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Description EVEN MORE EDIT 2021 WHAT: Turns out the original video is gone and I don't know why, but someone managed to find it here!  disk.yandex.ru/i/JzEzvsIPCnmX8…

MORE EDIT: So this was done before the Extended Cut came out, so at least the issue with the flashbacks was resolved. Handsome Garrus is finally in my Shepard's thoughts *sob*

Edit: Holy shitkabobs on a dinner table! I can't believe the support and love I've been recieving for this comic! I wasn't expecting it and it's had me on a big fluffy cloud for a couple of days now! Thank you all so much!
And to top it all, nicholasfunstuff went ahead and made a video of it with the music and sound effects!! Go watch it here! www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tJ1LY…




HEY HEY! LISTEN TO THIS WHILE READING! Recommend having tissues around. www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5JvbD…

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I have spent too much time on this...

This was a result of a need to get the Mass Effect ending from my system. Funny thing is it took so long to make, I was pretty much over it half-way through XD Even funnier is I just cried a little right now

One of the jillion things that bothered me about this ending was that the characters most dear to me didn't even seem to be on Lara Shepard's mind. As explosions were going off, images of Joker, Anderson and... Liara? seem to flash before her eyes. I was kind of outraged. I absolutely love Joker and Anderson, but... Liara? She's great and all, but... No chance of Garrus's face to pop in her mind instead? They ARE in a relationship after all! HE VENTURED INTO THE IDEA OF HAVING KIDS, FOR F**K'S SAKE!

It's funny that everything else about that ending would pretty much make sense if we have in mind the popular Indoctrination Theory (which I'm all on board with), but this... this, haha, really bothered me Somehow it's like Liara's friendship is forced down my throat a lot of times. No ofense to Liara fans, she's actually a great character, just not one I'm specially fond of. And I really just wanted to see Tali, and Garrus... and Mordin... and Legion and Wrex... one last time... *tear flood* So all this just added to the feeling that the ending could've been rushed and put together as quickly as possible.

Hence this.

A huge thank you to for her enthusiasm and beta reading!

Resources:
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For Tali's pattern I used something I found on the Bioware forums. If anyone knows who made it, I'll add the link.
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Comments: 1366

Menadis In reply to ??? [2013-06-06 11:02:20 +0000 UTC]

Goosebumps! Lots of Goosebumps! This is simply epic... and beautiful... Bioware could learn a thing or two from you!

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suthnmeh In reply to Menadis [2013-06-06 15:31:30 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much Though we gotta give bioware SOME credit XD

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wauu In reply to ??? [2013-06-04 04:35:27 +0000 UTC]

Her expression here... So beautiful and sad...

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suthnmeh In reply to wauu [2013-06-04 07:57:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much

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TyrackWolfII In reply to ??? [2013-05-31 06:07:42 +0000 UTC]

QAQ

Now why wasn't THIS part of the ending to ME3? your version of the Destroy option is a thousand times better! It's just... just...

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suthnmeh In reply to TyrackWolfII [2013-05-31 12:01:01 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... Thank you so much^^

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Tia4tw In reply to ??? [2013-05-20 00:52:49 +0000 UTC]

With the music and the fact that I only recently completed me3 for the first time, I DID cry. This is beautiful, I thought just seeing some of your old crew as you died was hard, this... I would have preferred this to what we got. It's fantastic.

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suthnmeh In reply to Tia4tw [2013-05-20 07:43:20 +0000 UTC]

Fff Thanks lots, means a lot.

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lietuvaavyteil In reply to ??? [2013-05-14 23:25:42 +0000 UTC]

Me: okay..I'm okay...I reached the end and I'm okay. (Reads: Don't forget orders, Shepard. Come back alive.) *SOB*
Great...this is fantastic. Apart from being let-me-cry-like-an-estrogen-powered-steam-engine, this is great

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suthnmeh In reply to lietuvaavyteil [2013-05-15 11:52:29 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot, glad to share my PAINNN.

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Reikaa15 In reply to ??? [2013-05-08 00:48:25 +0000 UTC]

That is, I wanted to say.
And Garussom went really well.

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Reikaa15 In reply to ??? [2013-05-07 16:02:38 +0000 UTC]

Respect to you.
And even cried at the end.
You are a genius. And with Garrus famously failed.

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suthnmeh In reply to Reikaa15 [2013-05-07 19:19:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh pfshh, thanks a lot
What do you mean by "with Garrus famously failed" though?

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Reikaa15 In reply to Reikaa15 [2013-05-07 16:05:33 +0000 UTC]

That is, I wanted to say.
And Garussom went really well.

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KimHeechul In reply to ??? [2013-04-28 11:36:52 +0000 UTC]

Woop, and there goes all my feels right out of the window in a sea of tears. Damn, I would pay diamonds for an ending like this.. But instead they give us an even crappier 'extended' ending and some DLC's in the middle of the game (which we also have to pay for..)

Nonetheless, loved the game despite it's ending. It's a shame you didn't get to see your loved one in the flashbacks. My Eunhye Femshep saw Anderson, Thane (lover) and Garrus (almost-lover but best friend) It's odd. o_o;

To wrap this up; loved it, cried to it, and followed you. Bravo!

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suthnmeh In reply to KimHeechul [2013-04-29 17:39:34 +0000 UTC]

Herp, yeah they tend to do that, feels...
Pfft I know right. I think everybody was so pissed because they held ME in such standards, and loved it so much. And this was done before the Extended Cut DLC. I got Garrus the second time
Thanks so much^^

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putowtin In reply to ??? [2013-04-16 14:39:43 +0000 UTC]

I read this comic whenever I feel bad, when ever I think of that ending, whenever I need real "closure"

Thanks a million Suthnmeh

(oh and it don't hurt that you're a talented artist!0

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suthnmeh In reply to putowtin [2013-04-16 18:30:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank YOU so much for this comment. I am so happy to hear that. All the feels will prevail!

