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Published: 2015-11-08 23:46:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 1552; Favourites: 65; Downloads: 13
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I still don't like Diamond Tiara. Period. I understand that she was basically forced to be a bully but come on, really?Support me on Patreon to get access to full-quality pics!
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I drew it and animated it specifically for Weim's video, as it was my job back then.
No, You cannot. And I'm not going to upload every single drawing into every single group it fits, I'm just one guy, i don't even know all of them.
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Sad part is I "Pony I Want To Be" kinda resonates with me. I guess it's due to the fact that I have a major flaw that I need to get rid of.
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many people have
the problem is to actually do it.
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You're telling me, lol I'm chained by bonds that won't let me seek solitude and peace.
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You're telling me, lol, i broke those a long time ago.
JUST. DO IT!!!
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It's unfortunately more of a physical condition that I'd first thought. It hurts to be a jerk, both physically and mentally. I go straight into the well right after acting.
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i think i may have an idea what you mean, it does hurt to be a jerk but sometimes you have to otherwise a bigger jerk will pop up and make things worse, perhaps not only for you.
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That's where it gets confusing. I can do it when it's in defense of beneficial to people in my circle it's a small two foot dip in the well, in and out, but when I'm pissy and such it's a record bungee that leads to self loathing, and a lot of mental issues until I'm finally pulled out of the well. I'm kinda like Naruto/the hulk. When I get angry I lose control and am violent. I don't like being that way. I don't like hurting people, or failing people when they need me. When I do I just lose myself to the well. Leaving everyone would be best but no one will let me go, enough so, that they'd trail me if I did.
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i'm telling You man, i know all this.
I've been through all this.
You just gotta accept that some people will get hurt.
And You need to accept that sometimes You will need to hurt them.
It's all about control and acceptance
It's always about harmony
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Dear faust have you been hanging around with aunt Tia?
Seriously though control is something I lack when I'm hurting. Violent, lashing out at anyone no matter their intentions, I'm no better than a beast. People are too blind to see that and treat me as if I'm the most harmless thing in existence, even though they themselves have had a taste of the thing inside me. So far I'm following your advice, I have a married couple that I used to practically live with. They rely on me for too much and when the husband began having health problems I realized I wasn't worthy of their trust, not because I hurt them but because I wasn't trained/skilled enough to help him through the worst of his symptoms. I've been staying away and only spending one or two days at a time in hopes they learn they need to rely on others besides me.
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well, again, it's all about control.
if You have control over Yourself, everything's gonna be better. You'll gain some self-respect, self-confidence all that good stuff.
And if i had to pick something that taught me control better than You know, all this meditation and that kind of things is videogames. Violent videogames. The more You harm in a videogame, the less You'll have to harm IRL, as long as You'll control it. And if You kill everything in sight in a videogame i bet that You'll get whatever's the problem out of Yourself. Then, i suggest moving slowly to more calm games, to slowly move away from all the violence. Sooner or later, You'll learn how to do things without You know, "Exploding" and hurting everything around You
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Thew violent games only serve as fuel, lol. I play cod and halo and between the lag and the cheaters I get pretty close to exploding. Earlier pokemon was serving as gas, stubborn pokes at taken out all but my highest and they were either weak enough in level that a splash would ko, or weak enough in hp that splash would ko and they wouldn't stay in the pokeballs. I'm pretty chill with skyrim and most shooters until they start getting difficult then frustration leads to blowing. I do agree though that games are theraputic. The best for that purpose are music games like GH and RB.
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I'd also recommend Undertale, it's a "Classic RPG where no one has to get hurt"
It's a very calming experience too, and it will test Your ability to control under frustrating circumstances, as boss battles can get quite hard after a while. But it will all depend on how many monsters You'll kill
It's soundtrack is amazing and calming too, even though it is chiptune
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Sounds more like a test than practice, not sure I should push before I get in some training, know what I mean?
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i know, but what's that training for if you don't know how much have you gotten so far?
