, don't want to go back. Nice work.

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TheSilentChloey [2016-12-27 11:13:40 +0000 UTC]

This is a state of mind that I know far too well.  I'm at the point where people are literally throwing in everything to make me better again.  And the government ain't doing jack about it because it don't affect them but the day it does...well let's just say I can't wait to see what they'll do about it then.

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Hiroshimarou [2016-12-20 05:14:43 +0000 UTC]

I like this, but I really want a companion version with the same title where all 3 are the first image with few to no differences between. Then a fourth empty slot at the end with just the flower.

A lot of people who have chronic depression rarely show signs of it to others. It's easy to overlook subtle things and those cases are usually the ones where you find out too late.

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NewProvidence [2016-12-12 22:28:55 +0000 UTC]

A melancholic personality combined with chronic mild depression and traumatic childhood makes a bitter combination to live with. I fight it as much as possible but the suffering never goes away. It's always present in some form, be it world-weariness or genuine grief. I guess it is the way of life I was given to live. I never chose to live in constant, invisible pain.

No matter what, I'll go on. I need to keep going and never let myself surrender to all the dark thoughts and feelings going constantly through me.

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Hannahart9 [2016-11-30 20:05:25 +0000 UTC]

i´ve always been a very happy and passionate person, but lately...this year...something went wrong, i mean i wont say im depressive...but i have become very insecure... i´ve hit very low points, tho i allways try to stay positive and have had my really good moments im desperate....im tired of this and i want to go back to my old self....need to get through....im not like this

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QueenObscurePairings In reply to Hannahart9 [2016-12-05 08:23:08 +0000 UTC]

I agree

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icexdragonkin [2016-11-30 01:48:30 +0000 UTC]

i can say from personal experience with this day in and day out. this is accurate

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ChaoticNyxus [2016-11-28 05:42:38 +0000 UTC]

I suffer from dysthymia, a type of depression. Just recently I started having anxiety and panic attacks, it's quite miserable. All I can do is hang in there and keep fighting, so much in life to live for. Please if anyone else has a mental illness or even something every now and then, keep trying, keep fighting. It will get better

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HitlerKiller66 [2016-11-27 13:02:43 +0000 UTC]

2deep4me

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HerosLegend [2016-11-27 09:51:21 +0000 UTC]

This hits home. Thank you for sharing this. This is great.

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LadyNanako [2016-11-25 12:30:53 +0000 UTC]

Well I WAS Fine...Until You Had To Go And Fix That.>_<

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JDestroya [2016-11-25 06:30:40 +0000 UTC]

I tend to experience depression in short, spontaneous bursts. For me it's not so much actual depression (I'm under the impression that depression is a more chronic thing) as it is just mood swings gone horribly wrong. In my case, the picture would be a much more accurate representation if the middle drawing were removed, or at least dumbed down a bit.

I was also feeling pretty depressed today. I spent about 3 continuous hours searching on NCIX and TigerDirect for PC hardware before getting frustrated and confused trying to figure out video cards, so I talked to a friend about it. He (sort of) convinced me I didn't need an upgrade (most things I do on my PC aren't too intensive, but my current hardware is several years old). After that I felt super-conflicted with a sense of urgency (Curse you black friday!), and to put it simply, I was on a downward spiral after that. I then sat on the couch trying to get my act together, before proceeding to ruminate about some stuff that ended up making me cry. Everything was fine after that though.

Well, except for the fact that I broke the boot process on my desktop. Funny thing is, it didn't really bother me much, despite the fact that it was basically my worst fear (in that scenario) realized.

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ErmacAuditore [2016-11-24 09:44:14 +0000 UTC]

Ugh. Hormonal roller-coaster is a damn sad thing. It's even worse when the spike lasts for a longer time than usual. It's scary.

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PorcelainMalice [2016-11-24 06:53:41 +0000 UTC]

Love in a nutshell for you.
Love where one partner is destined to die.
But you dont know it yet.
And the universe is giving you massive arrows towards each other,
while you being almost entirely unaware of what is coming.
A hard wall in life to hit.

Keep your loved ones safe. And away from toxic people. The alternative is not something one can necessary come out from.

~Stray.

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chibidrunksanzo [2016-11-24 01:03:47 +0000 UTC]

I'm rapid cycling bipolar, and wow! You freaking nailed it! Both the feeling and the speed at which depression can hit you.

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omardumore [2016-11-24 00:47:13 +0000 UTC]

Depression for me is like taking poison without knowing it. Or something like that. It effected my decisions as a teenager so I missed out on a lot of good things.
Now I'm not so restless, but it still feels like poison.

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frankiepereda39 [2016-11-23 21:59:14 +0000 UTC]

Is there any more of these evolution of emotions?