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graverobberess In reply to ??? [2013-04-13 06:58:28 +0000 UTC]

A+ on making me cry :'''')

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suthnmeh In reply to graverobberess [2013-04-14 21:53:22 +0000 UTC]

Yaaay.

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graverobberess In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-17 02:30:59 +0000 UTC]

i'd much rather this ending than the ending they gave us.
actually, i'd rather an ending where shepard doesn't die but
i guess now all i have is fanfiction to ease my broKEN HEART (

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suthnmeh In reply to graverobberess [2013-04-17 22:10:22 +0000 UTC]

I knu, I knu *pats in sympathy*

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CreepingBoNE In reply to ??? [2013-04-12 09:52:33 +0000 UTC]

Fuck.

There goes my blood-pump.

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suthnmeh In reply to CreepingBoNE [2013-04-12 16:39:36 +0000 UTC]

Oops... Sorry about that bro... Can't help you, I lost mine to the same thing.

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Moonpath-wolf In reply to ??? [2013-04-10 22:12:35 +0000 UTC]

...Okay, yeah, I teared up...I hope you made a continuing of this *rubs eyes quickly*

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suthnmeh In reply to Moonpath-wolf [2013-04-11 18:45:19 +0000 UTC]

Ffff well no I haven't... I was sort of waiting for Bioware to tell us what happens... What REALLY happens Buuut I guess I'll have to do SOMETHING, though, eh?

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Moonpath-wolf In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-11 23:01:36 +0000 UTC]

Well, with the extended endings you can sort of guess. But they are considering making a ME4. Only it wont have Shepard in the lead, Shepards story is over so they'll be making a new protagonist for you to play because in a war that big...its bound to have more then one hero. I'm hoping it will be like Dragon age Origins and you will be able to pick if you want to be a drell, asari or turian, perhaps even Krogan

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suthnmeh In reply to Moonpath-wolf [2013-04-12 16:41:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know all that. But I still can't bring myself to trust the extended endings...

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Moonpath-wolf In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-12 22:29:02 +0000 UTC]

Heeeh, true. Beside, there is a lot of indoctrination theories on the green one.

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suthnmeh In reply to Moonpath-wolf [2013-04-12 22:38:37 +0000 UTC]

Oh ho yes.

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OEMoose In reply to ??? [2013-04-07 20:19:55 +0000 UTC]

AH! Such a good comic!

Garrus comforting her at the end there is just fantastic! All of the tears!

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suthnmeh In reply to OEMoose [2013-04-07 22:33:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much. Mass Effect is guilty of so many feels...

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OEMoose In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-08 00:47:06 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah. I still can't get through the ending without crying every time!

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GiselleHawke In reply to ??? [2013-04-06 04:06:45 +0000 UTC]

OMG I have no words. Many, many tears....the scene with Garrus comforting her.......gah....many, many tears......Soooo emotional.

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suthnmeh In reply to GiselleHawke [2013-04-06 12:18:07 +0000 UTC]

All of the tears, eh? I still get emotional ughhh.
Thank you!

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GiselleHawke In reply to GiselleHawke [2013-04-06 04:08:33 +0000 UTC]

Oh and if you wanted to make a reunion pic.....I would be pretty darn happy.

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suthnmeh In reply to GiselleHawke [2013-04-07 10:28:45 +0000 UTC]

Heh I might, someday. Still kinda unconciously waiting for a big reveal on the REAL outcome of the ending. This stuff just... it doesn't feel real...

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Namacub95 In reply to ??? [2013-03-30 21:00:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh God...now I'm legitimately tearing up.
This ending. This goddamn ending. It mightn't be a the best ending...but it gets me. Every single time.

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suthnmeh In reply to Namacub95 [2013-03-31 15:25:54 +0000 UTC]

All of the tears, am I right?

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Namacub95 In reply to suthnmeh [2013-03-31 20:19:13 +0000 UTC]

Oh hell yeah. I agree with everything you said here. (especially the part about Liara. I mean, come on! My Shepard would have liked to have seen Kaidan at the end.)

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suthnmeh In reply to Namacub95 [2013-03-31 21:59:38 +0000 UTC]

Well at least they fixed it in the EC.

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Namacub95 In reply to suthnmeh [2013-03-31 23:10:07 +0000 UTC]

That's true. Still shatters me though, no matter what ending I pick.

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suthnmeh In reply to Namacub95 [2013-04-01 16:16:35 +0000 UTC]

Indeed.

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Namacub95 In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-01 18:40:08 +0000 UTC]

This is the reason us Mass Effectfans should band together. We can all sob an eat some chocolate.

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suthnmeh In reply to Namacub95 [2013-04-02 11:59:06 +0000 UTC]

Yes. Virtual chocolate. And Tumblr XD

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Namacub95 In reply to suthnmeh [2013-04-02 23:36:27 +0000 UTC]

Exactly! You speak my language. We all might just pull through.

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ZilverJio In reply to ??? [2013-03-24 15:59:53 +0000 UTC]

This comic made me cry all over again...
You really captured the feeling of the ending.

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suthnmeh In reply to ZilverJio [2013-03-26 19:59:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, sorry I made you cry XD

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ZilverJio In reply to suthnmeh [2013-03-26 21:32:07 +0000 UTC]

It was a good cry and it was worth it!

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suthnmeh In reply to ZilverJio [2013-03-26 23:35:27 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad^^ It was a great way to vent for me too.

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