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I resonate a lot with the Encanto song "Surace pressure", and it makes me feel like someone put into words all the feelings I have inside.

I'm the big sister of two autistic twins. I'm autistic myself. People who follow me for a long time know about my struggles with bullying and depression (and others), so it's no easy task to survive day by day. But I have to do it.

And believe me when I say that. It's not a hopeful "do it". It's a MUST: YOU HAVE TO KEEP GOING.

I can't fail anyone anymore. I just can't.

Sometimes all I wish is to pause the world and relax a little, just for a few hours. I wish I could have myself back.

There's a lot of wrong things with this drawing and this post. I don't even have the strength to care anymore.

Description
I resonate a lot with the Encanto song "Surace pressure", and it makes me feel like someone put into words all the feelings I have inside.

I'm the big sister of two autistic twins. I'm autistic myself. People who follow me for a long time know about my struggles with bullying and depression (and others), so it's no easy task to survive day by day. But I have to do it.

And believe me when I say that. It's not a hopeful "do it". It's a MUST: YOU HAVE TO KEEP GOING.

I can't fail anyone anymore. I just can't.

Sometimes all I wish is to pause the world and relax a little, just for a few hours. I wish I could have myself back.

There's a lot of wrong things with this drawing and this post. I don't even have the strength to care anymore.