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Sezaii β€” That Tragic Memory

Published: 2014-08-04 20:47:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 2940; Favourites: 397; Downloads: 47
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Description Something that has been in my WIP folder for too long.
The drawing was actually completed back in 2012 but never got round to finishing the whole thing, so I'm happy now.


This painting is quite personal to me, as some may know I went to work my first winter season this past year and it went tragically wrong, a place I loved now has a mark of hate and misery plastered over it. A place of beauty which now rings only pain in my mind. I will now never return to this place and for this reason alone it brings me only anger to remember what happened, what disgusting and horrible some humans can be to one another.

Β A dream shattered and a future diverted.

Although this is not the end, I will not let this thwart my ambitions, and will try any means to avoid it (what happened) in the future.

Art (c) Sezaii
Rabian (c) Sezaii
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Comments: 47

KingdomHeartsEWY [2015-05-15 08:00:11 +0000 UTC]

It looks really beautiful, and I'm really sorry that something like that happened to you

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LorienInksong [2015-01-28 00:40:40 +0000 UTC]

I really like what you did with the wing design for Rabian; mixing the feathered regions with membranes gracefully by giving the membrane edges that look somewhat like primary feathers is a neat idea.

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Sezaii In reply to LorienInksong [2015-01-28 09:06:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you 0-0

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Sidonie [2015-01-26 20:44:16 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful! Β I love the background

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Sezaii In reply to Sidonie [2015-01-26 21:04:09 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Sidonie!

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Emilou1985 [2015-01-12 19:16:33 +0000 UTC]

I am amazed by the detail in this picture. The snow and landscape is gorgeous. And that creature design is amazing. It looks like a combination of avian, insect and reptilian. I especially love how you combined butterfly wings with feathers. So cool.

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Sezaii In reply to Emilou1985 [2015-01-12 23:14:28 +0000 UTC]

Oh thank you! Im glad you recognise the butterfly influence, i was heavily inspired by this when designing her ^^

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TheLostArtKeeper [2014-11-28 23:11:50 +0000 UTC]

I can tell that you don't want to talk specifically about what happened, but I just want to say that from experience-Karma gets around eventually and sets things straight. It might take awhile, but that's just because Karma wants the moment it strikes to have the maximum effect.

"All good things to those who wait."

And your artwork is a true work of excellence. Keep it going strong

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Sezaii In reply to TheLostArtKeeper [2014-11-30 17:45:20 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! Well, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, huh? ^^ I guess that's something I learned on my bad experience

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TheLostArtKeeper In reply to Sezaii [2014-12-01 00:05:03 +0000 UTC]

exactly you got itΒ 

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MangaFeline [2014-10-02 16:14:51 +0000 UTC]

That's such an amazing design! ;O; And I love how you did the mountains and snow!

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Sezaii In reply to MangaFeline [2014-10-02 18:11:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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MangaFeline In reply to Sezaii [2014-10-03 01:09:07 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! ^^

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VaylerSilv [2014-09-28 06:11:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh my. So much of details and great background. ^^ you are getting more and more better with your style.

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Sezaii In reply to VaylerSilv [2014-09-28 09:54:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!

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VaylerSilv In reply to Sezaii [2014-09-28 23:47:24 +0000 UTC]

Aww. You're welcome ^///^

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SekoiyaStoryteller [2014-08-15 03:08:03 +0000 UTC]

Wow, wonderful drawing and creature; I love the design of the wings and tail! And you REALLY know how to draw mountains well! OuO Also sorry to hear about your tragic experience, that's no fun.

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Sezaii In reply to SekoiyaStoryteller [2014-08-15 08:33:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! No it wasn't great but I'll hopefully have a better experience next time

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Acayth [2014-08-14 13:09:28 +0000 UTC]

Aaawh, I still remember how you've struggled with the foreground for this painting. I absolutely love Rabians pose! He looks so lively and fluffy in that environment, like an arctic owl<3Β 

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Sezaii In reply to Acayth [2014-08-14 16:40:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ^^

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raven-2007 [2014-08-09 14:51:40 +0000 UTC]

He looks quite regal and impressive here, with his wide wings, tail fan and the two tail-pointy-thingies out of his backside there (lol such official teminology XD). I like the realism of the background, and the windswept appearance behind him. It looks like he's diving down the slope for a kill, like a rabbit or something that lives in snow.

It saddens me that you associate this place now with your negative experiences and your bitter resentment towards it. Do you associate only that one place, or all snowy ski places with this series of incidents?
I'm happy though that you're moving forward and not letting it derail you from your path, whatever it may be.

