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Published: 2010-09-23 23:41:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 1683; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 13
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As some of you may know, I don't feel good at all lately. I'm exhausted... I don't really know why. It could be for nothing, it could be for man many reasons. Summer was hard, and working in a theme park doesn't help. I'm constantly surrounded by crowd, loud noises, people shouting, screaming, many languages and different personnalities to deal with.Add that some personnals problems who took my energy away... It's nothing big, somehow. But altogether... I'm a mess. I think I suffer from fatigue but i don't even have time to go to the doctor. (funny how "fatigue" is used as a medical term in english while in fench it's just a general word for saying you're tired...)
Anyway, I don't see a way out, even if I try... I can't even sleep or rest, because i lack time, and because when I sleep, nightmare come. I don't eat a lot anymore. On top of that I've got endless headaches because of my cervicals. Yes yes, your Crystal is a crap. I'm in holidays in one week, but I don't know if i'll make it... I'll try.
I'm lucky to have wonderful friends to help me... I'm sorry I complain too much here, but drawing helps me, writing it down helps me. You know, like if i was taking a little part of the illness to put it away on paper.
Crys, Hiro (c) me
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Comments: 12
Lokine [2010-11-04 23:05:48 +0000 UTC]
*toujours en retard dans les comments*
Hmm n'étant pas une de tes amies proches, je n'ai pas grand chose à dire, à part que je ne trouve pas mauvais du tout que tu t'exprimes de temps en temps ici. C'est bien mieux que de garder tout en dedans. Et puis tu as de la chance d'avoir tous pleins d'amies géniales et de watchers fidèles pour te soutenir èué
*arem*
Voilà.
èné
Je me sens déplacée. U_U
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SkyeCrys In reply to Lokine [2010-11-05 00:31:31 +0000 UTC]
Merci ne t'en fais pas, tu n'es pas du tout déplacée... Quand on est mal, tous les gentils mots réchauffent le coeur, il suffit d'un peu d'attention pour adoucir parfois les choses...
Et je suis contente d'avoir le dessin. Si généralement (heureusement) j'ai plutot une nature happy-go-lucky et que je suis très optimiste, quand je me sens mal ou pessimiste, j'y vais pas à moitié et je descend tout au fond. Dieu merci, ça n'arrive que très rarement, mais qui sait dans quel état je serais si je n'avais pas eu le dessin? Névrosée productive, disais mon prof de philo. Merci monsieur XD
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Lokine In reply to SkyeCrys [2010-11-05 11:02:54 +0000 UTC]
C'est vrai que le dessin ça aide beaucoup èué J'ai toujours le sentiment que les gens qui ont une activité artistique dans laquelle ils peuvent s'exprimer (dans nos cas, virer limite schyzo avec nos personnages), sont plus chanceux que les autres.
En tous cas contente si je peux apporter un peu de soutien. èué
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FEuJenny07 [2010-09-24 11:37:56 +0000 UTC]
Crys, I'm late for every comment but I couldn't ignore this one...
When a lot of "little things" come alltogether it's always hard to face them. Worse than with one, big problem somehow, 'cause your head is crowded with thoughts, ideas, things to remember and all... Of course you're tired. The italian term I would use for it is "affaticata", same as "fatigue", and I can assure you that I studied it as a medical term In these cases the only thing you have to do is take a break for everything. Just saying STOP, having a little but intense time all for yourself. You know, like those winter evenings when there's you, a book, a cup of tea and nothing else, a deep-immersion in yourself and your needs to recover your energies. Then you will be able face everything with your own refreshed strenght!
And don't worry, draw and write as much as you need. Not only it benefits you, but it also communicates us what's the problem, and moreover you come out with beautiful pics, maybe you could consider them just a sketch, but they're full of meanings and, because of that, we love them.
Take care Crys, we're here if you need us I'm so sure your smile and enthusiasm will come back very soon!
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SkyeCrys In reply to FEuJenny07 [2010-10-10 14:33:34 +0000 UTC]
Nya, thanks for your advices, I reply now but I read when you posted, and yes you were right, I feel better now I have time for myself, just watching movies, reading or whatever... Thanks for your words, hun, it means a lot...
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Taradun [2010-09-24 08:36:18 +0000 UTC]
Oh, ma fée... Le plus important, c'est que tu te reposes et que tu prennes soin de toi ; tu n'as vraiment pas à te sentir mal auprès de nous ou quoi que ce soit. :]
Laisse-toi aller dans ce qui te fait du bien ; je suis sûre que Hiro, Tom, Dan, Tahiri, Casey et tous les autres t'ouvriront tout grands les bras pour t'aider à remonter petit à petit <3
Je pense fort à toi ! Et n'oublie pas que s'il y a quoi que ce soit, je suis là
T'aime <3
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SkyeCrys In reply to Taradun [2010-10-10 14:35:48 +0000 UTC]
merci ma Fée'Ri, je me sens mieux maintenant que j'ai du temps pour moi, vraiment... j'en avais bien besoin, du calme et de temps à me concentrer, au lieu de courir tout le temps et manquer de sommeil...
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9-rbk-9 [2010-09-24 07:59:36 +0000 UTC]
Don't worry hun, we doen't mind to listen you! ^^
Wow, you really needs to relax! What are you doing that keep you so bussy? Disnely land is killing you? You need that holidays, to take some time only for you, go to the doctor, relax and so on...
I hope you'll be better soon!!
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SkyeCrys In reply to 9-rbk-9 [2010-10-10 14:34:19 +0000 UTC]
Yes, Disneyland was killing, or more, people coming to visit are killing me!! Noises, screams, music too strong, crowd... It's exhausting... Now I can rest and be at cam I feel way better!
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LeonardoStalker [2010-09-24 00:08:41 +0000 UTC]
aaaaaaw.... i wish i could do something to help. I know i dont really know you but i hate it when people dont feel good. I wish i could make everything better or at least try to.
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SkyeCrys In reply to LeonardoStalker [2010-10-10 14:34:44 +0000 UTC]
nyu thanks you I feel better now I can rest, but thanks for you words...
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