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Description EVEN MORE EDIT 2021 WHAT: Turns out the original video is gone and I don't know why, but someone managed to find it here!  disk.yandex.ru/i/JzEzvsIPCnmX8…

MORE EDIT: So this was done before the Extended Cut came out, so at least the issue with the flashbacks was resolved. Handsome Garrus is finally in my Shepard's thoughts *sob*

Edit: Holy shitkabobs on a dinner table! I can't believe the support and love I've been recieving for this comic! I wasn't expecting it and it's had me on a big fluffy cloud for a couple of days now! Thank you all so much!
And to top it all, nicholasfunstuff went ahead and made a video of it with the music and sound effects!! Go watch it here! www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tJ1LY…




HEY HEY! LISTEN TO THIS WHILE READING! Recommend having tissues around. www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5JvbD…

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I have spent too much time on this...

This was a result of a need to get the Mass Effect ending from my system. Funny thing is it took so long to make, I was pretty much over it half-way through XD Even funnier is I just cried a little right now

One of the jillion things that bothered me about this ending was that the characters most dear to me didn't even seem to be on Lara Shepard's mind. As explosions were going off, images of Joker, Anderson and... Liara? seem to flash before her eyes. I was kind of outraged. I absolutely love Joker and Anderson, but... Liara? She's great and all, but... No chance of Garrus's face to pop in her mind instead? They ARE in a relationship after all! HE VENTURED INTO THE IDEA OF HAVING KIDS, FOR F**K'S SAKE!

It's funny that everything else about that ending would pretty much make sense if we have in mind the popular Indoctrination Theory (which I'm all on board with), but this... this, haha, really bothered me Somehow it's like Liara's friendship is forced down my throat a lot of times. No ofense to Liara fans, she's actually a great character, just not one I'm specially fond of. And I really just wanted to see Tali, and Garrus... and Mordin... and Legion and Wrex... one last time... *tear flood* So all this just added to the feeling that the ending could've been rushed and put together as quickly as possible.

Hence this.

A huge thank you to for her enthusiasm and beta reading!

Resources:
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For Tali's pattern I used something I found on the Bioware forums. If anyone knows who made it, I'll add the link.
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Comments: 1366

suthnmeh In reply to ??? [2014-06-24 15:45:25 +0000 UTC]

Awww... *offers tissue* I know I know... I have replayed the series several times, and I have even tried complete opposites just to be completionist, but there are some things I just can't... It hurts too much. 

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KazzyMoyashi In reply to suthnmeh [2014-07-02 02:36:45 +0000 UTC]

*Takes tissue and wipes eyes* Agreed; some things I seriously cannot do (like getting the achievement for having Ashley in your team for like 75% of the first game or whatever), or other heart-wrenching moments. I just did a Thane romance for the second game [it was so hard to say no to Garrus, bwahah] and I'm gonna cry during the third one, I just know it.

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suthnmeh In reply to KazzyMoyashi [2014-07-02 07:27:39 +0000 UTC]

There's an achievement for Ashley?? Pft. Is there an achievement for having Garrus on your team 100% of the time? XDDD I once attempted to romance someone else but... the main battery called to me.

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KazzyMoyashi In reply to suthnmeh [2014-07-18 13:51:20 +0000 UTC]

There is. In the first game only, there is an achievement for having each character on your team for 90% of the mission, I think.

Haha, yeah, it nearly killed me to romance Thane. I adore his character and I don't regret the romance, but it was so hard not to pursue Garrus.

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suthnmeh In reply to KazzyMoyashi [2014-07-27 22:17:48 +0000 UTC]

Indeeeeed. I only managed to romance someone else by making myself a DudeShep and choosing Tali. Dat Tali.

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JoelletheNose In reply to ??? [2014-06-22 01:24:38 +0000 UTC]

This gave me chills, especially with the music in the background! I don't think I'll ever stop getting emotional about this game.
Fantastic work on these! I started getting teary eyed at the end :')

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suthnmeh In reply to JoelletheNose [2014-06-22 08:31:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, and I'm with you there. Mass Effect will always give me feels. 