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killzoomer [2016-11-23 21:58:14 +0000 UTC]

lovely

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asm25 [2016-11-23 21:41:43 +0000 UTC]

Good One i like it 👍🏼

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chrisryder123 [2016-11-23 21:41:19 +0000 UTC]

Your poses are beautiful!!

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BurningArtist [2016-11-23 21:03:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm an adult but unfortunately my hormones didn't regulate.
They did when I got pregnant though and that was amazing... then back to normal. Boo.

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gentaldragon [2016-11-23 11:34:36 +0000 UTC]

Nice work.

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TAKA-SecondOpinion [2016-11-23 11:08:17 +0000 UTC]

i myself suffer depression right now. and i know a friend who suffers from it as well.

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battybat284 [2016-11-23 06:21:19 +0000 UTC]

I take a shit ton of strong medication for my Severe Depression and It has been helping me until I had a break through two days ago and now I'm still in the process of recovering.

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cetasoul2 [2016-11-23 06:12:56 +0000 UTC]

Depression comes and goes for me. When I'm not depressed I don't remember what the pain and darkness is like. But when it comes it crashes down hard on me. When I remember how pathetic my life really is

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nnf247 [2016-11-23 05:59:10 +0000 UTC]

I think I wasn't well when I was a kid, and I'm so not well as adult right now. That why I take meds.

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avatarband [2016-11-23 03:53:43 +0000 UTC]

im a bubbly person on the outside but it doesnt take much for my depression to pop up and rain on my parade. i even had to take meds for the depression but they didnt help.

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DustystormDrawz In reply to avatarband [2016-11-23 04:36:18 +0000 UTC]

I hope you get the help you need. Just remember: there are plenty of people who love and care for you.

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dee-r [2016-11-23 03:17:43 +0000 UTC]

in my opinion depression isn't really like this , but then again we all experience it differently

it's a lovely drawing 

but to me depression is a dull emptiness that takes over and is very hard to shake. like apathetic, unfeeling, numbness.

but this rendition of it is nice as well.

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Invaderskull1995 [2016-11-23 02:29:49 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful flower

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DustystormDrawz In reply to Invaderskull1995 [2016-11-23 04:36:52 +0000 UTC]

This comment made me laugh. Lol I needed that, thanks! XD

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Invaderskull1995 In reply to DustystormDrawz [2016-11-23 05:16:49 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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White-Rose-Brian [2016-11-23 01:24:44 +0000 UTC]

Most impressive. May I please use the share function to post this to my sideblog on Tumblr?

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Precia-T In reply to White-Rose-Brian [2016-11-23 08:39:52 +0000 UTC]

of course. But please give me a credit

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PJToon75 [2016-11-22 20:56:53 +0000 UTC]

This picture is both depressing and beautiful at the same time. At times, I can relate to this picture. Excellent work!

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Natsukashii-Chan In reply to PJToon75 [2016-11-22 21:41:48 +0000 UTC]

Same ;-;

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PJToon75 In reply to Natsukashii-Chan [2016-11-22 22:11:44 +0000 UTC]

Keep up the good work!

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Veepxr [2016-11-22 20:04:34 +0000 UTC]

This hit me so hard. This drawing is heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time.

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daaad [2016-11-22 18:57:14 +0000 UTC]

At first i was a depressed fuck, but then i realised my cup wasn't half empty but half full! Now everything is awesome!

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DustystormDrawz In reply to daaad [2016-11-23 04:37:44 +0000 UTC]

Half empty or half full, you still have water to drink if you're thirsty.

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daaad In reply to DustystormDrawz [2016-11-27 20:17:27 +0000 UTC]

Question is, is it just enough or do you want just a little more

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shaker0 [2016-11-22 18:37:01 +0000 UTC]

Evolution of social anxiety. You are alone... that is pretty much how it continues :/

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DustystormDrawz In reply to shaker0 [2016-11-23 04:38:07 +0000 UTC]

Yesss I relate to this so much

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CyaneWorks [2016-11-22 18:35:55 +0000 UTC]

(your patreon link is redirecting to a 404 page!) ;3

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LeDaverix [2016-11-22 18:28:54 +0000 UTC]

i ike her first step ... really happy and loveley smile there^^

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Koyzumie [2016-11-22 18:10:41 +0000 UTC]

this is some very powerful imagery, thank you for sharing 

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seopressor [2016-11-22 16:40:01 +0000 UTC]

lovely

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spoonyliger [2016-11-22 15:58:40 +0000 UTC]

There seems to be something wrong with your Patreon link. It's taking me to a 404 page.

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Precia-T In reply to spoonyliger [2016-11-22 19:59:35 +0000 UTC]

uuu thank you 

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