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Astral Diary

They just ghost

You know they was there

But what the point

If you can't really see them

And we can't see that too

You tell you're being attacked

Didn't I tell you we also being attacked ?

You're just mind it yourself

We all through that

Astral Diary - Genta Ananda 2019

My Entry for R U OK Contest here www.deviantart.com/digital-art…
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Here's the thing, the image was one of my method to fight my depression and anxiety besides writing poems ( that why it exist in nearly every my post now on ). And sure that was what I do because I'm afraid to reach my relates about what I'm struggling. There was reason why I kept hiding that, because here people keep accusing someone playing victim like " you're not only one feel that, we all have that " statement. Everytime I play music by my guitar or piano, that kinda relieve my feelings because I have media to pass my message despite it being inanimate object. I never have keep my dark thought for long because I still have many things to learn so it not override my point to live. I kept deciding to join this contest or not but this time I may let it go awhile. Why there children playing around the "pianist" portrayed as ghost? Because when they there, you can't really tell them a message.

Here's the asset used.
The Pianist by sophiaastock here www.deviantart.com/sophiaastoc…
Playing children by Falln-Stock here www.deviantart.com/falln-stock… and here www.deviantart.com/falln-stock…
Heart Crystal by Anisa-Mazaki here www.deviantart.com/anisa-mazak…
Leaves Texture ( for ground and falling leaves ) by kuschelirmel-stock here www.deviantart.com/kuschelirme…
Forest Background by i-am-JENius here www.deviantart.com/i-am-jenius…
Bird by Malleni-Stock here www.deviantart.com/malleni-sto…
Light Ribbon brushes by ssumenona here www.deviantart.com/ssumenona/a…
Pianist hair extension by frozenstocks here www.deviantart.com/frozenstock…
Light Rays by KeepWaiting here www.deviantart.com/keepwaiting…
Spark Brushes by sadreamer01 here www.deviantart.com/sadreamer01…
Lensflares made using Knoll Light Factory using After Effect and screenshot-ed to use in Photoshop

Description

Astral Diary

They just ghost

You know they was there

But what the point

If you can't really see them

And we can't see that too

You tell you're being attacked

Didn't I tell you we also being attacked ?

You're just mind it yourself

We all through that

Astral Diary - Genta Ananda 2019

My Entry for R U OK Contest here www.deviantart.com/digital-art…
by

Here's the thing, the image was one of my method to fight my depression and anxiety besides writing poems ( that why it exist in nearly every my post now on ). And sure that was what I do because I'm afraid to reach my relates about what I'm struggling. There was reason why I kept hiding that, because here people keep accusing someone playing victim like " you're not only one feel that, we all have that " statement. Everytime I play music by my guitar or piano, that kinda relieve my feelings because I have media to pass my message despite it being inanimate object. I never have keep my dark thought for long because I still have many things to learn so it not override my point to live. I kept deciding to join this contest or not but this time I may let it go awhile. Why there children playing around the "pianist" portrayed as ghost? Because when they there, you can't really tell them a message.

Here's the asset used.
The Pianist by sophiaastock here www.deviantart.com/sophiaastoc…
Playing children by Falln-Stock here www.deviantart.com/falln-stock… and here www.deviantart.com/falln-stock…
Heart Crystal by Anisa-Mazaki here www.deviantart.com/anisa-mazak…
Leaves Texture ( for ground and falling leaves ) by kuschelirmel-stock here www.deviantart.com/kuschelirme…
Forest Background by i-am-JENius here www.deviantart.com/i-am-jenius…
Bird by Malleni-Stock here www.deviantart.com/malleni-sto…
Light Ribbon brushes by ssumenona here www.deviantart.com/ssumenona/a…
Pianist hair extension by frozenstocks here www.deviantart.com/frozenstock…
Light Rays by KeepWaiting here www.deviantart.com/keepwaiting…
Spark Brushes by sadreamer01 here www.deviantart.com/sadreamer01…
Lensflares made using Knoll Light Factory using After Effect and screenshot-ed to use in Photoshop