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Published: 2008-03-04 04:56:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 97; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description I’m lying to you
But I don’t mean to
I’m not hiding anything
-You just cannot see
Because the things that I’m keeping from you
Are deep inside of me

These feelings I cannot control
The thoughts I wish I could ignore
The dreams that haunt my troubled mind
An escape that’s impossible to find

I lie in your arms
But I can’t stop wishing to be in his
I know it’s wrong
But what you don’t see is

I’m trying so hard
To stay close to you
to make you happy
to care for you

But I can’t help but feel
Like it’s all a lie
When you wrap your arms around me
But I’m looking in HIS eyes

For every touch of your skin against mine
I feel his caress
-but only in my mind
You see,
I’m cheating on you in my head
With things I’ve never done
With words I’ve never said

I just want to run away
From all my feelings
and do what’s right
-And satisfy everyone

But I can’t
And no matter how I try
I’m unable to put into words
How I feel
What I want
Who I love

So for now
I’ll just ignore
The tug of my heart in so many directions
My head staring down in dismay

And I’ll just let myself drift
Or maybe
With you,
Simply
Stay.
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Comments: 6

amhuelskamp [2008-03-08 03:01:21 +0000 UTC]

i really like this alot....ans sadlly i do know where you are coming from....i hope you do what is right in your heart and mind. take care honey.

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tieshalynn [2008-03-07 04:18:19 +0000 UTC]

i agree with amanda..on all parts....

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anedz [2008-03-04 18:31:18 +0000 UTC]

"I’m cheating on you in my head
With things I’ve never done
With words I’ve never said"
^^ my favorite line
I agree that the title works as is, even though you probably didn't mean it to.

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speakyourmind In reply to anedz [2008-03-04 20:40:18 +0000 UTC]

that's the line i based the entire poem off of actually.. it was the first thing i put.. and probably my favorite as well

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felixwarrior13 [2008-03-04 16:47:04 +0000 UTC]

Well done, I believe you captured the emotions rather well...

and I actually think "To be decided..." works as the title of this, you really don't need to change it, in my opinion.

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Liberty-Virtue-Life [2008-03-04 05:17:41 +0000 UTC]

youll make the right choice...
...for yourself hopefully.

I like this a lot!

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