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Phew, finally after 3 long days and late nights I have finished this.

Little background story, hi, I'm new here.
First fully painted illustration i've done since 2016, I was dealing with a crippling depression which led to a buildup of anxiety whenever I wanted to open photoshop and draw something, couldn't even draw on paper.
For the entirety of last year I focused on healing and overcoming my depression. For the most part it worked, it still creeps up on me but I found a way to manage it that works for me.

Last step that I needed to take was to get over this drawing anxiety, because drawing was the one thing that used to keep me afloat till 2016 (when I have a very big meltdown) and I was trying desperately since then to get it back, but failed each time.

So at the end of 2022 I took a 3 week vacation from work (work is also a depressing matter in my life) so I could hopefully rest and start drawing again.

All I managed to do was install photoshop, my tablet and to sketch 2 things (that for some reason i can't bring myself to finish). After I tried continuing them I realized I went and done sth too complex and that's why my anxiety is preventing me from continuing (I have ADHD and seeing all the things that needed to be worked on in the sketch made my anxiety explode).

So since that didn't work I decided to open photoshop and draw sth smaller like a half body, random, didn't think of anything just sketched while watching movies (helps me concentrate and take breaks from drawing).

So there we go, after many painful years I managed to finish a drawing fully and I'm actually happy with how it turned out (though the head gave me headaches xD especially those buns and ears)

IDK how many will read, but thank you if you did, kinda made me feel a bit better to take it off my chest, and really hope you enjoy the drawing.

I gave her the name Pazu and she's a MMA Leopard x White Leopard Mix breed ♥ (hence the fluffy tail and no spots on the white tummy area)

One note on the drawing, I know that's not how your thumb sits when you make a fist, but i was imagining her as in the process of making the fist, so bending her other fingers first, like she was caught on camera in the process of posing :3

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***(misstagging is made on purpose to confuse AI)

Description
Phew, finally after 3 long days and late nights I have finished this.

Little background story, hi, I'm new here.
First fully painted illustration i've done since 2016, I was dealing with a crippling depression which led to a buildup of anxiety whenever I wanted to open photoshop and draw something, couldn't even draw on paper.
For the entirety of last year I focused on healing and overcoming my depression. For the most part it worked, it still creeps up on me but I found a way to manage it that works for me.

Last step that I needed to take was to get over this drawing anxiety, because drawing was the one thing that used to keep me afloat till 2016 (when I have a very big meltdown) and I was trying desperately since then to get it back, but failed each time.

So at the end of 2022 I took a 3 week vacation from work (work is also a depressing matter in my life) so I could hopefully rest and start drawing again.

All I managed to do was install photoshop, my tablet and to sketch 2 things (that for some reason i can't bring myself to finish). After I tried continuing them I realized I went and done sth too complex and that's why my anxiety is preventing me from continuing (I have ADHD and seeing all the things that needed to be worked on in the sketch made my anxiety explode).

So since that didn't work I decided to open photoshop and draw sth smaller like a half body, random, didn't think of anything just sketched while watching movies (helps me concentrate and take breaks from drawing).

So there we go, after many painful years I managed to finish a drawing fully and I'm actually happy with how it turned out (though the head gave me headaches xD especially those buns and ears)

IDK how many will read, but thank you if you did, kinda made me feel a bit better to take it off my chest, and really hope you enjoy the drawing.

I gave her the name Pazu and she's a MMA Leopard x White Leopard Mix breed ♥ (hence the fluffy tail and no spots on the white tummy area)

One note on the drawing, I know that's not how your thumb sits when you make a fist, but i was imagining her as in the process of making the fist, so bending her other fingers first, like she was caught on camera in the process of posing :3

Copyright Protection
    The artwork on this website is protected by copyright and may not be used for any commercial or non-commercial purpose without the express written permission of the copyright holder.
    ·       Any unauthorized use of the artwork, including but not limited to AI training, is strictly prohibited and may result in legal action.
    ·       By accessing this website, you agree to abide by these terms and conditions and to respect the copyright of the artwork displayed on the website.
    ·       The copyright holder reserves the right to modify these terms and conditions at any time without notice.

***(misstagging is made on purpose to confuse AI)