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Published: 2017-06-16 04:19:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 12406; Favourites: 302; Downloads: 29
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On their walk home from a training session, Shiloh decided to ask about Magnus's origins; was he born and raised in Riverfell? Were his parents still there? Did he know her mother? He was silent for a moment and, in an effort to satiate her thirst for knowing more about him while simultaneously avoiding her question about whether or not he had known her mother, he decided to open up.
"My father died when I was very young. He was on duty escorting a pair of Healers in the mountains searching for herbs when some rocks gave way and all three wolves fell. One of the Healers was killed, while the other had broken a leg. They managed to make it back, but my father complained of pain in his belly. The other Healers claimed something inside of him had broken during the fall. They did all they could to try and treat his injuries with herbal remedies, but the damage had been done and there was no fixing it.
I saw the Heart Stone for the first time during his Passing ceremony. I'd only ever heard of it before, as few wolves see it beyond the Lorekeepers -- except during a Passing. I remember it was a large, smooth stone and its color was like that of the morning sky, just before the sun appears on the horizon. They rested it on his chest just after giving him a heavy dose of herbs that would help him sleep. My mother told me to bring an item that reminded me of him and our time together. I chose a turkey feather I had tucked away in our den, as one of my fondest memories was when we were chased by a whole flock of the nasty beasts. After I had retrieved my feather, I found that nearly all of my father's family and friends had returned to him with their own items; some carried bones, antlers, stones. My mother brought a small bundle of leaves and told the others that she would miss walking through the Emerald Forest each season with him and watching the leaves change color. The Lorekeepers arranged each item carefully in a circle around him, then allowed my mother and I to stay with him after the sun set.
It was the middle of the night when he took his last breath, with the Heart Stone still resting on his chest over his heart. All of the Lorekeepers that had gathered were quietly chanting "Pass on in peace to the heavens. May you now run free among the stars," over and over again. The Master Lorekeeper that stayed with us told me that when the Passing ceremony is complete, my father's energy would pass through the Heart Stone as it ascended to the stars to rejoin our ancestors. By passing through the stone, he would leave a portion of his energy within it, and thus, would always be with us in and the pack. Forever.
We buried his body the next day, along with some of the items that made up the circle of memories around him. According to the Lorekeeper, the items were meant more for those left behind, as it gave them something positive to think about and happy stories to tell those that had gathered prior to his Passing.
Every wolf of Riverfell passed through the Heart Stone for as far back as anyone could remember. Young or old. Omega or Alpha. Good or bad. The Master Lorekeeper told me that in a way, the stone is the Heart of Riverfell."
Photo reference of what I imagine the heart stone to look like, for anyone curious!
As I'm sure some (if not most) of you know, I lost my cat of 21 years a few weeks ago. Long story short, I had a mobile vet come out to our house to perform the euthanasia, as there was no way I could handle his last moments being frightened at a vet's office. Anyway. During the "procedure" and just before the final shot, the vet took out a small rose quartz stone and placed it on his chest. She explained to me that as he passes over, his energy will go through the stone as it leaves his body, but a little part of it will remain in the stone. When it was all over, she handed me the stone and told me to keep it. It hardly left my hand for three days.
This concept brought me a lot of comfort in what was one of the worst experiences I've ever had to go through. It was therapeutic and I loved the concept of the stone still holding some of my cat's energy, that I decided to incorporate the idea into Riverfell. Sort of a tribute, maybe. Honestly, focusing so hard on Riverfell has helped me cope with losing my best furry friend. It may seem strange, but it's helped keep my mind busy these last few weeks. 3
I really love the idea of Magnus teaching not only Shiloh, but also my watchers, about Riverfell. It's a fun way to explore the pack's culture and also how much Magnus teaches her during their time together. Plus we get a nice glimpse into Magnus's history and life, which I really wanted to touch on but wasn't sure how. Now I know!
Poor lil baby Magnus...I know exactly how you feel. :c Thankfully, the next few pieces of art I upload will be much happier and happen in present day, haha.
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Comments: 35
MediocrePotato [2017-06-26 05:10:14 +0000 UTC]
This piece and the description and reading what you said about your cat literally brought tears to my eyes. I have an elderly cat and just reading what you did for him and bringing a mobile vet so he wouldn't be frightened just pushed me over the edge. I love everything about this piece <3
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4everhound [2017-06-19 21:19:21 +0000 UTC]
Aw, poor lil Magnus. Though I like the idea of the heart stone.
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Quaylak In reply to 4everhound [2017-06-23 06:31:27 +0000 UTC]
I know, poor lil baby Magnus. :c And thank you, I'm glad you like it!
