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I wished for someone in the rain.
I ran out and soaked it all in;
whispered under my breath.
Said your name.
All I can do is wish for you.
And pray for me.
I don't wanna regret you and loving you.
I don't wanna regret the truth
Of just embracing my emotions.
I don't want to regret this moment right now.

I will keep a distance, but I can still wish
And pray that I won't regret wishing, and thinking of hope.
Its silly.
But when you regret, something that once made you the happiest in the world,
and gave a new reason to life,
You fall hard.
Really hard.
And it hurts, sometimes, it kills.
No one should fall when there is never anyone to pick you back up.
You're stuck at the bottom until you climb your way back to the top.
And you look for a lifeline, an easy way out.
But nothing worth working for is ever easy is it?
And your friends try to help.
Calling advice out,
From the top.
But that's no aid.
It's so exhausting and all you want to do is stop. Take a break.
But that means remembering the pain for a while, and re-experiencing it
Instead of working to the top.
The healing is so hard when you have to put on your own bandages.
And once you're there.
The top,
sometimes it feels like ignorant bliss.
Because in your heart, you still miss it.
Hope.

So I pray to not fall.
And if I can walk away from the hope feeling good, after I'm all done,
That's the best.
When you can live life, knowing you don't need to thrive on just hope.
And you can do, and go out, and make hope,
Real.
Falling, bleeding, cuts and bruises,
Inevitable.
But I pray,
that those stains of hope
Won't come around again.

I can dance in the rain now.
Embrace everything,
Good and bad.
The coolness of rain on a hot day.
Versus the dripping wet clothes after you're all done.
But now I can embrace those wet clothes.
Because they're a memory, of a really good time in a moment of my life.
It doesn't stain any more.
Stains of hope have become
Drops of hope.
I wished for someone in the rain.

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I wished for someone in the rain.
I ran out and soaked it all in;
whispered under my breath.
Said your name.
All I can do is wish for you.
And pray for me.
I don't wanna regret you and loving you.
I don't wanna regret the truth
Of just embracing my emotions.
I don't want to regret this moment right now.

I will keep a distance, but I can still wish
And pray that I won't regret wishing, and thinking of hope.
Its silly.
But when you regret, something that once made you the happiest in the world,
and gave a new reason to life,
You fall hard.
Really hard.
And it hurts, sometimes, it kills.
No one should fall when there is never anyone to pick you back up.
You're stuck at the bottom until you climb your way back to the top.
And you look for a lifeline, an easy way out.
But nothing worth working for is ever easy is it?
And your friends try to help.
Calling advice out,
From the top.
But that's no aid.
It's so exhausting and all you want to do is stop. Take a break.
But that means remembering the pain for a while, and re-experiencing it
Instead of working to the top.
The healing is so hard when you have to put on your own bandages.
And once you're there.
The top,
sometimes it feels like ignorant bliss.
Because in your heart, you still miss it.
Hope.

So I pray to not fall.
And if I can walk away from the hope feeling good, after I'm all done,
That's the best.
When you can live life, knowing you don't need to thrive on just hope.
And you can do, and go out, and make hope,
Real.
Falling, bleeding, cuts and bruises,
Inevitable.
But I pray,
that those stains of hope
Won't come around again.

I can dance in the rain now.
Embrace everything,
Good and bad.
The coolness of rain on a hot day.
Versus the dripping wet clothes after you're all done.
But now I can embrace those wet clothes.
Because they're a memory, of a really good time in a moment of my life.
It doesn't stain any more.
Stains of hope have become
Drops of hope.
I wished for someone in the rain.