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onion926 In reply to ??? [2014-05-07 20:02:49 +0000 UTC]

*gross sobbing*
I saw this over on tumblr and wound up crying a bit, especially over the third frame on this page.

Thought I was over the ending, but I guess not.  ;_;

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suthnmeh In reply to onion926 [2014-05-07 23:16:36 +0000 UTC]

Isn't it just amazing how after two years we STILL get the feels?
thank you plenties, and cheer up!
Psst: making another comic now...

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MightyBOBcnc In reply to ??? [2014-05-06 02:26:26 +0000 UTC]

dat feels

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suthnmeh In reply to MightyBOBcnc [2014-05-06 12:10:53 +0000 UTC]

yep...

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Sylvesto In reply to ??? [2014-05-05 17:20:57 +0000 UTC]

Dem feels. Also have my respect for being able to think straight pre-Extended Cut, we got a real Shepard here

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suthnmeh In reply to Sylvesto [2014-05-05 21:32:51 +0000 UTC]

Ooooh I had help with that XD Those Indoc Theory documentaries were a ton of fun.
Thank youuu!

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AlisaKmd In reply to ??? [2014-04-22 14:15:34 +0000 UTC]

*aaaaaaaaaaghhhhhh* you got me crying all over again

And even tho I chose different ending, this is just beautiful :')

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suthnmeh In reply to AlisaKmd [2014-04-22 18:21:00 +0000 UTC]

Awww here *hands tissue* Thanks a lot^^

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AsterHart [2014-04-02 07:43:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm having a lot of feelings. T_T
Just wanna say this entire comic is great and emotional and oh my goodness.
It brings tears to my eyes.
Thank you so much for sharing this!

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suthnmeh In reply to AsterHart [2014-04-04 07:42:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank YOU so much for your comment, it always means a lot! *hands tissue*

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Keyshe54 [2014-03-18 22:39:34 +0000 UTC]

This is... very intense comic panels, all of them, all the pages, the color, texture and expression... I got to say... that's how you end a game series. There is a lot of finesse in how you presented this. Really digs into the human connection with all the interaction with each of the characters, and presents a real feeling of overcoming a horrible obstacle and a true victory, if not with out great cost and sacrifice, but with a touch of hope of all the love from everyone who got you there. Damn. T_T A lot of tears from this. This is going to be with me for the rest of my life.

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suthnmeh In reply to Keyshe54 [2014-03-19 15:07:30 +0000 UTC]

Aw gee Means a lot that you say that, because the characters in Mass Effect meant a lot to me. I grew to love them all like they were real friends.
Thank you so much!

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Keyshe54 In reply to suthnmeh [2014-06-04 01:21:14 +0000 UTC]

You are so very welcome!

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Calleahan In reply to ??? [2014-02-16 19:17:04 +0000 UTC]

It goes right through the feelings

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suthnmeh In reply to Calleahan [2014-02-17 15:25:40 +0000 UTC]

And shreds them to pieces, does it not?

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Calleahan In reply to suthnmeh [2014-02-17 19:51:00 +0000 UTC]

damm right

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suthnmeh In reply to Calleahan [2014-02-17 20:43:43 +0000 UTC]

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Calleahan In reply to suthnmeh [2014-02-18 14:34:38 +0000 UTC]

LOL

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zimpo In reply to ??? [2014-01-03 21:34:25 +0000 UTC]

The first time I finished the game, I cried. A lot. And this mini comic of yours brought back those feelings. And I hardly ever cry. Great job, love this comic!

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suthnmeh In reply to zimpo [2014-01-04 16:15:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh spirits... The feels will always come back. Thank you!

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BrittanyWillows In reply to ??? [2014-01-02 20:17:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god, this brought a tear to my eye. <3 Love the emotion in this comic, and the art is just lovely.