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Sezaii In reply to raven-2007 [2014-08-10 09:23:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3

Just France XD I love places like Switzerland and Austria so much! I don't want to go back to France x-x

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Deathtail-The-DraCon [2014-08-08 15:23:39 +0000 UTC]

WHAT A PRETTY OC i mean wow those fucking wings and omfg THAT TAIL THO lovely artwork!! stunning!!

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Sezaii In reply to Deathtail-The-DraCon [2014-08-08 15:47:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Deathtail-The-DraCon In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-08 15:51:35 +0000 UTC]

np!

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Drerika [2014-08-06 16:32:59 +0000 UTC]

hnnnn those pretty wings again! wonderfull work x3

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Sezaii In reply to Drerika [2014-08-06 21:16:27 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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KimericalArtworks [2014-08-06 10:36:03 +0000 UTC]

This is stunning 0w0

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Sezaii In reply to KimericalArtworks [2014-08-06 10:44:58 +0000 UTC]

Why thank you ^^

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SkaterGators [2014-08-06 06:05:14 +0000 UTC]

beautiful!!!

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Sezaii In reply to SkaterGators [2014-08-06 09:20:37 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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hazefeather [2014-08-05 19:43:22 +0000 UTC]

It looks very beautiful, I especially like the shadow he leaves on the snow showing just how close he is flying above the ground ^^

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Sezaii In reply to hazefeather [2014-08-05 19:45:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much ^^

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Heichukar [2014-08-05 08:18:50 +0000 UTC]

WHAt the hay! DiS background and all I dont even how do you art i hawfqKOGVPOJ'WG¨KVPK  you iNSANE!!111 He LOoks sooo cool ;3; I love his winterform ah <3 so fluffeh <3<33

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Sezaii In reply to Heichukar [2014-08-05 17:12:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much <3

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Heichukar In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-05 17:29:39 +0000 UTC]

<33 anytime sweetieee ;3;

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Ankaiith [2014-08-04 21:29:53 +0000 UTC]

His colors fit so well with the background! It looks amazing.
Only his body shading looks a little bit... flat to me. I would give it a bit more contrast.

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Sezaii In reply to Ankaiith [2014-08-05 17:14:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much! I don't know why but I always seem to struggle with what brushes to use for digitally drawn characters XD I usually just base the character with the original sketch and it turns out quite well shaded but I can't get it on this one XD I'll be lazy and give him a contrast boost!

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Ankaiith In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-05 20:30:40 +0000 UTC]

I know that. Shadows just don't always look like how I want them to be. It's horrible. xD

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PrismatDragon [2014-08-04 21:15:48 +0000 UTC]

These mountains with Your Rabian are even more awesome. He looks really gorgeous. I like that effect of dispelled snow.

Yeah, humans, I went through some events by myself. It pains me to hear You wnet through something horrible.

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Sezaii In reply to PrismatDragon [2014-08-05 17:14:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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PrismatDragon In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-05 17:18:20 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome ^^

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Morraey [2014-08-04 21:05:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh yea just do more fucking freaking shit , dude!
This is unbelievable awesome!! The mountains are really great, please show me how to draw them!
I understand you feelings about your work back last year which went terribly wrong.
Rabian represents you in my eyes, skiing flying over the snow, down in the valley.
As you said about my pic, this really has to be printed!
Do more like this!
Wr should do a little photobook about Deiterrium with all of our concept pictures and related stuff :3

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Sezaii In reply to Morraey [2014-08-05 17:16:55 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks <3 Well I think you're recent picture was so great also D: You don't need teaching from me XD Thank you, its kinda what the picture was looking like to me too. Naw, we could have each others prints <3 I'm putting your's next to my bed

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Morraey In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-05 19:53:27 +0000 UTC]

Ahw we rly should do!
I need teaching from you! Especially concerning snowy stuff ._.
When I am back from my holiday in munich (and have money then again) I'll print it!
Send me then a high res picture!

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Sezaii In reply to Morraey [2014-08-05 20:04:45 +0000 UTC]

Oh don't you own a printer? D: I just have a basic one XD Or are you talking about a proper print? I think it would look great with a proper canvas print but that would be sooo expensive DX You mean send you a high res of this pic? Can't you download?

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Morraey In reply to Sezaii [2014-08-05 20:57:25 +0000 UTC]

Yes I mean a high quality print on nice photopaper. Pfff my printer doesn't print that size and I want it to be DinA3 sized
Ah right you always put the high res pictures in the download bar thing x)

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