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Tue, hence the lesson of many school tests. On the other hand other people are test enough, more than enough actually. Rampancy doesn't help much either. Gotta laugh there, I'm losing my mind and angry.... I'm going MAD. roflmao. Lately it's been mister sour sweet. *friend does random thing* *I respond positively while biting my tongue and under breathing my actual thought and getting pissy easier than usual.
Anywho I'm kinda swallowed up between borderlands trilogy and x right now. X mainly since I'm trying to get the shiny charm and breed/catch all legitly as shinies.
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well, it seems that all i can do now is just wish You good luck!
Train the hardest You can, and You'll get what You desire.
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I can do with what I can I just wish I could have the space to zen out of my anger problem. I appreciate the advice and will try to follow it as much as able.
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Hush, I don't need her around. She's the worst of my four bed partners.
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No seriously, Karma, Luck, Opportunity, and Murphey all have me bent over so much it's like we never leave the bedroom. Seriously always at least one of them has me if not all at the same time at any random moment.
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talking about bad luck, i broke my left thumb today 
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I know how you feel, tried avoiding dropping a chair on stuff and breaking things, still broke some stuff.
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well i broke my thumb
and i only tend to hit IT should i get angry so yeah xDDD
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Just be glad it was only thumb. Did you at least learn something from the experience?
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there was nothing to learn actually xD
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No one does anymore they just try to do it with more style
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well all i'm focused on is learning techniques and stuff as an artist rather than wasting my time on learning obvious things like anger management
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Lemme guess you suffer from a hyde half too? Decent train of thought focusing on something positive.
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i have accepted it 
i have asthma. Recently, it has only been getting worse and worse by the year. I'm worried that i'll have to leave my girlfriend sooner than i'd like to. It's hard to accept, to say the least, but as long as i have reasons to keep going, i don't waste time thinking about it. And drawing / composing is one of those reasons
so yeah, positive train of thought is essential.
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there's always 2 sides to everything, whenever something frustrates you think about what could be the other, positive side
for example: broke my thumb, so i can't draw.
but i can't write either, so free vacation from school!
and even though i'd easly exchange having to go to school for a healthy thumb that doesn't mean i'm angry nor sad
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Yeah, "could be worse". Do that, but it only slows the fuse, rather than prevents a blow. Works for you and that's what matters, that you've found the solution to your problem. It's kinda uplifting to hear from others the tales of their struggles and how they've overcome them.
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well, if you wanna we can always have a chat on skype or something, i'm not the kind of guy who never speaks to anyone they don't know
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Don't have skype. Appreciate the offer though.
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by the way, merry christmas or whatever You're celebrating
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Hey, I am a victim of bullying too.
People did really gruesome stuff with me. (And yes getting hit was not the worst of it all)
And yet I answer "Yes, really."
Because THIS: www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWKNZb…
Hurt people hurt people.
Your hold on your dislike and unableness to forgive Diamond as well as those who bullied you is just you making yourself miserable.
Its hatred you have to deal with.
Its not DT bullying anymore and bothering you anymore, its your own thoughts about her.
Also the only way people can change their dreadful behaviour towards you is when they are approached in an understanding way, with compassion, even if you oppose their actions totally.
Because otherwise your behaviour will feel like an attack for them, inviting them to strike again.
It's like its said here from 1:37 to 2:48: www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmIOYB…
Forgiving Diamond is not about her in the end. It's about you and your state of mind. You either suffer or let go and have peace.
And that letting go can't happen by itself, I know that.
Just consider these things I wrote here, check out the vids if you like.
Hugs
ANdy
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also, i really hate motivational videos.
just wanted to say.
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hugs as well,
don't worry man i accepted the past and live on with the future, it still has an effect on my but having such bad childhood just has to have its consequences. But i am at peace. I just wanted to express myself using this image. I wanted to portrait what victims feel as well as her reasons, situation, how she is willing to change etc.
Thanks for the nice words tho, it really shows me that some people care
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thanks? i don't really know what do you mean by that by thanks anyways?
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I expect angry messages for your opinion
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i, um, don't give enough of a crap to do that y'know
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