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Description EVEN MORE EDIT 2021 WHAT: Turns out the original video is gone and I don't know why, but someone managed to find it here!  disk.yandex.ru/i/JzEzvsIPCnmX8…

MORE EDIT: So this was done before the Extended Cut came out, so at least the issue with the flashbacks was resolved. Handsome Garrus is finally in my Shepard's thoughts *sob*

Edit: Holy shitkabobs on a dinner table! I can't believe the support and love I've been recieving for this comic! I wasn't expecting it and it's had me on a big fluffy cloud for a couple of days now! Thank you all so much!
And to top it all, nicholasfunstuff went ahead and made a video of it with the music and sound effects!! Go watch it here! www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tJ1LY…




HEY HEY! LISTEN TO THIS WHILE READING! Recommend having tissues around. www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5JvbD…

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I have spent too much time on this...

This was a result of a need to get the Mass Effect ending from my system. Funny thing is it took so long to make, I was pretty much over it half-way through XD Even funnier is I just cried a little right now

One of the jillion things that bothered me about this ending was that the characters most dear to me didn't even seem to be on Lara Shepard's mind. As explosions were going off, images of Joker, Anderson and... Liara? seem to flash before her eyes. I was kind of outraged. I absolutely love Joker and Anderson, but... Liara? She's great and all, but... No chance of Garrus's face to pop in her mind instead? They ARE in a relationship after all! HE VENTURED INTO THE IDEA OF HAVING KIDS, FOR F**K'S SAKE!

It's funny that everything else about that ending would pretty much make sense if we have in mind the popular Indoctrination Theory (which I'm all on board with), but this... this, haha, really bothered me Somehow it's like Liara's friendship is forced down my throat a lot of times. No ofense to Liara fans, she's actually a great character, just not one I'm specially fond of. And I really just wanted to see Tali, and Garrus... and Mordin... and Legion and Wrex... one last time... *tear flood* So all this just added to the feeling that the ending could've been rushed and put together as quickly as possible.

Hence this.

A huge thank you to for her enthusiasm and beta reading!

Resources:
aukerai.deviantart.com/art/Len…
leostarkoneru.deviantart.com/a…
rabieshund.deviantart.com/art/… brushes)
For Tali's pattern I used something I found on the Bioware forums. If anyone knows who made it, I'll add the link.
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Comments: 1366

suthnmeh In reply to ??? [2015-09-03 20:02:33 +0000 UTC]

I knew you were lying... huhu
tissue? *hands tissue* *pats back*

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Vekkulipoika In reply to suthnmeh [2015-09-03 20:35:00 +0000 UTC]

*blows nose* thank you    *sniff*

But seriously, you're an great artist for doing this. It's beautiful and very emotional - as seen from the audience's reactions - and totally matches the feeling I had when I played this part for the first time. Tissues. They were needed. 

the thought of the whole team backing her up is just so heart-wrenching and Garrus in there supporting his bae asdsfafagagasdd. I CAN'T EVEN.

This is absolutely brilliant and painfully beautiful, every page, and I adore your skill. and now if I'd only stop bawling that'd be great

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suthnmeh In reply to Vekkulipoika [2015-09-04 12:18:24 +0000 UTC]

That means a lot Thank you so much!
I shed my share of tears while making this, I assure you XD

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AsumaShepard In reply to ??? [2015-04-21 03:55:49 +0000 UTC]

So fucking sad. 

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suthnmeh In reply to AsumaShepard [2015-04-21 19:50:02 +0000 UTC]

She lives. I promise.