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FaIIenShadows [2017-06-17 02:51:08 +0000 UTC]
This was written so beautifully. The emotion D'X
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Quaylak In reply to FaIIenShadows [2017-06-23 06:33:13 +0000 UTC]
Awww thanks Shadow! I think I like writing as much as I like drawing, so I'm glad you enjoy both. c:
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Baseballfan2414 [2017-06-17 00:20:45 +0000 UTC]
The feels!
The feels are strong with this one!
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Quaylak In reply to Baseballfan2414 [2017-06-23 06:33:35 +0000 UTC]
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Arcadiasa [2017-06-16 20:27:50 +0000 UTC]
My heart Quay D: This is such an amazing, lovely story <3 I love the addition of the heart stone from your own rl experiences. Poor Magnus ;A; Everything from the characters, story, and background is so beautiful! Such an emotional piece
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Quaylak In reply to Arcadiasa [2017-06-23 06:38:13 +0000 UTC]
Dawww thanks Arc, I'm glad you like the story and the art and the concept of the Heart Stone! It made me a bit sad to work on this, but I love the idea so much as just a comforting way to cope with loss.
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IraWolfeh [2017-06-16 18:26:18 +0000 UTC]
That's an absolutely beautiful story, and the fact that you've incorporated the idea into Riverfell is brilliant
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Quaylak In reply to IraWolfeh [2017-06-23 06:39:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! It's a comforting concept that I thought would be cool to potentially include. I honestly worried people would think it was silly or creepy, haha. cx
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UmbraSheWolf [2017-06-16 18:19:51 +0000 UTC]
That story is really sad but it's also really beautiful.
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ToothyApocalypse [2017-06-16 18:03:57 +0000 UTC]
Q - Q I love this story. I'm so sorry about your cat, I've been through similar moments and I still remember my pets like it was yesterday. That vet was really something though, bless their heart.
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Quaylak In reply to ToothyApocalypse [2017-06-23 06:42:46 +0000 UTC]
Aww thanks Toothy, I'm glad you enjoyed it! So many people have gone through similar loss so it's cool to me to know that you guys also find comfort in the concept of this. I never expected the vet to do something like that, but it brought a lot of peace to me to carry the stone around those first few days, so I'm grateful for it and kinda wish the concept would catch on for other people to maybe use.
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MurraMyrrh [2017-06-16 16:12:34 +0000 UTC]
This is so gosh darn beautiful. I'm legitimately crying. The writing and art are so emotional and it struck me down to my core.
I'm glad though that you seem to be doing ok. It's actually scientifically proven that hard labor (typically physical but mental yields similar results) helps people recover from grief and depression faster. And on the plus side, you get lots of good work done! And I hope this doesn't sound bad or whatever, because I'm horrible with my words, but I'm really happy to see that you're able to turn your grief into something really and truly beautiful. It takes a strong person to do that. Again, I hope that doesn't sound weird or perhaps even by some chance, mean. Sorry. I've just been told so many times that the way I say stuff is tactless.
And I've honestly enjoyed watching this stuff flesh out more too. ^_^ Keep up with the amazing work!!
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Quaylak In reply to MurraMyrrh [2017-06-23 06:56:17 +0000 UTC]
Awww Murra, you're so sweet and I feel bad for making you cry, but at the same time, that's a huge compliment for any artist to know their work affected you in such a way! And I certainly don't view your comment as tactless at all. In fact, it made me happy to know that you feel that way, so thank you for sharing that with me. You're very kind and I truly appreciate such a wonderful comment!
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nakaiii [2017-06-16 15:17:21 +0000 UTC]
i love this so much! both the picture and the written piece are so lovely, and they give a great insight into magnus' past! also, sad baby magnus looks adorable <3
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Quaylak In reply to nakaiii [2017-06-23 06:57:13 +0000 UTC]
Eeee thank you, I'm glad you like it! And yes, it was tough drawing him looking both sad and cute, haha. cx
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SacaraWolf5498 [2017-06-16 13:45:51 +0000 UTC]
This is just beautiful. I should have expressed my condolences earlier, but I'm so sorry to hear about your cat. I know how much it hurts, I had to put my cat Daisy down in 2014, and to this day I still cry whenever I look at pictures of her. What that vet did for you was wonderful, and it fits beautifully into Riverfell culture.
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Quaylak In reply to SacaraWolf5498 [2017-06-23 06:59:28 +0000 UTC]
Thank you Emma I appreciate such a kind comment and am sorry to hear about your Daisy. :c Honestly, it sort of reassured me to know so many people have had to go through what I'm going through, despite how terrible that sounds. This was my first time, but knowing other people have managed to come through and even go on to find new pets brought me some comfort.
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Quaylak In reply to LeftWingDuck [2017-06-23 06:59:45 +0000 UTC]
I know that poor lil dude! :C
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Quaylak In reply to RedHardGore [2017-06-23 07:00:59 +0000 UTC]
He didn't have the easiest time growing up, especially after losing his dad!
Kinda like.....Shiloh. :0
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