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Ro-Row — It's scratching at my heart... by-nc-nd

Published: 2011-07-22 20:39:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 4237; Favourites: 81; Downloads: 20
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Description Finally left alone, the Sergeant dropped his guard; all his proudly built walls breaking apart slowly. He hadn’t let himself think about it in front of his wife, nor in front of the boys he owed his life too. He didn’t want them to see him so weak and vulnerable.
His head bowed forward, his teeth clenched as every worry he had kept buried for the past few days attacked him one by one. All the things he’d never be able to enjoy…seeing his loved ones smile, watching his newborn grow up, seeing his wife’s face when she first sees her child.
He joked about losing his sight, he laughed and he brushed it aside as nothing…but inside it was slowly scratching at his heart. It was becoming unbearable, more painful then the bullets in his arm, more painful then the constant headache.


He’d never see his baby boy.

I never want to see another hospital for as long as I live.
I got lazy with the background because it was kinda hard to keep looking at this picture
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Ceraisian-Alchemist [2016-05-28 23:21:42 +0000 UTC]

I love the figure of the body. Hospitals don't really bother me, per se, but I don't like being passed around from doctor to doctor all the time, like I am in regular life.

I'm so sorry that this image was emotionally hard to make. ~hugs~

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ShinjuMarkez [2011-07-26 00:37:25 +0000 UTC]

Ro-row, i Love your coloring ;O;
its purely awesome

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randomlyd [2011-07-24 21:22:05 +0000 UTC]

aefjdbsfijdsngjdbsfjgnfsjgfnsioshdi THIS AIN'T FOOKIN' HAPPENING. CAUSE
CAUSe
CAUUUEUSJ
He's pj

and

and


he can't ;-------------------;

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yanalee [2011-07-23 07:08:54 +0000 UTC]

ironic, I just saw something on TV about hospitals like 5 minutes ago. :<

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TheSilverBells [2011-07-23 05:57:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh you certainly caught the feeling in this. I just got out of the hospital a few days ago and it certainly does wear you down emotionally. The IV is miserable and part of you wants to be alone and the other half wants comfort. Either way you want to cry.

♥ I understand, in a small way. I like the stark whites. Because that's how it is. It's sterile and cold.

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Ro-Row In reply to TheSilverBells [2011-07-23 09:42:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to hear you were in hospital! I'm glad you're out now though ;w;
Aye, I started drawing this when my mum first went into hospital because it struck me just how cold the place is. I know whites meant to be a calm colour...but it just looked too...clinical.
Horrible.

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TheSilverBells In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-23 15:24:36 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it's freezing in there. -___- I'm slowly getting better though. (: I hope your mom is okay. ;n;
hahaha Are you from Scotland? xD A friend of mine just went to Ireland on vacation. lol x)

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Ro-Row In reply to TheSilverBells [2011-07-23 20:14:26 +0000 UTC]

Awww I'm glad to hear it

Noooooo, I just get into a habit of saying Aye |D Scottish heritage and all that XD

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TheSilverBells In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-24 00:42:28 +0000 UTC]

hahaha xD Oh. Well, be proud! I dunno know what I am. French, English, Indian, Martian... Who knows. xD

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CclockworkMaskai [2011-07-22 21:33:30 +0000 UTC]

neee i saw you drawing that -stalk-

still too good.

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ShinigamiSquirrel [2011-07-22 21:30:48 +0000 UTC]

D: What do you mean he's never see him??? D8

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Ro-Row In reply to ShinigamiSquirrel [2011-07-22 21:39:28 +0000 UTC]

Cause he loses his sight in an attack.
|3

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ShinigamiSquirrel In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-22 21:50:13 +0000 UTC]

But you can still see a good eye? o.o

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Ro-Row In reply to ShinigamiSquirrel [2011-07-22 22:05:59 +0000 UTC]

Nope, he's had terrible eyesight in that eye from the start .3. can only see random blurs of colours.

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randomlyd In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-24 21:20:48 +0000 UTC]

Shut up ginger, Shen he can see, she's lying! :'D

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Ro-Row In reply to randomlyd [2011-07-24 21:21:53 +0000 UTC]

shut up blondie I told you. If Blitz dies I'm stabbing the good eye :'D

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randomlyd In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-24 21:24:10 +0000 UTC]

Well i you can take that knife and shove it where the sun don't shine :'D

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Ro-Row In reply to randomlyd [2011-07-24 21:43:42 +0000 UTC]

Make me :'D

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randomlyd In reply to Ro-Row [2011-07-24 23:33:57 +0000 UTC]

Gladly B(

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