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AsumaShepard In reply to suthnmeh [2015-04-21 21:11:57 +0000 UTC]

You should do Mshenko ♥ *-* 

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suthnmeh In reply to AsumaShepard [2015-04-21 21:55:46 +0000 UTC]

Sure, I should do all of them, right? XD

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AsumaShepard In reply to suthnmeh [2015-04-21 22:02:24 +0000 UTC]

You said it ! GO FOR IT ♥ 

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suthnmeh In reply to AsumaShepard [2015-04-21 23:59:35 +0000 UTC]

That was sarcasm, it would take me like three years to do all the ships XD

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AsumaShepard In reply to suthnmeh [2015-04-22 03:52:27 +0000 UTC]

I know u.u But maybe quick fan art e.e

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suthnmeh In reply to AsumaShepard [2015-04-22 13:33:46 +0000 UTC]

Well it's not among my favorite pairings, so I'd probably make  a few others before I made this one.

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AsumaShepard In reply to suthnmeh [2015-04-22 18:39:32 +0000 UTC]

Well it's something :/ Hahaha dont worry take your time

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suthnmeh In reply to AsumaShepard [2015-04-23 14:52:06 +0000 UTC]

so much to do...

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Hariasa In reply to ??? [2015-04-03 23:31:52 +0000 UTC]

Your comic is so perfect!! I started crying all over again and I absolutley adore the second picture on this page with Shepard and Garrus There's so much emotion in it.
Thank you so much! This is how Bioware should have done the ending scene.

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suthnmeh In reply to Hariasa [2015-04-06 10:54:43 +0000 UTC]

D'awww and thank you so much for this comment, seriously Mass Effect, man...

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YukinaSk [2015-03-17 12:28:23 +0000 UTC]

Me hizo llorar ver a todos los compañeros junto a Shepard T_T, en especial Garrus ;_;. Te felicito, te quedó increíble!

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suthnmeh In reply to YukinaSk [2015-03-17 15:38:27 +0000 UTC]

Muchas gracias, de verdad! Lloré mucho mientras lo dibujaba jajaja

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Deemonef [2015-03-15 13:30:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm not the greatest Fan of ME3 anymore... but this Comic is so awesome!
I have tears in my eyes and I fu**ing love it!
This helps over the end and... Wow! This is so perfect!

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suthnmeh In reply to Deemonef [2015-03-17 09:18:28 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad it helped!! There's a love-hate relationship with that game and it's a shame, really. Danke, dude!

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Gooey-brains In reply to ??? [2015-02-23 15:58:54 +0000 UTC]

I was fine up until I saw Mordin's legs on the 3rd page, and then I started blubbering. Stupid Salarian.

This is amazing! Thanks for helping me clean out my eyes

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suthnmeh In reply to Gooey-brains [2015-02-23 17:02:21 +0000 UTC]

Better than eye drops!
Thanks a lot, yo! Have a tissue on the house.

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Thatoneguynamedbob In reply to ??? [2015-02-20 05:21:56 +0000 UTC]

.....I have dust in my eyes...

(Taken verbatim from TV Tropes/Death Seeker) It is implied throughout the entire game that the times have worn Shepard down to becoming a Death Seeker. With so many deaths and so many more lives resting on his/her shoulders, he/she seems to be running solely on the fact that no one else can do his/her job. By the end of the game, he/she seems accepting of, even welcoming his/her death, and a line in the control ending made by the intelligence formed from the sacrificed Shepard seems to drive the point home.
"Through my birth, his/her thoughts are free." 

Completely fantastic artwork by the way!

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suthnmeh In reply to Thatoneguynamedbob [2015-02-20 20:09:49 +0000 UTC]

That's awesome, thanks so much!

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MrsJaneHarkness In reply to ??? [2015-01-20 22:36:07 +0000 UTC]

This is so awesome!

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suthnmeh In reply to MrsJaneHarkness [2015-01-21 00:06:06 +0000 UTC]

Hnng thank you!!

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Hiddenfaithy In reply to ??? [2015-01-16 03:28:23 +0000 UTC]

I'm utterly balling, that was splendid!

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suthnmeh In reply to Hiddenfaithy [2015-01-16 09:37:00 +0000 UTC]

*offers tissue* Sorry and thank you!