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suthnmeh In reply to BrittanyWillows [2014-01-02 22:03:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much

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BrittanyWillows In reply to suthnmeh [2014-01-03 01:51:57 +0000 UTC]

'Welcome!

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Misspockettiger In reply to ??? [2013-12-16 17:20:50 +0000 UTC]

This is incredible!! SO touching

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suthnmeh In reply to Misspockettiger [2013-12-16 20:42:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! *snif*

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MingMingcoco In reply to ??? [2013-12-07 17:47:42 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for not understanding but what's exactly happening?

Otherwise this is shiet.

JUST

FEELS

ARE NO MORE

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suthnmeh In reply to MingMingcoco [2013-12-07 22:15:08 +0000 UTC]

This is shiet??

Your comment confused me a little too XD

Have you played Mass Effect 3 to the end? Otherwise you're not going to get this...

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MingMingcoco In reply to suthnmeh [2013-12-08 05:40:43 +0000 UTC]

Gah! I'm sorry! I meant to aay THIS is THE shiet as in its the good stuff

Sorry if I offended you!

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suthnmeh In reply to MingMingcoco [2013-12-08 09:04:43 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha that's okay, I figured it was something like that XD Thanks a lot, yo!

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bestmanalive117 In reply to ??? [2013-12-02 01:21:55 +0000 UTC]

holding back tears...

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suthnmeh In reply to bestmanalive117 [2013-12-02 14:42:31 +0000 UTC]

Don't hold them back!! Let them out in pretty waterworks for the world to see!

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bestmanalive117 In reply to suthnmeh [2013-12-02 19:37:03 +0000 UTC]

*sobs*

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KirstyTron In reply to ??? [2013-11-26 05:05:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god....THIS was actually more emotional than the original. Seriously well done <3

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suthnmeh In reply to KirstyTron [2013-11-27 08:52:37 +0000 UTC]

Well I certainly bawled like a baby in the process of making it... So Thank you lots!

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gutter-child In reply to ??? [2013-10-04 15:01:11 +0000 UTC]

Aw, awesome girlfran! I love how emotional everyone gets about the endings and I'm just like "Whatever I got 9 Sheps *does every ending and nearly every option, doesn't care*"


BRAVO FOR NOT BEING A CRUSTY, BLACK HEARTED MONSTER LIKE ME

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suthnmeh In reply to gutter-child [2013-10-04 21:55:24 +0000 UTC]

Hahha oh my, you're one of the... lucky ones. The people who did not feel betrayed. Yep... Good for you, I'm serious XD Thanks so much GUUUURL and yeah, it's kinda fun seeing all the gross sobbing in the comments. 

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gutter-child In reply to suthnmeh [2013-10-05 01:17:17 +0000 UTC]

I certainly did not feel betrayed, I actually really loved all the endings after the extended cut haha ;x;

Oh what it must be like to feel things. It sure is fun to destroy the emotions of others though. That's for sure. lol

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suthnmeh In reply to gutter-child [2013-10-05 08:26:42 +0000 UTC]

You heartless evil thing =____=

XD

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hewi7394 [2013-10-04 10:44:00 +0000 UTC]

;o; so beautiful and so sad! 

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suthnmeh In reply to hewi7394 [2013-10-04 12:16:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you and yuusss!

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Ash-Not-Ketchum In reply to ??? [2013-09-19 23:45:29 +0000 UTC]

wow i know this has already been said a billion times but this is just amazing! i can't stop reading it! it's taking me back to when i first beat the game. i relate to this so well. thank you for making this, oh my goodness! ;u;

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suthnmeh In reply to Ash-Not-Ketchum [2013-09-20 07:13:10 +0000 UTC]

Eeee thanks so much You guys always make my morning

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TheShadowie-Pers0n [2013-09-13 07:33:42 +0000 UTC]

This would have made the directors cut ending EVEN MORE amazing!

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