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He brushes my hair back behind my ear and I have to laugh because it's such a sweet, innocent gesture.

He is full of opposites and clashes like that, shy and reserved but actually rather open when he lets his guard down. Afraid of commitment but still willing to be there for someone and hold them when they need it. Quiet but friendly when you get right down to it. Everything about him seems a contradiction at first.

Maybe that's what made me fall for him in the beginning. Seems like so much longer than a week ago to me. I push my face up against his so our noses and foreheads are touching and smile at him. He smiles back and I can feel my chest tighten in that familiar way, the way that means I am probably in too deep already.

I think back to when we met, a little over a week ago. He played such beautiful music on the piano that immediately my heart was touched. He was just a stranger (albeit a very very attractive stranger) playing on a piano, but he touched me on such a personal level that I just had to befriend him.

Now in this moment I am more sure than I have ever been that this isn't some fleeting fancy, but something real. So what if he is afraid, so what if he'll never feel the same way? In this moment, I vow to myself to stay by his side however I can, be whatever he needs, do and be anything so long as I can have some small part in his life.

I wrap my arms around him tighter and he cuddles into my neck. His breath there is so comforting. I could lose myself in his arms, in his quiet charms, in the feel of him cuddled up to me.

In the end though, he will always pull away. He will always have doubts. This I understand, and this I have accepted. I know this is how it shall be, and I must come to terms with it in order to stay in his life. However much i wish it weren't so, it will always be, Just Friends.

Description
He brushes my hair back behind my ear and I have to laugh because it's such a sweet, innocent gesture.

He is full of opposites and clashes like that, shy and reserved but actually rather open when he lets his guard down. Afraid of commitment but still willing to be there for someone and hold them when they need it. Quiet but friendly when you get right down to it. Everything about him seems a contradiction at first.

Maybe that's what made me fall for him in the beginning. Seems like so much longer than a week ago to me. I push my face up against his so our noses and foreheads are touching and smile at him. He smiles back and I can feel my chest tighten in that familiar way, the way that means I am probably in too deep already.

I think back to when we met, a little over a week ago. He played such beautiful music on the piano that immediately my heart was touched. He was just a stranger (albeit a very very attractive stranger) playing on a piano, but he touched me on such a personal level that I just had to befriend him.

Now in this moment I am more sure than I have ever been that this isn't some fleeting fancy, but something real. So what if he is afraid, so what if he'll never feel the same way? In this moment, I vow to myself to stay by his side however I can, be whatever he needs, do and be anything so long as I can have some small part in his life.

I wrap my arms around him tighter and he cuddles into my neck. His breath there is so comforting. I could lose myself in his arms, in his quiet charms, in the feel of him cuddled up to me.

In the end though, he will always pull away. He will always have doubts. This I understand, and this I have accepted. I know this is how it shall be, and I must come to terms with it in order to stay in his life. However much i wish it weren't so, it will always be, Just Friends.