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undeadt-100 In reply to ??? [2015-01-02 22:32:40 +0000 UTC]

i just can't make myself choose that ending... legions sacrifice would have been in vain, and i wont accept that. so green space magic for me 

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suthnmeh In reply to undeadt-100 [2015-01-03 00:56:08 +0000 UTC]

I just can't help think that the Starchild totally pulled our chains with this. He said Shepard would die with this option, but she CAN survive. So that is MY ending XD Choose red, break out of indoctrination, wake up and have a party with all your organic and synthetic friends.

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undeadt-100 In reply to suthnmeh [2015-01-04 15:30:32 +0000 UTC]

But that still means a geth less universe. 

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suthnmeh In reply to undeadt-100 [2015-01-05 18:15:18 +0000 UTC]

You didn't read me correctly As far as we know, if Shepard was able to survive, then maybe the Geth did as well... 

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undeadt-100 In reply to suthnmeh [2015-01-07 13:51:11 +0000 UTC]

hopefully you are right.

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suthnmeh In reply to undeadt-100 [2015-01-07 23:59:59 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully. I wish I knew for sure^^

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ExileBlaze [2014-12-20 15:32:33 +0000 UTC]

The one walk all Shepards must take. You are not alone.

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suthnmeh In reply to ExileBlaze [2014-12-20 23:05:34 +0000 UTC]

Onwards!

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RickOShay1 In reply to ??? [2014-10-19 10:05:59 +0000 UTC]

One quick question concerning the Destroy ending...

WHY THE HELL CAN'T SHEPARD SHOOT THAT DAMN THING FROM A SAFE DISTANCE?

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suthnmeh In reply to RickOShay1 [2014-10-19 23:53:10 +0000 UTC]

Not that it would've helped in the end but... yeah I would not have walked into that XD

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RickOShay1 In reply to suthnmeh [2014-10-20 08:41:28 +0000 UTC]

If Shepard simply shoots that from the starting point, it would blow up and not engulf him/her.

Anyway, if you haven't already, check out Nightfable's destroy ending located here: nightfable.deviantart.com/gall…

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suthnmeh In reply to RickOShay1 [2014-10-20 13:57:52 +0000 UTC]

Whoa that comic looks huge. I'll check it out.

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RickOShay1 In reply to suthnmeh [2014-10-22 17:35:35 +0000 UTC]

What do you think of it now?

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Sol-Vikar In reply to ??? [2014-10-02 20:55:33 +0000 UTC]

I still cannot with this.  Ugh it hurts more than the ending, especially Garrus nuzzling her.
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CANNOT

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suthnmeh In reply to Sol-Vikar [2014-10-02 23:52:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry man I'm sorry!

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Sol-Vikar In reply to suthnmeh [2014-10-03 17:17:03 +0000 UTC]

It's all good.  Just means you are a very powerful artist.

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suthnmeh In reply to Sol-Vikar [2014-10-03 22:03:53 +0000 UTC]

Wow thank you so much XD

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Sol-Vikar In reply to suthnmeh [2014-10-03 22:38:56 +0000 UTC]

XD

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Inunashi [2014-09-24 00:42:03 +0000 UTC]

I will cry. Now.

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suthnmeh In reply to Inunashi [2014-09-24 07:28:40 +0000 UTC]

Go ahead. We all have
*hands tissue*

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Inunashi In reply to suthnmeh [2014-09-24 22:01:03 +0000 UTC]

*Sneeze*

Thanks for the tissue

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suthnmeh In reply to Inunashi [2014-09-25 09:22:27 +0000 UTC]

Hehh... o v o

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KazzyMoyashi [2014-06-24 01:35:05 +0000 UTC]

You seriously just made me cry. Between the music that you suggested and then reading this in order...I just...I couldn't even. I started crying right then and there. Oh god, it just...I can't even. This series has become such an integral part of my life and I love what you've done here. It is such a moving little comic and absolutely breath-taking. I love your style as well; you really pulled off the characters.

I keep replaying this series to get new options, etc. Though I can never have that one person die in the first game (I don't want to mention spoilers for people).

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