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SablexScriptor — Mistress of the dark
Published: 2012-02-15 23:33:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 271; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 4
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My Mistress of the Dark,The Queen of my Heart.
I'm drowning in the sea,
of uncertanty.
Mistress of the dark,
I'm bound by the heart.
You take my breath away,
my soul is yours to take.
Mistress of the Dark,
to you I am bound.
You reside in my mind,
even when your not around.
Mistress of the dark,
our distance apart,
hurts me everyday,
and drowns my fragile heart.
Mistress of the Dark,
you don't understand.
the three words,
they rattle like coins in a can.
Mistress of the Dark,
I love you, dearly.
The lands keeping us apart,
are like a drowning sea.
Mistress of the Dark,
I'm fading away.
I can only say,
I hope you will stay.
Mistress of the Dark,
You are my Queen.
You've captured my heart,
from across the drowning sea.
Mistress of the dark,
...Do you love me?
Comments: 43
You have such an amazing way of writing these.
Seriously, you're a great writer.
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well I already know her answer she told me... OMG I am so happy for you two! You guys are just so cute together
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Thanks. It means alot. :3
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You're welcome 
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Thanks. I would tell you how I do it, but to be honest, I have no idea how. Heh.
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That's what I love about writing...It just writes itself out as if you had no idea what was going on xD
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Heh. You know how some people sleep walk?
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I sleep write.
...I have the odd habits. ._.
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That is very interesting...So you write while you are asleep?
I'm sure that the writing is so much more depth-ful written while asleep...
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Can be. It also makes terrible handwriting.
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I bet! So you wake up and find random writings? "Oh hey, looks like I wrote last night" XD
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I do. It's sorta funny at times. Wrote a few poems, and invented a language.
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Invented a language? Wow...can the writing make no sense sometimes?
And do you find that the writing had to do with dreams you may have had?
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Yes.
It does indeed.
And I don't dream. I suffer from night terrors, so more nightmares than anything.
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Ah... I know how that is. I don't think I've slept well in the last 2 months (it recently started) because of nightmares. They seem so real...
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It's horrible. I still Sleep, (By scientific means) but I wake up more tired then I do when I first go under.
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Exactly. I also hallucinate while I am awake...which is almost as bad as the nightmares.
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I used to do that. Still kinda do. Can't walk down the street without seeing/feeling a bullet rip through me, killing me. And after a few seconds, I realize it's not real.
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Wow. That's intense. I always feel a hand on my shoulder and breath on my neck...I also hear whispers and when I'm alone I see shadows. It's as if I'm never alone. But it's worse when it's dark. That's why I was inspired by your poem so much.
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What you see, what you hear. Write it down, discribe it. Let it all out, and put it somewhere. I promise, it helps a bit. It will feel terrifing when you write it, and double the feelings, but in the same sense, it gives you an electrifying thrill. Try it, you'll see what I mean.
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I do sometimes... there is a link to something I wrote one night about what I was seeing/hearing. I want to do it more often, but usually I am just so frightened and don't want move..know what I mean. It's hard to tell myself it's all fake.
I also suffer from self-harm, and in this bit that I wrote, at the end, it's about how I was hallucinating one night..and randomly had my boyfriends name carved into my thigh...I even cut myself without knowing. xD
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I don't cut myself, I let the hurt rip through my mind, and harness the chill and pain. I get what you mean about the fear.
....It's like talking to a mirror almost. You and I are really alike.
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I find it to hard to keep the pain inside. Cutting myself seems to release all the anger/depression/guilt etc...for a time being.
Yes, we really are alike. How old are you?
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I am the kind that bottles everything, and explode in a violent flurry of Emotion.
I am Fourteen. Have been for four months now.
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I used to be...I don't know what got me started on cutting.
I turned fifteen last August.
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I have yet to find a need. I'll probally be more of a drinker than a cutter.
Oh. So your older than me. Cool, most people never seem to be. :3
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Ah...do you drink now at all?
Yep, XD But not by much.
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No, My Dad keeps tabs on all the stuff they have. It sucks.
Heh. :3
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Yeah, same here. Every once in a great while I will sneak in the fridge and take a few drinks of an open bottle of whatever is in there, but it's never enough to make me feel different. If I drank more, dad would find out xD
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And it sucks. Because if I had the chance, I would have several bottles gone, and halfway to Canada in a moment.
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Why Canada?
where are you from?
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